Requested by @kittenpaws14

Picture is TwistedRealitySpace (I think??)
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'Why... Why would they say that... Why was she the one who laughed the loudest... Why...'

I stared down at my scars. They decorated my wrist like an abstract painting, but only horizontally. I could never bring myself to cut down the street. I look up from the pain and towards the setting sun, the sky glowed beautiful shades of yellow, orange, pink, purple and red. I sighed and stood up from the rock that I was sitting on, my best friend... Why did she turn away from me, and call me those things, why couldn't she accept that I was like this... And not a 'depressive freak' in her eyes. Today was probably the one worst days of my life, but I won't have another day after this one, since I hadn't found that stupid thing that he wanted me to find.

"Hello (y/n)..." I whipped around and saw my worst fear. Toxic. He a vile smile pulled on his face. I crossed my arms over my chest so he wouldn't see the scars.

"Go away Toxic!" I glared at him furiously with my (e/c) eyes. He simply rolled his pure green eyes and shook his head.

"Tsk tsk (y/n), you know why I'm here." He chuckled at the end.

"Well can't I have more time!!"

"Haha.. You can't do that (y/n)... Thats not how deals work..." I trembled slightly and unknowingly allowed my hands to fall to my sides, exposing my self-harm to him. His eyes widened and were soon were set ablaze with fury. He teleported to right in front of my face and grabbed the back of one of my hands and rose it towards my eyesight.

"What is this?!" Toxic growled.

"None of your business that's what!" I pulled my arm away from him... Well I tried at least. He simply tightened his hold on my hand, making me struggled against his grip.

"I said. What. Is. This!?"

"Why would you care!! All you wanna do is kill me!! And thanks to that deal I made with you when I was flipping 7, I'm gonna die because I haven't found your stupid soul gem or whatever you wanna call it!!! The only reason I made that deal was because I was just being nice!!!!!", That was when I broke down. "Why didn't you *sob* kill me then *sob* you knew that your stupid *sob* soul gem didn't exist..."

Tears slowly poured down my cheeks, I hadn't even cared to notice that Toxic's eyes had softened. He let go of my hand, and hugged me?? My tears now fell onto his chest, my legs wobbled and I was soon being held up by Toxic embrace, I will admit that I did like it but only a little... Okay a lot. He rubbed comforting circles on my back and whispered things like 'It's alright.' Or 'please don't cry.'. I eventually stopped crying and Toxic pulled away, still holding onto my shoulders however. (E/c) into bright green, we stared at each other, before something unexpected happened. It wasn't really cliche or anything, it was just caring.

Toxic had kissed my forehead.

Now I know what you're thinking, 'That's not unexpected!!!' Or something like that, but you don't get kissed everyday by a demon who wants to kill you!!

"I love you (y/n)..."He mumbled into my hair.

Wait, what??

I looked up at him and pecked him on the lips, before nuzzling my head into his shoulder. His grip tightened around me, but not in an uncomfortable way. Heck, I could get used to being next to him for the rest of my life.

"You are my soul gem..."