Justin Bieber

I wanna go home!

I miss my daddy, he tucks me in every night and gives me a goodnight kiss, I don't want Ross's mommy to keep doing it. And I miss my nightlight now if I have to go peepee and night I have to wait till morning because it's dark.

And I miss Jason cuddling with me and making me feel warm, Ross's room is colder than ice.

And I didn't know Ross had siblings, there in a band and I'm watching them practice. I mean there good....

"Jay?" Ross said snapping me out of my thoughts. "What'd you think?" He was asking me about the song 'Pass me By' I guess. I hear Ross sing it In the room before bed. Sometimes his voice makes me fall asleep which is nice.

I guess

"It was cool, I like it" I blushed because they cared about my opinion. "Thank you Justy" Rydel ruffled my hair making everyone in the garage laugh.

There nice too me, and I think they like me, which is great. I finally have friends other than my old friends who left me to bully me.

Ross grabbed his bottle of water and grabbed me too, where? I have no clue.

"Ross your pulling too hard my s-shoelaces are untied" he chuckled until we stopped at his room and closed and locked the door.

"Justin we have too talk about the kiss" he sat next to me. I furrowed my eyebrows, I don't wanna talk about it, plus there is nothing to talk about. The only thing I wanna talk about is the bus I have to get on so I can go home!

"H-Huh" he chuckled. "Justin I really like you" I blinked my eyes rather slowly, Ross likes me.

"You do?" I questioned. "Yeah a lot" he blushed a little.

What am I supposed to do?

I like Jason! So much, but Ross likes me too, and I don't wanna hurt Ross's feelings. "So will, you um..." He paused giggling a little trying to break the ice.

"Will you be mine?" My eyes widened.

F word

I was at a loss for words. I'm such a jerk, I'm choosing Jason over Ross, and I don't think Jason cares about me as much as Ross does, I mean me and Jason aren't officially dating, maybe he's just stringing me along.

But I just can't stop thinking about what he said before I came to Ross's house

He grabbed my collar and pushed me against the wall making me whimper from the pain . "Listen your Mine, no one else's you got that"

I'm Jason's, but I'm not his property.

It's so weird to have guys trying to get me to be there's. I mean nobody really likes me but girls, they think I'm cute, but boys will just beat me up and call me mean names.

"Justin?.." My head snapped looking at Ross once again who was sweating and Red.

"So um what do you say?" He took a breath looking down.

Jason McCann

I grabbed my gun from the ground looking at the dead man on the ground, I went in his pocket grabbing his wallet.

What he's gone now?

I grabbed it and a picture of a little boys fell out. I cocked an eyebrow picking it up.

Eli Brown

Was written at the bottom. The man I just killed was John Brown.

The man had a kid.

I looked at him before closing my eyes. All I could think about was Jeremy, him being in a situation like this and Justin will be left alone just like this little boy.

I frowned, but I had to do what I had to do, which was killing John.

At least now we could go home, and I could see my baby again. It's been 5 or 6 days since we left him a Ross's house. And when Jeremy calls him All he talks about is going home and every time Jeremy hangs up Justin is on the phone crying for us to come get him.

It hurts.

It hurts a lot and I wanna see him, I wanna hold him, and protect him from anything.

And that includes Ross.

Ross wants Justin all to himself, he just wants to use him. And Justin doesn't deserve that, he deserves better.

(-)

I smiled a little as we pulled in front of Ross's house. And so did Jeremy "I got this one Jason" Jeremy spoke as I took of my seatbelt. I nodded at his request and let him go get Justin.

I can't wait to see his little chubby face smiling at me when he comes in the car.

That's all I can think of, but when I hear the car door slam. I see a teary eye Justin, which made my heart break.

I turned back to him he was kinda covering his face yet you could still see a tear come down. "Jay?" I spoke softly. I see Jeremy putting Justin's suitcase in the trunk before sitting in the back with Justin.

He wrapped his arms around Justin as Justin out his head on his chest.

That should be me

"What's wrong?" I mouthed Jeremy, "I'll tell you later" he mouthed back. I nodded before pulling off.

It was Ross.

(-)

"Justin come eat!" Jeremy called as he made Justin's plate of spaghetti aka his favorite. All you heard was Justin dragging his feet down the stairs before seating down and putting his head down.

I'm not used to this, I'm not used to a sad Justin. I want me Happy go lucky baby boy back. I don't want this for him. He deserves better than this.

"I made your favorite" Jeremy put Justin's plate down. Not even a smile came from his face.

Jeremy sighed at the sight of his son. I mean I would too if My always happy son has become sad.

"Justin?" Jeremy sighed once again. Justin didn't pick his head up just took a deep breath.

"Yes" his sweet little voice cracked.

"What's wrong son? your not really like this" Jeremy frowned staring at Justin who's head was still down.

"W-well when I was at Ross's house, he asked if I could be his boyfriend" I clenched my fist under the table closing my eyes tightly. "So what seems to be the problem son, Ross is a very nice young man"

"But I said N-no" Justin cried making me feel relieved but confused. Does he wanna be with Ross?

Is it my fault he's suffering like this?

Is he too scared to not follow my orders?

"Why did you say no son?" Really Jeremy "Because I-I like someone else b-but I don't think they like me like Ross does, because w-were not t-together" Justin pouted wiping his eyes.

"Well.." I sighed

Am I really gonna do this?

"Maybe the someone isn't ready for commitment and you should probably move forward and date Ross" I felt like when I said those words my heart hurt.

It was hurting so much, but it's what's best for Justin, and I can't have him sad because I won't move forward. Of course I wanna be with Justin but I don't want him to get involved with me, it's just dangerous and I can't put someone I care about I danger.

"Are y-your sure" Justin finally put his head up locking his eyes with mine. I closed my eyes my heart still hurting. "Yeah you deserve better"

"I think Jason is right Justin go call Ross" Justin nodded slowly before walking upstairs, but before he went up he looked at me, he wanted to make sure that I was sure, he wants to put my feeling before his and that's one of the reasons why I really care about Justin.

I nodded closing my eyes.

What have I done?

I opened my eyes seeing Justin gone, unlike my feelings for him.

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Wow Jason, What I guy am I right?

Hey I gotta add drama 😊

So sorry for the short update in such a long time so sorry for the errors I just really wanted to update

But I'm gonna update more frequently.

I'm working on chapter 8 now so be prepared

THANKS FOR READING LOVE YA💕