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Justin Bieber

"Jay" I turned my head to Ross who had a smile on his face. "You just played the whole song" he cheered. I looked down at the guitar and smiled softly.

"Wow...I actually have a talent people will l-like me now"

I heard a chuckle from The blonde boy making me cock an eyebrow. "What?" I spoke going insecure.

"You don't need a talent Jay, I already like you" He intertwined our fingers, I looked down at are hands. "You do?"

"Of course I do, why wouldn't I like you?" The pad of his thumb caressing my cheek, my Breath hitched as he continued.

"I-I don't know n-nobody really likes m-me so I don't k-know why you l-like me" he chuckled a little, "You really don't believe me?"

I thought about the question he asked, I mean if he didn't really like me he wouldn't have been teaching me guitar and coming to my house. But me and Logan were friends and you seen how that turned out....

"I-I don't know what t-to think" I stammered "Well Justin, if I didn't like you Why would I do this?" I was taken back by his statement. Do what?.

And with that he put two fingers under my chin and kissed my lips. His lips were soft and the kiss was passionate, My eyes widened when I realized I was kissing Ross, My friend.

I mean I like Ross, he's cute and has nice hair and personality. Also he's really funny and he likes me, unlike Jason.

I pulled away and stared at Ross. I didn't know what to say, I'm not sure if I'm supposed to say anything.

"How was it?" He sounded worried and almost insecure. "I-I mean um, That w-was" I paused

"That w-was my f-first kiss"

Beep Beep

I looked at the flash go off on Ross's phone, "I um I have to...Leave" I nodded as he quickly rushed out my room. I slammed the door shut and dropped on my bed.

Did he like it?

I felt tears in my eyes as I thought of all the possibilities that made him regret kissing me.

Did my breath stink?

Does he like someone else?

He doesn't like boys?

Does like me ?

Was this just a lie?

Tears were streaming down my face like a waterfall. I knew it. Everyone hates me except for Daddy,Mommy, Jazzy, Jaxon, and I
think Jason, And they have to love me because I'm there family.

But everyone else hates me, and wants me to die.

That doesn't mean I'll kill myself but it's not nice to wish that upon someone. I would never want anyone to die, not even Logan.

"Justin" I wiped my face with my pillow and turned to the voice which came from Jason. "Y-Yes" I turned my head back not wanting to face him right now.

I heard his footstep come further into my room. Then I felt his weight on my bed. "What wrong?" He rubbed my back. I felt my blood boil.

Why is he touching me!?

He doesn't like me, he doesn't have the right to touch me. He doesn't like me anymore so I don't like him.

"Don't touch m-me!" I spat looking into his eyes, which were beautiful.

His eyes widened at my tone. "Justin I was ju-"

"Just what? I don't u-understand you! I thought y-you liked me I thought that y-you were my f-friend and I c-could trust you but y-you don't c-care about me and I-I don't trust you a-anymore"

Jason McCann

My eyes widened I never thought Justin would become angry. He was an emotional wreck.

Am I the cause?

This poor boy

"Jay"

"Don't call me that" he snapped. "I do like you" I spoke he glared at me. "Then why aren't you my boyfriend?" he pouted.

He's so adorable.

"Because...." To be honest I don't know, other than the fact of Jeremy not wanting me to date his 16 year old son I can't think of anything else.

"Because what? is it because I'm chubby" he frowned locking his hands together

"No your not chubby your actually really small like a little baby" I cupped his cheeks.

"I'm not a baby" he muttered "Your my baby though" I whispered still cupping his cheeks. He batted his long eyelashes as he locked eyes with mine.

Is this is!?

Is this the moment?, the moment I get what I desired from staring at this beautiful boy. And I don't care if it is because I want it to be....

And with that I smashed his soft lips into mine. It felt magical, powerful, just passionate.

I don't know how I waited this long to kiss him, I felt the need to pull apart just to kiss him again.

Even though Justin couldn't keep up with me I just kept the kiss sweet and passionate for him so he knows how I feel about him.

All in all I felt something I never felt before, something that-

"Justin!" A voice gasped cutting my session with Justin over quickly, I pulled apart and launched myself from Justin's bed so I could stand up.

The door flew open and it was Jeremy with a grin on his face. "Jay your favorite episode of spongebob is on" he announced. "Oh r-really" Justin panted. He nodded before speaking "You wanna watch it?" Justin nodded

"I-I'll be down in a s-second" Justin stammered. Jeremy then nodded then shut the door.

We stood there in silence until I decided to break the ice. "I'm sorry Justin I shouldn't have kissed you"

"N-no it's was alright" he blushed cutely. I sat next to him. "Yanno I wouldn't mind kissing ya whenever I want too" Justin looked at me confused.

Ugh adorable

I grabbed his hand "Let's just keep this to our selves BabyBoy" I whispered in his ear before pecking his lips.

Then walking out.

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"Jason!" Jeremy ran into the kitchen while I was making some dry sandwich.

"What?" I cocked an eyebrow. "We have a mission tonight and we might be gone for a week" he sighed "What about Justin?" I bit my lip. "He's gonna be staying at Ross's house" Jeremy smiled

Ugh

Justin told me about there little smooch, but to be honest I think mines was better. I remember Justin crying to me the next night saying how he was a bad person for kissing two people in one day.

My poor little munchkin.

"Oh ok" I said flatly "I'm gonna drop him off get r-" i cut him off "Look I'm ready I always carry a gun and all my weapons are in the car, why don't you get ready and I drop Justin off" he chuckled.

"Alright Mr.McCann"

I went upstairs and went into Justin's room, he was playing with the light switches turning them on and off repeatedly. "Jay!" He stopped flickering the switch making the room dark. I sighed and turned it on.

"Don't flicker the switch like that bub, your gonna break it or something" he looked down feeling hurt and stupid.

Oh how I know my little Justin so well.....

"Hey hey look at me" I put two fingers under his chin "You didn't know okay" he nodded. "Sorry" he whispered. I pecked his lips to make him smile.

It's been about a week since me and Justin kissed and I've been sneaking kisses and cuddles with him.

This has to say between us.

"So yanno me and daddy has a business trip right?" He frowned before nodding. I put my arm over him. "And your gonna have to stay a Ross's house" I clenched my jaw thinking of the little bastard.

"Yeah I'm excited" he sounded cheery.

Oh hell no.

I stood up and looked at his small figure, "What?" I clenched my fist. "Um n-nothing" he bit his lip.

"No Justin you like him don't you!" I shouted feeling angry and jealous. How could He?

And with that he busted out in tears, making me feel awful

I grabbed his collar and pushed him against the wall making him whimper. "Listen your Mine, no one else's you got that" he nodded slowly his bottom lip quivering.

I smashed my lips into his, making sure he knew that i was his one and only. Just instill doesn't understand the concept of kissing but I'm not gonna lie, his lips were soft and he was getting better.

I cupped his cheeks then kissed his forehead.

"I got you BabyBoy"

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