I wanna thank you guys. For reading my book it has been a journey and I'm so happy you guys enjoy it. So be prepared this is a little twisted. There will be a sequel. So don't freak out!
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Jeremy Bieber

"He p-promised!" Justin cried. It's been three months and Jason hasn't come back yet.

He's so heartbroken.

It hurts to see my son like this, not to mention I didn't tell him about Ariana being pregnant.

She's scared and to be honest so am I. I don't want them to have a mental illness.

Like Justin

"I know Jay but come on it's your birthday your finally 17!" I tired making him happy but I failed. "H-How come j-Jason isn't h-here t-to c-celebrate" he cried.

Tears were streaming down his face, his eyes were red and puffy and his cheeks were as red as a tomato.

Ding Dong

The doorbell rang. I sat up from the couch to open it, I looked and saw it was Ariana. I kissed his lips. "Hey babe" I hugged her tightly. "Hey...What's wrong?" She asked concerned.

"Justin" I closed my eyes. She pushed me away walking to Justin. "Hey babe" she hugged him. Justin cried in her shoulder. "Hey look Jay, What did Jason say? He's coming back right" Ariana cupped his cheeks.

"Then why I-isn't he h-here?" He frowned.

Ariana is well aware of Justin's mental illness. And Jason wasn't.

"Look it's your birthday ok! And I have a present for you!" Ariana smiled making him excited. "I-is it Jason?"

Ariana sighed before nodding no. "Look" she handed Justin a box.

Justin gasped before taking it out. "Y-you got me a camera" Justin smiled. "Yes I want you to sing just. I love your voice babe it's amazing. I want you to sing your heart away till you don't feel this heartbreak" Justin gave her a soft smile wiping his tears away.

"Happy Birthday" Justin hugged her and Ariana hugged him back tightly. "O-okay"

(:)(:)(:)

"Maybe Justin Sings?" Ariana pitched. "H-Hm I g-guess but h-how a-about BizzleTheSinger?" Justin replied licking his lips.

"Kidraul" I said when Justin and Ariana were brainstorming a nice for his YouTube channel. He's really serious about this and I'm gonna support Justin.

Plus he has am amazing voice.

I would be dumb not too.

"I l-like it" Justin typed in the name. "When are you gonna post your first video?"

"Today" Ariana answered for him.

"Oh"

"What song?" I asked "So Sick" I smiled rubbing his back.

"Alright we set it up. Are you ready Justin?" Ariana asked standing up. "Um y-yeah" Justin stood up clearing his voice

Gotta change my answering machine, now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that "We can't come to the phone"
And I know it makes no sense, 'cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

:::

"Justin would you like a little brother or sister?" I asked Justin while Ariana held my hand. It's four months now and Justin still has no clue, it's about time I tell him. "I um-" he cut himself off.

"I don't T-think so"

Ariana's eyes widened and she got up. Justin furrowed his eyebrows as she walked out of the living room to the bathroom. "Hold on" I slowly stood up running after her.

"Ari?" I knocked on the door. "Jeremy what are we gonna do? He's gonna hate me Jeremy!" She cried. "Open the door sweetheart" I pleaded.

"No!"

Great

"Ariana he loves you he won't hate you" I spoke lowly so Justin wouldn't hear me. "How do you know? He's like a son to me I don't want him to hate me!"

"Ariana open the door"I banged it. She slowly opened the door. "Hey look we're gonna tell him together" I took her hand. "Okay?"

"Okay?" She croaked walking back downstairs. I sat on one side of Justin and Ariana sat on the other.

"Justin we have to tell you something" I sighed.

"W-what's wrong?" He asked concerned. "We just want you to know that we both love you" he nodded. "You know that right?"

"Y-yes"

"Well Yanno- Justin Ariana is pregnant" I ripped it off like a bandage. "What!"

"Justin Son calm d-" he cut me off. "How the fxck am I supposed to calm down when you got Ariana pregnant! You cheated on mom you dumb prick! I hope you die! Your going straight to hell! And so are you, ya dumb bltch. Your such a höe! And I hope that baby dies! Or suffers some sever illness that makes them ugly!" He stormed out of the house leaving Ariana in tears.

"I k-knew it!" She cried.

Justin Bieber

"Hey Jay it's alright" Robin rubbed my temples as I laid on her lap. "L-lies" I mumbled. "Hey Jay look, I know your pissed about Jason and your sad about Jeremy and Ariana but it's gonna be okay and-" I cut off sitting up.

"No Robin it's not gonna be ok! The one guy I ever loved is never coming back" I yelled tears coming out, "hey jay shh" she cupped my cheeks.

Just like Jason would

I don't know what happened but I kissed her. I kissed her hard and rough pushing her down so I saw straddling her. "J-Justin stop your just using me" she stopped my but I just kissed her again and she just added tongue.

:::

I put my boxers back on and glared at Robin. "This was a mistake" I sighed. "I-I know" she whimpered covering her exposed body.

I said next to her and held her. "I'm sorry"  she put her head to my chest sniffling.

"I know I'm sorry, your not straight Justin! Your gay, and I was horny so I guess both of us took part of this situation" she spoke staring into my eyes.

I nodded agreeing with her.

Then I realized, I cheated on Jason. And all my feelings suddenly started flooding back, I felt anger and sadness threw my veins.

"I hate this!" I stood up closing my eyes shut. "I hate my life!". Robin quickly threw a shirt on. "Jus-" I cut her off.

"Quiet Bltch!" I yelled running out of her house.

I clenched my jaw.

I hate my mom isn't alive

I hate my dad

I hate Ariana

I hate that baby

I hate Robin

I hate Myself

I hate Jason with a passion

I just hate life

Jeremy Bieber (short but important)

Ariana is in tears ,sobbing her eyes out. I mean I cannot believe those types of words came out of my son, Justin's mouth. I cannot believe this,

I am flabbergasted.

"Jeremy! He's hates me! I told you, pulling out doesn't work you idiot!" She glared crying.

I pressed my lips together, Still shocked about Justin.

"Well are you gonna pick up your fxcking phone it's been ringing forever!" Ariana yelled snapping me back into the world.
"Oh sorry"

"Um hello" I cleared my throat.

"Hi My name is Scooter Braun"

Third Person

The voices came back In Justin's head.

Do it Justin why suffer?

They spoke over and over and over.

Be happy with your Mom, Jazzy, and Jaxon

They don't need your here! They don't deserve you!

So he listened....

He grabbed Jeremy's gun and pointed it towards his head. His death note on his bed.

Dear Bastards,

You guys don't deserve to put all this pain and suffering into my life. You cheated on mom and got some random bltch pregnant. I hope you caught HIV from her. I can't believe I ever cared or even loved people that didn't love me back.

And if Jason finally came back. I want him to know that, he's the first guy I ever loved and he tore my heart right out of my chest. Four months that bastard had, he promised he'll come back. But where the fxck is he? I have no fxcking idea, cause he isn't coming back!

If you didn't love me Jason why didn't you just tell me!? I hope your happy fxcking some random dirty bltches on the street. I hope you catch an std.

When Justin eats his breakfast, his father would always put his medication in his breakfast, and Jason would make him drink his vitamins. But Justin stopped eating threw out his break up with Jason.

He would wake up late and eat junk food which made him sick.

So he didn't take his Medicine.

Which is why he's in this situation right now.

His heart was pounding faster and faster by the second. He was ready, he's done with his life. He wants to feel wanted and loved, not used and misunderstood.

He wants to be normal

"G-Goodbye" he closed his eyes shut the tears fell out.

Wow
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Thanks for reading.

Ilysm💖