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Jason McCann

I held him. I held him tight and close. Last night was amazing, the best I ever had no doubt about it. It was truly love that night. Everything was perfect.

He's beautiful, inside and out.

He was sleeping peacefully. His head on my chest, his lips pursed. You could hear him breathing softly if you listen close enough. I ran my fingers threw his soft hair.

This was truly bliss. Everyone else I've ever been with would have been outta my house, and when I was with Zayn we only did it once, and it was awful.

But Justin last night was amazing, didn't I say that already?

"Hm" I heard jay groan his eyes slowly opening. I smiled rubbing his cheek softly with the pad of my thumb. I was a tooth-less smile come up on his face.

"Good Morning Baby"

"G-Good Morning J-Jase" he looked into my eyes. I pecked his lips. "Are you okay?" I asked wondering if he was sore. He shrugged bitting the inside of his cheek. "I think S-so, I guess I-I'm just sore" he blushed

His cheeks turned a crimson red. He's so adorable my baby. I'm gonna miss him.

"Did you um like I-it?" I chuckled feeling my cheeks heat up. He nodded with a grin. "I l-loved it" he looked down blushing. "I did too "I answered

I got up putting on some boxers, Justin watching me. I smirked, "you like what you see?" I winked, he giggled getting himself a pair. He threw on some sweats and a plain white T shirt.

I put on a pair of jeans and a black shirt. He's so adorable, I thought as he sat on the bed just playing with his fingers.

I kneed in front of him.

"I gotta leave today baby" I reminded him with a fake smile. He nodded. "I-I know "I cupped his cheeks. "I promise you Justin with all my heart I will be back for you Jay" he nodded. I pressed my lips against his.

Our tongues fighting for dominance. I won of course, like always.

After we pulled away we walked downstairs. Now that we don't have to hid our relationship anymore we went down holding hands.

"Hold on I'll be back" Justin whispered running back into his room.

"Your finally awake" Jeremy smiled putting down his phone. "Ugh" I scoffed seeing who's he's texting. "Stop texting Ariana!" I rolled my eyes.

"About Ariana..." he trailed.

Oh hell no

"What?" I cocked an eyebrow, narrowing my eyes. "She's pregnant" he whispered. My eyes widened. I'm speechless. "Not with your baby right?...Right!?" I panicked.

She's so young, and she's In a gang! Who knows what will happen to her now that she's pregnant.

"I don't know how to tell Justin "he sighed.

"We'll find a way" I snapped, Jeremy looked dumbfound. I'm so sick of his shlt. "You better not hurt my boyfriend" I rolled my eyes.

"Jason" Jeremy frowned. "I um-" he cut himself off. "I'm scared" he pinched the bridge of his nose.

"J-Jase" You could hear Justin's footsteps. I glared at Jeremy. "What's happened babe?" I shot him a fake smile. "Look It's f-for you, so y-you wouldn't forget m-me" Justin blushed.

It was a picture of me and him, him giggling and me smiling at him because I thought he was so adorable. "Aw"I gawked.

"Thank you Jay, and I'm never gonna forget you" I laughed kissing his forehead. I looked at the picture one more time before putting the picture in my wallet, I love it.

"There's Captain Crunch for you son" Justin's eyes lit up. "With the b-berries?" Jeremy nodded making Justin gallop to the kitchen to make his cereal.

Jeremy pulled me into the living room.

"Are you coming back?" He asked. I sighed. "Yeah I just don't know when, now if you don't mind I wanna spend time with my boyfriend" I said still pissed at him.

He got my got my Best Friend pregnant

I heard Justin choking on his cereal so I hit his back, soon ending his coughing fit. "Are you okay?" I asked with a small laugh. He nodded still shocked from the experience.

"You gotta slow down there" I laughed. "S-Sorry it'd just r-really g-good" he giggled

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After I showered with Justin, yes with Justin. We started watching another movie. He's invited Robin over so she should be here any minute now.

It's 3 and I can't help but think, I have to go soon. It hurts, it hurts a lot, I know Justin is sad but I rather him be sad than depressed.

"Hello Sexy Beast" I heard Robin say as she walking threw the door. "Hi miniature sexy beast" She kissed Justin's cheek. I smiled. Robin is a sweetheart, I'm glad she's friends with Justin.

"What goes on?" She sat down in the middle of Justin and me taking a selfie. "Hey what what are you-" she shh me with her finger.

"I'm with two hot guys right now, let me act like a höe for once" Justin giggled. I couldn't help but let out a little laugh. "Whatever" Just another picture Justin can see when I'm gone.

"Oh wait I forgot to ask you guys on Saturday I wanna go go-carting" Robin squealed.

I frowned and Justin pouted. "I can't"

"Why?" She asked concerned.

"I'm l-leaving" I stammered. "Oh well when you come B-" I cut her off. I'm not telling them I don't know because Justin is gonna freak. "I-I gotta go T-to the b-bathroom" Justin sniffed running to the bathroom. Robin sighed, staring at me, "how long?" She pouted.

"Too long"

She frowned. "Go talk to him" she rubbed my arm. I nodding standing up, but I told Robin something, "Yanno Robin I'm really glad your friends with Justin, and I actually consider you as one of my friends, well like a daughter I guess Cause your younger" I smiled.

She smiled back before speaking. "I'm the same age as your boyfriend, I'm considered a friend" she smiled. I playfully rolled my eyes before going to the bathroom to cheer up my baby.

I knocked on the door hearing sniffles. "I'm coming o-out" he coughed. "Jay open the door" I sighed. The door slowly opened revealing a red faced Justin.

I just pulled him into my chest and held him, his cries vibrating on my chest. I let out a few tears my self. My heart clenched I just need him in my arms right now.

I can't believe I'm really leaving.

For the whole time I've been living with Jeremy and Justin I never would have thought I would fall, in love with Justin. I'm gonna admit I thought he was cute but I never knew I would love him.

I looked at my watch, 7:55

I should start leaving

"Jay I-I gotta g-go" I sniffed wiping my tears. I can't let him see me cry. "W-what? Already?" He panicked holding to me on tighter.

My heart hurts.

More than when Justin was dating Ross.

It just felt like my heart was being teared out of my chest, and couldn't be placed back.

"Y-yes babe" I rubbed his back. I cupped his cheeks and kissed his soft lips. "I love y-you so much o-okay and n-nothing will change that ever" he nodded "I love y-you too" if you listen close enough you could hear Justin's little heart tear.

And so did mine.

"I-I um have a video f-for you to watch it's in your D-drawer, don't watch it till y-You miss me"

"But that's a-as soon a-as you l-leave" he sobbed.

I kissed all over his face. "I-I'll be back for y-you I promise"

"It's just a little while"I lied. He nodded wiping his nose. "Yeah j-just a l-little while" he reminded himself. I grabbed his hand so we could go downstairs and so I could say goodbye to Robin.

When I glanced back at the bathroom I saw a blade.

The next chapter is the END of innocent love 😭😭😭
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