Jason McCann

After hearing Justin sob about his nightmare with the men who killed his mother, I couldn't sleep knowing he didn't feel protected and safe.

I kept checking on him every hour, Jeremy kept coming in and out also, but not as consecutively as me. I feel the need to protect him from harm.

So when you ask me why I slept till 12 in the morning now you know. But my angle Justin is still sleeping peacefully.

"Jeremy!" I called out once I saw he wasn't in his room, i walked downstairs and saw a note on the door.

Dear Jason,

Michael Called me in for business, Sorry I left unnoticed. You were sleeping and I didn't wanna wake you, and since you a Justin had such a connection I thought it would be best for you to stay with, I'll be back later. If Justin gets fussy that I didn't tell him good morning tell him I whispered it in his ear.
Jeremy

I crumpled the note then threw it away.

How can he leave Justin after his bad dream?

But Michael doesn't play, he'll put a bullet threw your head with no mercy.

Just like me

I have no mercy, what's the point I won't regret it after and pretty much never will.

"D-Daddy!?" Justin called.

Oh how I wish he called me that

I ran to his room "Yes baby boy" I spoke using his nickname. I know he likes it because a cute little blush rises on his chubby cheeks.

"Where's my d-daddy" I frowned at him "He left for work bud" I sat on his bed

He pouted cutelyy, I put my arms out to hug him but instead he went on my lap and cuddled to my chest.

Woah

I don't know this feeling, it feels odd and foreign to me. Yet it feels, amazing.

I held him, like a baby as he whimpered "Whats wrong Jay?"

"I'm just s-scared" he frowned biting his lip. "Well you don't have to be scared when I'm around baby boy okay" I assured him. He nodded giving me a toothless grin.

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I walked in the kitchen trying to figure out what I could give Justin for lunch.

"J-Jasey?" My beloved Justin called, I looked at him "Can I c-call you Jasey?" He asked me looking at his fingers "Of course you can baby boy" I smiled at my new nickname.

Only Justin can call me that if anyone else does, Ill punch them to the bottom of the earth.

"Do you wanna go to McDonald's to eat?"

He mumbled a 'yes'. You would think some on like Justin would be excited to eat s McDonald's.

Or maybe he's just tried from last night.

"Come on baby boy lets go to the car" I said walking out. "Wait c-can I stay here a-alone?"

I nodded my head no "Come on" I grabbed his warm hand. Justin whimpered

"Why don't you wanna go with me?" I pouted "I d-do I just.." He paused.

"Lets just g-go threw the drive threw" I nodded at his request then we walked to the car.

But I couldn't wrap my head around the idea of Justin wanting to be alone, I mean he begged me to stay last night.

Whats with the change of heart?

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"Jay it would be easier if we go inside" I told him pointing to the insanely long line for the drive threw.

"Okay but I wanna stay inside the car" I cocked a eyebrow. Making him look down.

Whats going on?

"Its to hot to go outside I want the AC" I bit the inside of my cheek before speaking "Fine" I says before closing the door and walking into McDonald's.

I took a cigarette out and smoked it ss I walked inside "sir you can't smoke that here!" An annoying cashier lady told me but I ignored her still smoking.

"Sir! there children here" she spoke again walking up to me.

"Like I give a fxck" I chuckled darkly. "Wait that's..." A stranger gasped before saying my same slowly.

"Yeah its me bltches do anything stupid I'll kill you all" I smirked. Making the cashier lady stop walking.

Justin Bieber

I bobbed my head to 'One Dance' as I sung alone

Strength and guidance
All that I'm wishing for my friends
Nobody makes it from my ends
I had to bust up the silence
You know you gotta stick by me
Soon as you see the text, reply me
I don't wanna spend time fighting
We've got no time

I always used to sing for my mommy. She said I have the voice of an angle. My mommy was the best mommy ever, she made me the person I am today. Well with the help of daddy.

Its just well, Mommy and I used to do more things, and had a better connection more than me and daddy do. Not like I don't love my daddy, it's just different with me and my mommy.

"Oh look it's the fag" a voice I most definitely did not wanna hear said. I bit my lip.

Where's Jason

"Lookie Lookie Its baby Justin, did your daddy change your pamper?" Logan mimicked my voice.

I know I don't have a deep voice like him or Jason but its not nice to tease. "L-leave me alone" spoke softly not wanting to draw any attention.

"Oh wow the baby could talk!" Austin exclaimed putting both hands on each side of his face.

"Hm I guess 7 years in kindergarten actually paid off" James laughed. "Get out the car" Logan asked sternly. I stayed still and didn't listen.

"Are you testing me fag!" He yelled grabbing attention from people walking to there cars. I felt my eyes water as he punched the car window making the glass shatter.

"I said get out fag!!!" He shouted louder grabbing my sweater threw the now broken window. "S-stop!" I felt tears streaming down my face.

But he didn't listen, Logan and his friends grabbed my small frame and dragged me out the car. I knew that seatbelt was too big.

They threw me on the floor people crowding around us. Yet no one helped me they just took pictures and videos. One by one each one of them punched my face, my nose, my stomach, almost every part of my body.

I could feel the blood emptying my body, I tried squirming away but Michael pinned me down. He pushed my head down hitting it on the hard concrete with broken glass, making everything turn black.

The last thing I heard was my name being called.

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I woke up I was on a white ground, with a white and golden stairs I looked down at myself seeing white clothes and shoes. I rubbed my eyes.

Where am I ?

I decided to walked up the stairs but an angelic voice called me, I turned around grinned at the wonderful person standing in front of me.

"Mommy!" I yelled to her running to hug her. I hugged her tight "i m-miss you mommy" I cried into her shoulder.

"I m-miss you too baby I missed you more than anything" she sobbed she kissed my forehead. "Your getting so big and handsome" I smiled then blushed looking around.

"Mommy where am I ? Am I dead!?" I panicked, she laughed "No Jay those stairs are to heaven, your in a coma" my eyes widened

"A coma?" She nodded "Why didn't you me they were bullying you" she spoke her mom tone.

"I don't know, they said if I said anything they will kill me and daddy" I frowned. She sighed "I'm very mad at you, but I missed you" she hugged me again.

"I misses you more, I miss our Monday Movie nights, and our Saturday Sunsets" she gave me a soft smile. "I do too baby boy" she smirked at the nickname she called me. "I've been watching you Jay, well you and Jason"

I felt my cheeks heat up. I covered my face with my hands, "You have to go back Justin"

"For Jason and your daddy" she rubbed my shoulder. "But I wanna stay with you l-longer I'm not ready to leave you a-again" I stammered

"Okay Just a little longer Son because I want you to meet someone" I raised an eyebrow, as she took my hand and guided me somewhere.

"Justin this is Jazzy and Jaxon, your brother and sister"

Thank you so for all the comments and votes
And because of all your love i updated
I hope you enjoyed it
But I have one question I need you guys to answer

Are things moving to fast between Jason and Justin?