chaeyoung's pov

youngsoo. i'm sorry.

i was stupid.

if only we weren't so innocent,

our love could be real.

but you are gone.

i dropped my phone when i asked if the news were true.

and it was.

i asked blinks and double squares to pray for you.

youngsoo, i am very sorry.

i couldn't forgive myself.

i swear, i wanted to turn back time.

im sorry i left you.

i'm sorry.

...

i'm sorry for not telling you i loved you.