after long, i decided to go out.

i was bored by the scene of my bedroom.

my head was dizzy but i really need air and new sights.

articles were everywhere about me finally being seen outside.

some fans- we used to call them double squares, were worried because i kinda look sick.

i did look sick. i was indeed sick.

i was sick of your husband abusing you and you still didn't want to divorce him.

im sick of hates that i received for being accused for sidesquare's disbandment.

im sick of the love i wasn't able to receive from you

instead you gave your love to someone else who is now abusing you.

how's life, rose?