I'm sorry that last part was a shit one but I didn't actually know what to write. I was looking forward for this part and it's pretty long. Enjoy ^.^
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(Vanoss POV)
Most of my friends had arrived and brought their partners with them. I was a bit down about that because I recalled the times with Sydney, when we were together.

Delirious was most of the time with Cartoonz so I had no chance to talk with him. Luke wasn't looking that devastated, as I would say after that emotinal troubles, but I didn't want to dig into that.

Everybody had a great time. Some of them was playing games, some just chatting and the others making love in my empty rooms, which I redid to let them sleep somewhere.

I need to talk with Delirious. I have to take him aside.

I went to find him. He was with Cartoonz and Brock playing some horror game on my PC. I felt butterflies in my stomach when I heard his laugh. It was after long time he laughed. I came to them.

"Delirious, can I talk with your for a sec?" Cartoonz gave me cold look. My best friend glanced over me and nodded his head. I led him to the kitchen and noticed he's drunk already.

"Yeah?" He breathed out while giggling and leaned to the table to regain his stability.

I didn't exactly know how to began this conversation.

"Ok so I have been thinking about one thing. You haven't told me about your relationship with anyone. I get that's your privacy and all but I'm feeling that you should trust me with everything." He grinned after my speech. I had a feeling he was not taking this seriously.

"I trust you," he replied and I sighed.

"Ok. So do you have somebody?" I asked patiently.

"You mean this seriously? Why should I tell you this?"

"Because I'm your best friend and I'm feeling a bit hurt that you're pushing me away."

"So I should tell you everything that's happening to me? That's it?"

"Well you can start with something. It doesn't need to be like your love life." He rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Fine. So I met this one guy, his name is Eric, and we are playing games together. Actually he's my fan."

I felt so happy how he talked about me.

"That's awesome! How did that happen? You just met him on street or?" He narrowed his eyes.

"You really interested in this?"

"Yeah. I know you tell everything to Cartoonz and I get it... but I feel really pushed away about things happening in your life." He scratched back of his head and his sexy blue eyes was full of guilt.

"I haven't known you care so much about me. I thought I'm just your friend who you can talk about things but I felt like you're not listening to me every time I was speaking about something."

Was I really that bad in a role of best friend? I'm sorry.

I did a few steps to him and strongly hugged him. I felt his racing heart as well as mine. That closeness was starting to get into my head. I smelled his scent and had to pulled away before he would felt my boner. I sat down next to him.

"So tell me now, I'm listening. So that Eric guy... who's he?" He poured himself another drink.

"He somehow found my official email, and firstly I didn't really intend to reply to him, cause I was a bit afraid that he would gave my email to his friends, but he did really good job in finding it. We have been chatting and playing games." It made me smile.

"That sounds awesome. You're so nice to your fans." He slowly nodded his head.

"Yeah and I'm starting to feel something for him."

"That's awso- what!?"

I was immediately awaken. I glanced over him with racing heart and couldn't believe my ears. He grinned at me.

He is what?!

"Yep. You wanted to know something from my life? Here you go. I'm returning to Luke. See ya." With that he left the kitchen and I hid my face to the shivery hands

Oh my god. He's feeling for him? This can't be happening! He can't be falling in love with Eric. Eric doesn't exist, for fuck sake! How could I know that this would happen? I fucked up. I can't tell him the truth. Hey Delirious. You remember that Eric guy right? Well that was me and your other friends, and I sent you picture of my friend from hockey. Have a great day. Fuck! Wait does that mean he's gay? Or he's straight with feeling for Eric. What if he's in the same situation as I. What if he was straight but now has feelings for that man and doesn't know what to do? Because I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do with my feelings for him right now.

I decided to walk through city for a while. I spent like four hours cleaning my head and thinking about this whole situation. When I came home most of my friends were in the rooms. Lui and Nogla were still playing games and I noticed Delirious staring at the glass with whisky in his hands. I went straight to him and I grabbed his drink, putting it on the table.

"It's enough. You should go sleep." He stood up but lost his stability and almost fell. I caught him as quickly as I could. He grinned while he straighten himself up.

"Nice catch. But I'm not in the mood for sleep. And gimme back my drink!"

He was so loud  that I was afraid he would wake everyone up.

I can't let him drink another shot. He's pretty wasted right now. He should go sleep.

"Shhh... you want another? Ok just follow me," I whispered and led him my room.

"You know... you have pretty sexy ass."

I felt blood slowly flowing to my cheeks as I was beginning to blush. Once we were in my room I closed quietly the door and glanced over him.

"Fine. Uhm... take off your clothes. I don't want you to sleep in my bed in that."

Oh shit. I'm not sure it's that good idea to be alone with him. Just be quick about that.

He started to struggle with it and stopped after a few minutes. He looked at me with the most puppies eyes I had ever seen in my entire existence.

"I can't, it's too hard. Will you help me?" he asked and I felt that my fast beating heart is the only thing that I could hear  in that room.

Fuck!

I did a few steps to him and slowly took off his shirt. For a few seconds I caught myself how I'm staring at his chest and the low buffed stomach. I gulped while he started to laugh.

"Man, the rest of the clothes won't take down by themselves."

I quickly nodded my head and unbutton his jeans, pulling them down. I quickly straighten myself and went to the bed. I knew I already had boner, so I closed my eyes and started to think about something else then almost naked Delirious.

It was at that moment when I felt his presence, and mainly that my boxers started to go down. I opened my eyes and saw Delirious pulling down my underwear with grin on his face.

"What... what are you doing?" I asked with panic in my voice.

"I'm helping you with this problem." He pointed to my erection and I quickly sat down.

"You're drunk! Stop it. Lie down and go sleep."

He moved to me in the blink of an eye and his face was so close that I could feel his breath. My heart was racing and I couldn't stop looking at his blue eyes.

He slowly touched my face and smiled, which made me even more horny. He was so damn sexy. He moved closer with his face and our lips barely touched. I tried to defend myself one more time.

"You're drunk. You don't know what you're doing. Please... let's just lie here and go sleep," I whispered so silently.

He shook his head and our lips finally met. Inside me bursted every feeling I had. I felt butterflies and racing heart. But that kiss. His lips were so soft and I had a feeling that I had been waiting for this moment so long. He invited me in and our tongues started to dance, while his hand went down to my crouch and his touch sent me the skies.

After a while we both needed air, so he pulled himself away and pushed me with his hand to the bed.

"Let me help you, please. I can feel you want it." And with that he slowly pulled down my boxers.

I lost the will to defend myself, closed my eyes, and let him do to me whatever he wanted.

This isn't happening. This can't be! I'm dreaming right now ,and if yes please... don't wake me up.

He touched my penis with his hand while licking it at the same time. I let loud moan escape through my mouth and he giggled.
I quickly put my hand onto my mouth to be shut up.

He swallowed it deeply and I was done for. I couldn't stay focused on anything.

"I'm... on the edge..." I breathed out in whisper and forced myself not to moan.

He stopped with everything he was doing and returned his face to mine.

"We don't want that, do we?" he smirked and started to kiss me on the neck. I couldn't take that torture.

"Delirious... no... please..." I couldn't even properly speak, as I was feeling dizzy.

Once again he giggled and looked right into my eyes.

"What do you want?" He asked teasingly. I took a deep breath before answering him.

"I want... you to continue. Please, Delirious." I tried to get myself together but it was so hard feeling his scent, seeing his gorgeous blue eyes and that sexy smile, and knowing that I could reach the amazing orgasm.

"As you wish," he whispered and lightly kissed me on the lips.

He continued with his tongue on neck, chest, and then he reached my pride. He started moving his head up and down.

Fuck! This is the most amazing thing I've done in my life. He's so good with that tongue. I can't hold it any longer.

"Jonathan!"

I couldn't stop his name, which left my mouth mixed with moan, inside me, as I came right into his mouth. He swallows every single drop
of my semen and I felt so amazing. Tired, yes, but pleasured as fuck.

"Come here," I whispered and he lay down next to me with his half smile on his face.

He placed his head on my chest while I tightly hugged him.

The worst part of this is that he won't remember anything that happened here. Not a single damn second. Maybe it's better that way.

It was either his work or his presence that I quickly fell asleep.