As soon as Kaneki left, a young nurse entered the room bringing some food.

"Ms. Yuna here's your lunch" the nurse happily said as she placed the delicious looking food on the table. Helping her up to eat.

"Thank you" Yuna said as she appreciated the nice gesture
After the nurse settled the table and went out the room where she was left with the food.

--Yuna--

I thanked the nurse before she left, I was alone with the mouth watering food. I hadn't eaten since the accident. Grabbing the chopsticks I picked the fish, slowly I took a piece. With an uneasy expression, I gazed at the fish for a while.

What's this feeling ? Why am I hesitating on eating this?
Forcing myself, I shoved the fish down my mouth.

An intense feeling came over me. It was disgusting, the food was incredibly awful. I quickly spat it out and held my mouth.
Trying to not to throw up even though, there was noting inside my stomach.

This so strange, what's going on here?

What's happening to me?

"Ms. Yuna!" The nurse enters the room. I hid in my covers, not wanting to see her. I don't want her to pity me.

"Oh why didn't you finish your lunch" The nurse shook her head slightly and took the food away you shouldn't be choosy you need to eat to.

Another set of minutes walked by, Dr. Kanou enters the room quietly.
"How are you feeling Yuna? "Dr Kanou greeted as he pulled out his stethoscope and listened to my heartbeat.

"Well, Doc my sense of taste isn't right" I was looking down but, with my peripheral vision I saw Dr Kanou's creepy smile. Huh? Weird.

"Well its probably the trauma you faced. It's alright your senses will soon come back to you soon "

"But, whenever I try to eat food, it feels gross and I want to spit it out"

"Its was a pretty serious accident, after all there's no need to rush, now take your time to heal. I'll be back later"  he said his farewells.

I looked at my stomach "Nothing particularly wrong?"
Days passed and I was finally discharged from the hospital.
It felt like that day, what had happened with me and Rize didn't feel real. But ever since that day I felt something wrong inside of me. I felt I was different in a way.

I never told anyone that Rize was a ghoul. So I let it slide, the doctor did save my life. Even without the next of kin's approval. Or so it seems

As I reached my house I saw a get well basket from at my door step. It had a message. It was from Hide and Kaneki. I tardily opened the door. Placed the basket down on the counter, took out Kaneki's and Hide's note, made my upstairs and crashed into my bed. I turned to my side and silently read the note

Kaneki's note,

Hello Yuna! Congrats on getting discharged. And I picked some food you would like, probably.

Haha! Sorry I didn't know what to get you but here its and also a left you one of my favorites hamburger. Please enjoy !! ,contact me after you get this and here's some pudding

Hide's note,

Get well soon Yoshikawa-san hope we will have the chance to meet
each other.

I felt tired for some reason, my eyes dropping slowly to a close gomen Kaneki but maybe later.

Sleep was now starting to take over. Darkness was now enveloping my vision until it completely consumed me.

I woke up suddenly feeling hungry again. I turned on the TV and surfed the channels aimlessly, I couldn't care less, it just illuminated my small quite room and glanced at the time, nine fifty nine in the evening.

"A ghoul doesn't need to each this much" A bearded middle aged man said on the picture box.

"Why is that sir?" The pretty woman casually asked
"Well according to research one dead body can last up to one to two months" he said nonchalantly.

"Mr Ougura can't ghouls be satisfied with human food " attentively the woman asked.

"They can't, its because their tongues are different than ours ,eating human food is extremely disgusting to them it may seem when there with in front of humans they can endure. After eating they are struck with a powerful force to vomit"

My eyes widen in realization, what if the accident between me and Rize..had some effect with my body being transplanted with a ghouls organs.

It couldn't be possible right?

I went back to bed but, unable to sleep my stomach was rumbling.

Its impossible right?

I got up and quickly ran to the kitchen to get the get well basket Kaneki and Hide made, taking out and opening the plastic of the hamburger.

Shakily I raised it to my mouth. The burger was inches from me but, I couldn't eat it , I was afraid of what might happen but I had to know.

In a flash I bit the burger twice. Immediately asickening feeling took over my mouth.

The hamburger made me nauseous, it tasted like the pigs intestines weren't cooked at all, and the flavors were all wrong. The lettuce was like chewing grass and the bun was had a moldy taste to it. At full speed I went to my bathroom hurling up the contents of my mouth.

"It can't be true!" My mind yelled, grabbing anything edible from the basket. I gulped it down, but it went back up again. I was afraid of what I was now. 

"This can't be!" Now yelling

Now rushing to the fridge. Taking all it contents at forcing it to my mouth.

Wasabi tasted like barf regurgitated,the milk was rancid as hell,coke true carbonate drink tasted that like acids had been poured into it making it more inedible, the apple was like munching on clear hard plastic, the chips felt like wooden splinters with the slight hint of rotten potatoes, the bread oh god, not the bread! It tasted even moldy like the bun on the burger as if was a moldy piece of pastry but it looked just the same, cheese it tasted like the milk but, it was raised by 10 levels of grossness. I tried every thing. And god did I try anything, I was going back and forth to the fridge and to the toilet.

"What the hell is with with me!?" Tears started to stream from my eyes. I was laying back the wall holding my knees to my chest. When a plastic bag fell from the counter I saw something that caught my eye. "What the hell is happening to me?"

The pudding

I loved pudding ever since I was a kid. Kaneki did you really know this or he just guessed? With a trembling hand I took out a spoon, taking a bite of my favorite snack.

"Ken...."

Hot tears streamed from my puffy eyes. This never seemed to stop."This..can't ...be real" dropping to the floor my strength was lost after that event. As I just cried even more.

--*-*-

The phoned buzzes noisily in Yuna's room while Yuna on the other hand was in the kitchen crying her eyes out once again. "She's not picking up" Kaneki sighs and looks sad at Hide who was now in his room scrolling down his phone for any ghoul news updates.

"Maybe she's still shocked from what happened, it will be alright" Hide the blond haired male, encouragingly says.

"Yeah maybe your right" Kaneki opens the window feeling the room and letting the cool breeze carry his troubles fly away for a while. Another set of days passed, his worrying seem to deepen more and more.

--Yuna--

I have ten voice messages,thirty five texts and a letter from Kaneki that has been sent over two days now.

I listened to the voice mails

"Yuna how are you feeling?"

"Well, I'll come by whenever I have the free time alright"

"I'm really worried by you you haven't texted back not once,please talk to me"

"Yuna there's a book signing near the train station today want to go?"

Maybe I'll go, putting on my blue jacket for the first time since the accident. Paired up with a black mini skirt black socks and my new sneakers I found in my room which hasn't been worn since highschool.

This might be a nice change of pace. I walked silently to the train station, I was searching for Kaneki but alas I failed I looked closer to the store and noticed the sign

TAKATSUKI SEN BOOK SIGNING IS NOW OVER

Takatsuki Sen, I don't really like the author much but, her works have complexity and were very intriguing.

A deep heavy sigh I let out before returning home. as I was crossing an intersection I smelled something good

My nose twitched at that familiar sensation.

What's is this smell?

I looked around looking for the savory aroma. And took glances at what I saw.

"P-people.." I breathed deeply as the scent started to accumulate. My mind made me think incoherent thoughts. I smelled something sweet and mouth watering to my side.

"Children..?" There were young kids idly walking about next to me, smiles plastered on their wee faces, they haven't been corrupted by the world we lived in. For now that is...

"Meat...I wanna eat something" Saliva received slipped down my lips, the smell allured me more into hunger.

"Oh god...meat..people...girls..boy..." My head swayed side to side, trying to fixate my focus on a single person. I grin of a mad man, curved my lips. Even if my mind is going over my mind of craziness started to materialize.

Just pinpoint a human and I'll kill them with ever thing I—

A little girl looks up at me "Huh?" She was innocent, adorable...probably tender to eat.

Her chubby cheeks and soft skin were beautiful —to devour. Her small size was perfect for a midnight snack, added that she smelled delicious to make a—

I came back to my senses, people were steering clear of me.
Saliva was now running down my mouth, lips quivering in hunger and twitching eyes. What the hell am I even thinking?

"Honey, look that girl" a woman possibly in her late twenties stopped across from me.

"Don't get involved you idiot" the man pulling the girl away from me probably her boyfriend. "Well, something's wrong up stairs" he scoffed, before blending with the crowd.

I was starving. Biting my index finger to suppress my appetite, sweat now covered my face. Quickly, I came home after that ordeal, I hastily took of my shoes and entered my bathroom. Tears were starting to fall again

My right eye burned in the hours my stomach started to churn I could hear it popping. When I looked at the mirror my right eye, once had a blue pupil now turned in to a blazing red, the sclera once what was white now a pitch black color covered over  it.

"What is this?" I touched my right eye not knowing what's happening to me. Is this really true? Am I g-gho--"

I shook my headed, unable to believe what was the truth. My head swifted to rage, "What the hell is this!!!?" I screamed, loudly as I punched the mirror. Breaking the glass instantly causing my left hand to bleed. My tears still running down my face. Looking back at my bleeding hand, my eyes widen in shock as it healed, all by itself.

I felt something shatter

"I know what's causing this" I regained my train of thought before walking to the kitchen and pulling out a knife. And pulling it up my shirt my teeth holding it upwards with hesitation nearing, I kept thinking.
I must do it fast, my teeth clenching the cloth taking deep breaths
Shoulders going in an up and down motion as to signs of breathing heavily.

Blades such as kitchen knives cannot hurt them,due to their tough skin

"If I'm truly am a..ghoul. This shouldn't hurt. This shouldn't hurt. This shouldn't hurt!"

A quick thrust I stabbed my abdomen. Exactly where Rize struck me. The impact caused me to drop to the floor with the accompaniment of a loud clatter of steel. The sharp kitchen knife broke into two still, tears never left my eyes.

I realized now what I'm really am

A ghoul..

A monster, the being that I despised gravely was now. Me.

What should I do know?

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A/n
Well that was a hard chapter

(I really need to revise someday soon) (still revising it)
But, vote if you're enjoying this fanfic. It gives me the strength.

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