~Y/N POV~

In silence I walked all the way to our shared bedroom.

Namjoon was not far behind me but followed me into the bedroom just to shut the door behind him s I walked over to the bed. I wasn't going to sit on it but it was to keep a distance between us right now so I could listen to what he had to say.

Crossing my arms over my chest I watched him slowly walk over to the centre of the room just to stop at least ten feet away from me and pat his hands to his sides as he looks around the room awkwardly.

"What do you want to talk about Namjoon?"

I may ask but I already know, it's just I want him to start talking to we can get to the route of how this conversation is going to go.

Still carefully watching him his eyes flickered to meet mine and he sighs softly.

"I want to apologise for what happened yesterday. I didn't mean to hurt you, I don't even know what came over me." Namjoon

He looks away again, stepping from one foot to the other and scratches the back of his neck. I can tell he's nervous but he's also genuine about his apology. It's eating him up inside.

"You've never done that before."

I spoke quiet but my small voice made him look back at me. Lips parted as if to say something but instead he just closes his mouth and nods sadly.

"I know and I will never do that again. I swear it was like something else took over my body, like I was just along for the ride. I would never intentionally hurt you. Never." Namjoon

Staring deep into those deep red eyes, I didn't say anything but stare at him as he held my gaze. Except I could tell by the way he took one step closer as he fiddled with his fingers by his sides, he wanted to come to me, but was unsure if he should or not.

I know it wasn't fully him, but I'm just more hurt that he didn't stop when I told him too and yet kept going. But that wasn't him, like he said he wouldn't intentionally hurt me like that.

"Do you promise? Promise you would never hurt me in anyway again?"

Namjoon's red eyes lit up and he shook his head firmly. Another step closer taken.

"Never will I do that again Y/n. I promise I wont." Namjoon

"You better mean it because I take my promises seriously. You know that."

He nods as he takes another small step closer with a small threatening smile creeping up on his face.

"I do mean it Y/n. I wont hurt you again even if my life depended on it. You're too valuable to lose and I can't risk that." Namjoon

He spoke now standing chest to chest in front of me, gazing down at me. Not breaking that eye contact I let out a small sigh before I broke our eye contact to wrap my arms around him and push my face against his chest. Instantly he recuperated by hugging me back, keeping me tight in his arms as he rested his cheek to the top of my head.

"I've missed you." Namjoon

I chuckled but yet found myself pushing more into him.

"It's only been one night."

"That's still too long to be away from you. It was driving me crazy all night." Namjoon

"Did you sleep?"

I felt him shake his head before mumbling a small no. That made me remove myself from his hold to take his hand but giggle at his pouting lips.

"Lets try and get some sleep then shall we?"

Leading him to the bed he didn't protest but followed me until I sat down on the edge as he sat beside me but pulled me back into his chest as he threw us both back onto the mattress. Laying on my side, face buried in his chest he snuggled into me, resting his chin on my shoulder and nuzzling the crock of my neck with his nose.

"I don't want to sleep. Let's just stay like this." Namjoon

I hummed at that, showing my quiet agreement before the whole room became silent. Nothing but our soft breathing was heard in this room. I just enjoyed cuddling with him and even ended up running my fingers through his messy hair. It shows he didn't get much sleep last night which is surprising that he didn't want to sleep right now.

"Y/n?" Namjoon

I hummed again, still playing with his hair and he still continued to press his nose to the skin of my neck, not moving a muscle from his place.

"I've been thinking." Namjoon

"About what?"

I tried to bend my neck a little to see his face but he wouldn't allow me and instead whined at me for even trying.

"Don't move, please." Namjoon

Chuckling I pecked his soft cheek.

"Okay sorry. I wont. What have you been thinking about?"

"Well I saw you with Yeonjun earlier and it got me thinking about somethings." Namjoon

My eyes lit up as I think I have an idea where he's going with this and pushed back from him to make sure to look him in the eyes. You can tell a lot by the eyes.

"What about Yeonjun?"

I may have an idea but I could be wrong and so I just want to hear him say it. It will be more real if he does.

But he looks down between our bodies shyly and takes a deep breath but exhaling softly through the nose.

"Well I've been thinking about it a lot actually and since I can't read your mind like everyone else in this pack I wanted to ask you something." Namjoon

Cupping his cheek I pushed myself up a little bit by my elbow.

"Then ask, what is it?"

His red eyes met mine again and he licks his lips almost nervously.

"Can we have a baby?" Namjoon