~Y/N POV~

Birthdays are a big deal in this pack by the looks of things.

I mean it's Jin and Yuri's daughters' 3rd birthday and it's a big deal. There's balloons and party strings all over this mansion and kids party music blaring all over the house. I mean it's a big deal and not to mention all the kids are high on sugar so they've been chaotic and running riot around the whole mansion.

Everyone has their own jobs around the party but I chose to help Yuri in the main kitchen with all the food that was prepared for everyone and that's a lot.

But by now the food was mostly eaten by now so we were in the middle of packing up some of the food into containers for anyone that would like to help themselves later on. Anyone in the pack is free to eat it.

To be honest partly I was in the kitchen because I was hiding from Namjoon.

We haven't spoken since what happened in his office yesterday and I slept in Taehyung and Jungkook's room with them since Yoongi had to do a late night border patrol so I slept in their bed last night. As far as I know Namjoon locked himself in his home office and he's not been out since as far as I know so I doubt he would of gone to bed last night.

Not that I care right now. I'm mad and upset at him. I get he's got things going on but he hurt me and didn't even care in that moment. He's never done that before and to be honest it scares me a little bit.

"Y/n you should stop thinking about what happened." Yuri

My head jolt up to look over to her by the large refrigerator.

"Huh?"

She chuckled and turned around to face me with a small smile to her face but what caught my attention was the little baby boy strapped to her chest in a carrier. His little chubby cheeks and pouty lips as he drools in his sleep as he hangs there happily to his mothers chest. Yeonjun is so adorable.

"You should stop thinking about what happened yesterday with Namjoon. You'll get yourself worked up and when you do speak to him it'll just blow up even more." Yuri

I scoffed at her but ended up finding myself to wonder towards her just to get closer to the sleeping baby.

"It's going to blow up between us either way. I don't even think he's realised what he did."

I told her as I carefully reached out my finger towards his closed fist and pushed through so he could grasp my finger.

"You haven't even seen him yet have you?" Yuri

"No."

"Then you wont know what how's he's feeling or what state he's in. Alpha isn't talking to any of us and none of us have seen him." Yuri

I looked up at her with surprise.

"He's not speaking to any of you? Not even in link?"

She shook her head, pressing her lips together.

"Nope, there's nothing from him except knowing that he's still breathing." Yuri

I hummed and looked back down at Yeonjun but a sudden scream from an excited little girl running passed the kitchen caused the baby to jolt awake and let out a loud cry.

"Oh goddess no." Yuri

"MIA STOP RUNNING AND GIVE ME BACK MY CANDY!!" Jin

"NO DADDY ITS MY BIRTHDAY!" Mia

Usually I would laugh at that situation but the deadly glare the kitchen door was receiving right now I don't think would be a very good idea to. Yeonjun was screaming bloody murder and Yuri if anything looked exhausted and frustrated.

"Hey Yuri? I could take care of him while you beat Jin's ass?"

Her eyes grew wide, stunned to my offer.

"Really?" Yuri

I nodded and opened my arms for him.

"Yeah I'll take him."

Carefully she slid the crying baby out of the carrier on her chest and passed him to me in which I curled him to my chest to shush him.

"I'll be right back." Yuri

I nodded at her and watched her stomp out the kitchen to find Jin for riling up their daughter and waking their son. Oh Jin's a dead man.

Internally I laughed and started to sway the boy in my arms side to side in a soothing motion and humming just a random soft tone. Just something I made up on the spot as I wondered around the room trying to get him to settle.

Constantly wondering around the kitchen island a few times Yeonjun finally started to drift back to sleep in my arms as I held him firmly to my chest. Once I saw those eyes of his close I walked around the island a couple more times before I stopped to admire his chubby face.

I just love babies.

Yes they cry a lot but I absolutely love them. Maybe one day I would have one of my own.

"Well look at you."

I looked up towards the voice by the door just to see Yoongi standing there smirking back at me with his arms folded across his chest.

"What? I was just putting Yeonjun to sleep."

Shrugging my shoulders like it was nothing but really I was feeling a massive sense of accomplishment right now.

"I can see that but you look a natural holding a baby." Yoongi

I just shrugged again and looked back down to Yeonjun sleeping peacefully but he was drooling again so I wiped his bottom lip with my finger but then wiped off that drool on my jeans.

"So I assume you would want a kid too one day?" Yoongi

He spoke much closer than last. When I looked back at him he was now standing beside me, gazing down at the sleeping baby.

"I mean yeah, some day."

Yoongi only nods and leans in to get a better look at him but the sound of someone clearing their throat made him jump back away.

"Namjoon? You finally decided to show up huh?" Yoongi

I looked up towards the door once again and this time found Namjoon standing there, sending Yoongi a nod before his red eyes flickered over to meet mine.

"Y/n could I talk to you please?" Namjoon

He then glanced towards Yeonjun in my arms and then towards Yoongi.

"In private?" Namjoon

"Y/n I'll take Yeonjun, it's no problem." Yoongi

A part of me didn't want to let him go, but another part told me I needed to have this talk with Namjoon. Sooner or later we're going to have to talk.

"But I just got him to sleep."

I grumbled loud enough for them both to hear. Yoongi chuckled and yet Namjoon's eyes soften to their brown again.

"It'll only be for a moment Y/n. Please?" Namjoon

How could I say no to those puppy eyes of his when he's sad?

With a heavy sigh I nodded and gently and yet very carefully passed the baby to Yoongi who welcomed the child into his arms no problem. Once I was satisfied he was okay with Yoongi I left the kitchen, walking passed Namjoon and towards the stairs, knowing Namjoon was following me.

To the bedroom to talk I suppose. I just hope he doesn't blow up with his new found anger issues.