~Y/N POV~

Since coming back we've been trying to stay as you say normal. Daily routines and such but everyone is literally walking on egg shells around Namjoon. It's only been a week since what happened and Namjoon is well....very short tempered shall we say.

The slightest thing tips him off and so I've practically been stick to his side ever since. Not that I mind, I care about him and I'm worried about him even when he tells me he's fine. I know he's not, he knows he's not but is scared about everything that is happening to him. He's more stronger than before and it's been over a week now since he's touched me sexually.

And that's not like him.

Before he was always grabby, wanting to touch me when ever he gets the chance to but now?

He's scared to touch me other than when we're in bed, sleeping. That's when I can cuddle him to my hearts content without him worrying he's going to hurt me in some way.

I may not be a wolf but I am his mate and that means he is mine and I want him to be okay. So I'll hang around him as much as he needs me to. Which is why right now I'm watching his every move and facial expression while he's on a work phone call that's not wolf related but business related.

Sitting calmly on the chair in front of his desk I never take my eyes off him. Every now and then he speaks business into the phone, furrowed brows and jotting down details with a pen and paper into some sort of work file for an investor that he holds great deals with. But the moment I see him twist his lips and clench his jaw, I knew trouble was coming.

I sat up straight on the edge of my seat, ready to throw myself at him if he explodes.

"Mr Lee sir I can assure you that our contract is still in place you cant ju-" Namjoon

His brown orbs flashed to a bright red colour. So much more brighter than they once use to be, I swear if we were in the dark they would be glowing pure red.

"Our contract isn't finished for another three months Mr Lee. If you back out now we would have to take legal action against you and I do not lose. You know this and that is why you chose me." Namjoon

Watching him sit up straight, dropping his pen and removing his glasses I stood up from my chair but he didn't even spare me a glance but to stare at his computer screen.

"Well we'll just have to go the hard wa- huh?" Namjoon

Removing the phone from his ear he stared at it in disbelief then gritted his teeth together before erupting into a loud growl that shook that room and then threw the phone towards the wall, shattering it to pieces.

The moment he stood up I ran towards him, around the desk and threw myself at him. He may not like me touching him when he's like this but he's not been like this before when I've been in the room and that scared me so I did what I thought to do to calm him down. Cup his cheeks, forcing him to turn his head to me and kiss him by force.

At first he was stiff, fists raised up in the air but the longer I kept my lips to his eventually he began to soften, and kiss me back. Hands lowered and wrapped around my waist, pulling me into his embrace as our lips moved in sync. A low growl came from him but it was soft, not as angry as before which made me smile through our locked lips and I swear he did too.

He picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. Twirling around he placed me on the edge of his desk, pulling up my skirt and aggressively tugging down my underwear. I smirked into our slapping lips that didn't dare to separate. Finally he was going to get rid of this sexual frustration we've both been having all this past week and give in.

(SMUT WARNING)

Reaching down between us I grabbed his belt buckle and undone the  buckle and buttons along with his zip and pulled out his already hard member. He gasped at my touch  on his throbbing member but just growled, grabbing onto the back of my head and pressed even harder into the kiss we kept sharing. I swear I'm shocked myself that I'm not out of breath but this was so hot and intense.

Already parting my legs for him I was dripping wet and ready. He pulled at my legs, so my ass was on the edge and didn't waste any time in pushing into me. His whole length flushed up inside me right up against my cervix. Gasping at the filled sensation, I grabbed onto his shoulders when he dropped his head to rest on my shoulder and start thrusting away. Each thrust his hips were pushed up against my inner thighs. My head hung back, eyes already rolling as my walls clenched tightly around his thick cock.

"Oh fuck baby girl. So tight, argh." Namjoon

"Don't stop. Oh god yes."

I moaned, digging my nails deep into his shoulder through his shirt earning a groan and a pick up of speed from him. Skin slapping filled the room as well as my loud moans and his groans and growls. The two of us were loud and didn't care if we were heard. It's been a stressful week and clearly what ever frustration he had he was letting it all out on me, fucking me hard and fast through his stress and that's just what I want for him.

"J-Joon I'm.....I'm goona"

Head hung back again the build up from the pit of my stomach was beginning to snap. Namjoon chuckled, pushing deeper inside of me if that were possible. That broke my threat and I erupted in to the pit of pleasure, coming around him. Legs shaking around his waist, dragging my nails down his shirt ignoring the tearing sound coming from it and allowed my orgasm to wash over me as he continued to fuck me through it before he too with one last thrust burst, cumming hard deep inside me.

As he pumped, a low growl came from me but then calmly pecked my mark on the side of my neck that I bare to show that I'm his and then met my lips for a much calmer kiss.

"I'm sorry about my anger. I didn't mean to do that in front of you." Namjoon

We stared into one another's eyes just as he pulled out my didn't move but stayed pressed up against me on his desk.

"Don't worry about it, we just need to control it is all."

He blinked several times and the brown started to appear once again and the red to disappear.

"I'm scared I wont be able to. It's a miracle I didn't hurt you just now." Namjoon

I hummed at him, cupping his one cheek before brushing back some of his hair from his face.

"Well you didn't so there's that but like I've told you before we'll get through this together. You and I. You're not alone Namjoon."

A small smile crept up on his face and he nodded.

"I know. I love you." Namjoon

"And I love you."

We shared another kiss, filled with love and passion. Together we'll get through this, he just has to let me help him more so hopefully this will be the start.