Chapter 20
~Y/N POV~
Like Namjoon said he picked me up for our date night the following day and I was so nervous. I think it was because I wanted answers to why he had been ignoring me. I mean I did more research on wolves and I was speaking to Taehyung about it earlier today and he mentioned about rejection in wolves with their mates. At first I didn't think anything of it but the more I thought about it I began to think maybe he's going to reject me as his mate for being human. It wouldn't affect me like it would him but I would feel hurt if that meant he didn't want to be with me like that after the dates we've been on.
Maybe I'm just over thinking things.
Anyway Namjoon picked me up at my apartment and he drove us to this restaurant which was different form the last one we went to.
The waitress led us to the back booth with sliding doors, we ordered our drinks and then our food and once the orders were done the waitress closed the sliding doors for us to be left alone.
The two of us sat in silence for a few minutes until Namjoon decided to speak.
"So I should start off by explaining myself shall I?" Namjoon
I nod shyly at him and look down to my lap fiddling with my fingers.
"Well first I'd like to start off by saying that the other wolves that are after you. I think it has something to do with the fact you are my mate. My mate that so happens to be human and to be a human mate will change everything." Namjoon
I looked up at him with a frown.
"How will it change everything with me being human?"
His eyes flickered to me and he weakly smiles at me, taking in every feature of my face.
"Because humans to us are seen as the weaker species and that would mean welcoming a weaker bloodline into the wolves existence. Not many wolves will like that but me, I don't care nor do I see it that way either." Namjoon
I'm not weak!
Just because I'm human doesn't mean I'm weak!
I scoffed and rolled my eyes to cross my arms over much chest and sit back against my seat.
"I'm not weak. To say it's because I'm human is just an excuse."
Namjoon chuckles amusingly.
"Oh believe me I know. You're far from weak which is why I think you were chosen as my mate." Namjoon
Again I frowned when a question came to mind but we were interrupted when the waitress came in with our drinks. She set them down carefully and then left again.
"So you don't chose me as your mate then? Someone does that for you?"
His eyes lit up in surprise as he brought the glass of water to his lips, taking a quick sip before he placed it back down.
"Yes and no. There is the moon goddess and she choses our destined mates for us, it's then up to us to accept them or reject them." Namjoon
I grew suddenly nervous again, going back to the thoughts I had earlier of maybe him possibly rejecting me.
"Would you....well....do you want to reject me?"
A loud growl erupted from his chest to which he coughed trying to cover it up and looked away from me, squeezing his eyes shut.
"S-sorry, I shouldn't of done that." Namjoon
I placed a hand on his arm and shook my head.
"No, it's okay you didn't do anything wrong plus I've seen you do worse by now."
I giggled at him and he turns around to face me with his red eyes. I've already seen them so I don't get why he's hiding them?
"To answer your question y/n, no. I wouldn't be rejected you. That's not what I ever intended to do the first moment I laid eyes on you. Never would I do such a thing." Namjoon
I happily grinned at his confession. That made me feel better to know he doesn't want to reject me. It means that he accepts me and actually wants to be with me.
"So why did you start ignoring me if you didn't plan on rejecting me?"
He sighs heavily and adjusted his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
"Well, to be honest I was scared that after you found out what I was, you wouldn't want me so I tired to distant myself from you. Also for a alpha wolf like myself it's very hard to keep my instincts in check." Namjoon
I squinted my eyes at him suspiciously but he laughs lightly at my reaction.
"What do you mean by instincts?"
I asked him bringing my own glass up to my lips and taking a sip but watching him at the same time.
"It means that I've managed to keep myself at bay with my urges to claim you as mine all because you didn't know of what I was but now that you know it's made it a little harder to control myself." Namjoon
My eyes widen in surprise. Claim me as his?
I set my glass down on the table and the waitress then comes back sliding the door to the side to set down our meals with a kind smile and then kindly leaves again.
"So you say that you want to claim me as yours? To mark me as they say? So every other wolf would know I belong to you?"
He lets out a ripple of growls from his chest and up his throat, closing his eyes with a content look on his face.
"Mhmm, that would be ideal." Namjoon
I smirk to myself to see him squeeze his eyes close.
"Isn't it called mating? To mate with your mate and leave the mark of being claimed. Would you like to do that to me Namjoon? To brand me as yours forever?"
He stuttered under my touch with his eyes still closed, as I touched his hand on the table next to his plate.
"To walk around for other wolves to know I belong to you and only you. No one else but the alpha himself."
I grinned to myself and Namjoons eyes whipped open to look at me with his bright red eyes.
"I know what your doing y/n, but you better stop." Namjoon
He deepened his voice making him so much more dominate in my eyes. Clenching his jaw and raising a brow at me.
"I'm not doing anything Mr Alpha. Just sitting here next to you talking about things. Interesting things."
His breathing picked up and he only stares at me before grabs my hand and pulls me closer to him to now have our faces inches a part from one another.
"Y/n you're playing a very dangerous game. Don't get me started." Namjoon
He smirks back at me with his darken eyes and I just stare back at him in surprise to his words not sure on what to say next.
Namjoons eyes travel up and down my body before he gives me a wink and leans back away from me and begins of eat his meal that he ordered. After a few moments I begin to do the same but stealing a few glances at Namjoon who I would catch looking at me every now and then.
But one thing for sure is, I'm not done teasing him yet. I want to see exactly how far I could push him.
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