Chapter 19
~Y/N POV~
Namjoon still ignores me.
I'm starting to lose my patience and he's only spoken to me just twice today. Twice!
Only about certain documents and an upcoming meeting that he's preparing for tomorrow.
I hate it. I thought we were going somewhere and only when I come to find out what he is, he starts to ignore me but he can't ignore me forever. I want to confront him about it all but I need that confident boost and I know just the person to get that boost from.
Yoongi.
I pull out my phone from my hand bag under my desk and pull up his name and text him, just to get an immediate response back from him thankfully.
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: You
Yoongi. I need your words of wisdom to give me that confidence I need to confront Namjoon.
Yoongs: still not speaking to you huh?
: You
No and it's driving me crazy! 😩 he can't ignore me forever!
Yoongs: trust me he knows that too. But you're right, he needs to speak to you anyway.
: You
Yes he does. Hype me up will you?! Please? 🥺
Yoongs: as you wish my lady!
Yoongs: you can do this! You can march in there and give him a peace of your mind!
Yoongs: you're a confident woman that's strong willed and know what she wants and that is to show that stubborn ass exactly what you're thinking!
Yeah! Keep going! : You
Yoongs: if the man won't take charge and stop being a whimp to face you then god damn it you can show him what you're made of!
Yoongs: so you know what you're going to do?!
Yoongs: you're going to march in there.
Yeah : You
Yoongs: get his attention by any force necessary.
Yeah! : You
Yoongs: then you're going to show him just how strong minded you are and tell Him exactly how you feel.
Hell yeah!! : You
Yoongs: you can do this woman!!
: You
Yoongs: wait! Is that Jungkook? Where did you get that from?
: You
When we went away on a business retreat. He's doesn't know I turned it into a meme.
But now is not the time to discuss this. : You
Yoongs: oh yeah right sorry.
Yoongs: YOU CAN DO THIS Y/N!! NOW GO IN THERE AND GET YOUR MAN!!!
FUCK YEAH!! I CAN DO THIS!!! : You
Thanks by the way 😘 : You
Yoongs: anytime y/n 😉
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I click off the text between Yoongi and I feeling all hyped up to confront Namjoon who's sitting in his office with the door shut.
Putting my phone down on the desk do I stand up from the desk and march over to the office door and open it with out knocking. I feel so confident right now all thanks to yoongi who I knew wouldn't let me down when I needed to boost.
I slam the door shut behind me to make my presence known however when I see Namjoon calmly look up at me from his desk, it was as if he was expecting it.
"Namjoon I need to speak to you and this has gone on long enough."
I spoke confidently standing under in front of his desk watching him lean back in his chair comfortably and smiles at me.
"Is that so? What are you referring to exactly y/n?" Namjoon
I scoff at him and begin my rambles.
"Don't give me that clueless question of yours! You know exactly what I'm talking about. I find out what your are, what everyone I'm close to is which is a wolf. Honestly it's taking getting use to but I'm getting there but that's not the point right how's I'm here because you choose to ignore me, sure you talk to me about work but it's exactly back to the way things use to be!!"
I continued to ramble my feelings and thoughts as I now pace side to side in his office as he continued to watch me from his chair behind his desk.
"I don't want things to be back to the way it was. Don't get me wrong you're an amazing boss but how can we go from going on dates and even out to lunch to now back to where we only communicate about work business. I hate it, it's one step back and I didn't want to go backwards I wanted to go forwards. I still want to go forwards but you have to do-operate with me here. I know of what I am to you and get your refuse to acknowledge my existence sometimes and that bothers the hell out of me. You even started keeping your office door closed now and I hate that too. You might as well spit on my face and tell me you're sick of the sight of me, that's how I feel about it! It's hard to explain how this all feels to me but one thing I can say is that it I'm hurt. I'm hurt that you chose to be this way to me an-"
I was cut off from my rambles with a quick kiss on the lips. I was startled at first and ending up stumbling backwards but a strong pair of hands caught me and kept me in place on my feet.
I stared up at the man that kissed me with a smirk on his face, but his eyes were the red shade that I once seen before when he was angry the day I found out about what he is. Theyre beautiful just like he is.
"W-what? Why? Y-you kisses me?"
He chuckles at my reaction and yet I couldn't stop staring at him.
"Yes I did. I thought you needed to take a breath before you passed out." Namjoon
Heat rushed to my face and I realised I didn't actually take a breath while I was going on and on.
"Oh? Well thanks I guess."
I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly but all he does is smile at me.
"Did you have anything else to say to me?" Namjoon
I looked up at the ceiling for a moment just going over everything I said.
"Nope. I think that was pretty much everything."
"Okay good because id like to ask you on another date to not only explain myself but also to make up for my behaviour. I'm sorry." Namjoon
Should I agree to it?
I mean the puppy look he was giving me was hard to say not to. Curse his good looks that he uses against me.
"I guess I could agree to this date since our next one is long over due. You have a lot of explaining to do by the way."
I poked at his chest now relieved but yet still feeling confident in myself with speaking to him about this topic.
"I know but I swear I'll make it up to you. What about tomorrow evening after work? Are you free then?" Namjoon
I was jumping with joy in the inside but held it together and played it cool.
"Yes I'm free. Thank you but I have work to deal with."
He laughs at me as I peel myself away from his grip that he had on me this whole time through this conversation and I head out his office and run to my phone to update Yoongi on the situation.
I can't believe I was brave enough to speak to him like that and he let me off with it. It's not the response I was expecting even if don't really know how I was expecting him to react but still, I loved how it turned out.
I walked out of his office with a date for tomorrow night.
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