Heart of stone is now what once was a heart of gold,

Scanning through the pages which memories unfold.

Not a tear to shed, as past replays on my mind,

Oh, what a facade! What a price for being kind!

Enduring the pain silently, no words to share,

Hoping it's all a dream, which reality will tear.

Alas! says the heart, it's not so easy to forget,

Only if I could learn not to love, but to hate!

Grief embracing my soul, I feel dead and numb,

Resuming to the darkness, to the loneliness I succumb.

Let me be lost in you, into solitude I humbly request,

Life is a struggle for me, my death would be a feast.

Written On Dated: 24/09/2014