"Source" by Fever The Ghost

Yooooo, I'm not dead yet bois. Classes have been chaos and trying to be a freelance graphic designer (start yo business young right?) while balancing school is really eating my time, so I apologise for not updating on Wattpad.

But holy fück 17k VIEWS & 3k VOTES? I fücking love you guys!

This is a super low quality version of this painting since I wanted to photocopy and see how the ink would turn out. Obviously I'm doing something wrong because the black parts of the image turned a weird fückin green. But hey man, I can't afford the luxury of good quality ink.

Today, I had an argument with this kid who thought Far Cry was better than Fallout and Mass Effect.

He's six feet underground now.

I'm running out of things to say so we're finna have a story time like those fancy youtubers do, not that anyone actually reads the shít I write here hahha. But anyway, I'm gonna be real with you guys for a bit. This story isn't PG either so warning to those young kids.

WARNING : Explicit content (not the images) and controversial topics yay.

*inhales deeply*

So, there was this outside party last weekend, me and my friends were all having a good time. Now, I don't want to promote underage drinking but my mates were, only me and this other guy weren't. Anyway, half way through the night this friend of mine comes to me. And in my high af mind I realised at that moment she had been crying.

I've known this girl since we were kids too, and I consider her as my little sister. Anyway so, she's balling her eyes out and she tells me she just hooked up with her crush. So I asked why she was crying, thinking that she would be happy about finally being noticed by him. But then she tells me that they didn't even kiss or make out, and that he pressured her into giving him a bj. And this poor fücking innocent girl felt humiliated, and only did it because she was afraid that he wouldn't like her. By this point I was pissed, my mates were ready to fight and long story short the "crush" came to class the following week with a black eye.

Moral of the story: don't fücking disrespect or sexually take advantage of people, and if you are not comfortable doing something, let them know, or just gap. I mean fr, because we live in a society were talking about sex is almost taboo (out of fear of being politically incorrect), parents are too embarrassed to have these conversations with us, and schools only emphasise how you should not be having it, or that it should be protected. But what is hardly addressed is morals, and the mentality of it. Because we can't get the information irl we turn to the internet for our sexual education. Porn. And I'm not against porn, fück, far from it, but we watch these fantasies and believe it's a normality.

Porn is very much a male dominated industry, so naturally it's main focus is on the guys pleasure, right? I mean we all know that it's staged, that the chick is directed to look like she is enjoying it, thus guys expect girls to want it and girls who watch it think, "ooh, this is what I should be doing". I'm not saying that porn (hardcore or not) directly corrupts you, but because so many kids especially guys have access to it, it naturally suggests that whatever happened in the video is a normalcy in real life. Which can lead to sexual violence and total loss of communication and romantic intimacy during... sexy time  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)   ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Idk man, that really grew some kind of awareness in me. Now I have this general concern for my generation developing a warped sense of reality about sex from; exposure to the internet, and lack of a role model willing to talk about things that may be controversial or embarrassing.

*breathes out*

Damn. You still reading this? Bravo man, consider yourself educated . . . orrrr force fed opinions from a lil bîtch, you choose.

Anyway, here is a modern Sakura for you to make up for the time I haven't updated (I know, I lied about not posting digital artwork again huehue).

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