13 • Just This Once
Please.
Please.
Please,
just this once⏤
let me be.
Let me stay in the only space
where I can still breathe.
Is it too much to ask?
A door left closed,
a place to break
where no one can see⏤
just the right to fall apart in peace.
"Who should be followed, the parents or the child?"
Please. Please.
You don't understand.
I know I have no rights.
I know I must listen.
I know I must obey.
But please,
please, just this once⏤
I want to be alone.
I promise I won't do it,
I just want to cry.
I've swallowed my voice for so long,
but I can no longer bear
the weight of my truth
twisted into yours.
You hear what you want,
never what I say,
and if I dare say it out loud,
you take it as an offense.
Children don't get to ask for respect.
Not here. Not in this house.
Respect is something I owe,
not something I receive⏤
something I give,
even as I break.
I press my nails into my palms
as they force me into silence.
Obedience, even in despair.
I bite my tongue
as the truth sinks in⏤
Even as an adult,
silence is still safer
than asking at all.
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