Beast at Night, Dad in the Morning

Not again!
As I shifted to the edge of my little mattress
His large hands continue the fine explore
All around my small butt
Then straight to my long taut thighs
Then,he moved closer
His whole body almost covering my little being
As he let his hand comb through my long hair
Then down the cords and sinews of my neck
As he lay soft kisses that made me cringe
Making me grab the soft mattress in a fist
Hoping it would save me
He still didn't stop
Groping at my small breasts
His hands moved to the down of my flat belly
Seeking for entrance into my holy sanctuary
I couldn't withhold the tears any longer
As they drop in finesse down my oval shaped face
I tried to cry for help as usual
I couldn't take this anymore
His large hand covering my mouth
The other hitting me so hard on my butt
Seeing me cry gives him pleasure
I feel so, the way he breathed heavily
Hitting me the more,his hands still on my mouth
As he forced himself on me once again
Like he did nights ago
Taking away my innocence
Hey,i'm just 12
Unto deaf hears
My plea falls
As he pushes his way through my thighs
At the same time uttering filthy words
To my young ears
Then leaving me with his heavy camwood scents
Smeared all over my body
His way of telling me,he owns me
He is a beast at night
A dad in the morning
He is my father
Mother,so oblivious about this
It's a taboo.