My heavy breaths, in and out were like that of a calming rhythm. It was like someone was singing.

"Miss Kassim?"

Somewhere I felt a voice cooing to me, a soft melody.

I smiled as I remembered whose devilish voice it was. I remember that girl who gave me trouble during day one. Kayla was cruel and mean, but she did have a lovely voice.

'Kasey,' Kayla whispered to me pushing my shoulder softly. She always used to wake me up whether it be in the middle of the night or when I just need it.

I remember the times she put gum in my hair and she would blame me for things she did. Avine was cruel, just as cruel as Kayla and that other dude she was married to.

"Kassina."

I was sleep once. I remember I was sleeping that one time during a cold winter night in the backyard hammock. It was freezing that night.

I waking to my phone and smiled wide as I got a call from Bull and he said he was coming to get me to hang out. I got the voice message because I didn't answer. I waited in the cold for a big, strong stranger to sweep me off the hammock and with him.

It sounds strange now, but I was in love.

"I'm gone Bren."

I pretended like I was sleep as he carried me to his living room. He knew I was awake which made it more fun.

I couldn't help but tighten my grip around his neck and kiss his arms accidentally. If I wasn't alluring to him, I never was.

I could sense his restraint and it made me...softly chuckle.

"Not sleep are you?" two voices echoed in my mind.

I tensed and shifted suddenly. That...wasn't what Bull said to me. Who said that?

I felt my memories disappear and be replaced by a black screen. I'm not dreaming.

"Stop," I whispered shaking my head at the screen. Show it again! Show it to me again! Show me the Bull I remember! Stop! "Please..."

My sight was replaced with two golden eyes. "Must I wake you to the clothes that people hide from you? Wake you! Wake up. You're not sleep."

"I know I'm not dreaming! Take me back! I just want to see Bull again!"

"Your stability of mind is what pushes you. You now, are not stable."

"I don't care! Take me back! Take me BACK!"

I gasped as I opened my eyes and saw a clear black sky moving by white dots.

"You're awake," a bold voice announced surprised. Sethrans looked down at me with my face too close to his.

"Get off of me!" I screamed pushing myself from his chest. I fell to the ground with a harsh thud and hurt my left foot. I rushed up and wiped my eyes harshly. "You bastard!" I shouted, glaring at Sethrans.

Sethrans scoffed. "What did I do little...bitch? I was being kind. I could have left you there."

"Stay away from me!" I shouted feeling the blood in my veins boil. I turned away from him and saw the school dorms in the distance.

"Hey, no. You don't yell at me when I'm doing good. Do you know how much I had to fucking go through?!"

I tripped as I tried to walk down the street faster. "Stay away from me."

Why did Sethrans remind me of Bull so much? Why? It's tearing me apart. He looks...so much...like him.

"Now you're trying to walk from me. No way."

Sethrans moved faster than me and grabbed hold of my wrists tightly.

"Stop it," I growled hanging my head low. Inside, being around Sethrans was...weakening me. It was a feeling of suddenly getting sick, but now, my eyes were burning instead of me throwing up. Tears were a weakness, but I couldn't stop myself from growing more and more from my eyes. What was happening to me? I spent all this time being tough now I'm being weak!

I trembled in Sethran's grasp and even if I did fight against him, I wouldn't even run a meter.

"Now, look at me," Sethrans ordered moving my own hands to make my face directed towards him.

I'm so weak? Why am I so weak? I can barely stand. Why am I like this?

"Now, apologize for yelling at me."

He's overpowering me and humiliating me. Where's his pack now? They're in the trees, they have to be!

My own eyes were flooded with tears and I fought loud sobs. Whatever was making me feel this way, was killing me inside. It was making me...be just as weak as Holly.

"Apologize Kassim. The faster you do this, the faster we can go."

I hung my head in shame again and cursed under my breath. "Get away from me."

"Hostilities," he shook his head and brought his face closer. I backed up to avoid it until we went twenty feet off the road and my back was at a tree. "How about you kiss me?"

Like a rattle, my heart shook. My palms got blaring hot and my sight blurred. At Sethrans words, my vision flashed to Bull and involuntarily his face burned into my sight. I couldn't escape seeing Bull, looking...down...at me.

Bull. My love, my flame. Are you Sethrans? Have you changed into his body? Your aura is like his. His body is like yours. Sethrans are you Bull? You must be. You're teasing me with your games. I know it's you! You're a liar! You're Bull not Sethrans!

My head was pounding.

My eyes closed and he the space between us. Sethrans did it because my lips touched his too quickly.

That...this...that wasn't Bull.

Bull's kisses were passionate; Sethrans were hungry and powerful.

Sethrans dropped his hands from my wrists and they weakly dangled at my sides. His hands hungrily ran through my hand and rubbed against my neck and shoulders and waist.

"Sethrans," a very dark and angry voice snarled in a low roar next to us.

Sethrans pulled away and left me stunned. "You? What do you wa-."

A silver curling wave of metal shot through the place where Sethrans was.

"What the hell dude? What's your problem?"

Sethrans was standing behind me with one arm around my waist.

In a second the wind around me shifted and a looming figure glared at me directly from a couple feet from me.

The person standing in front of me had light tan skin with piercing red eyes. He was dressed in jet black clothing that looked leathery on him.

"Kassina," he growled, his voice being louder now. There was only one voice like his.

The being in front of me had slicked back red hair and as time passed, his red eyes were replaced with vibrant green eyes.

"Jun, what are you doing?"

Jun tensed and looked into my eyes. "You're touching my-."

"Fuck off!"

Sethrans disappeared from my right and appeared on my left and another tall being joined Jun's side. "What is this?"

Alix was the other figure. He too was different out of his normal form. He was Jun's height with much paler skin with unseen scratches showing on his face and arms.

"A vampire too what is this?"

I have time to break away.

Seeing my chance, I pushed away from Sethrans, managed to stand for a second in the middle of Jun and Alix, and collapsed unconscious.