Chapter 5: Ansel POV (Chapter 1 recap)
So in this next chapter, it will be Ansel's point of view. This might be the only chapter of his point of view, If I do more it would be the only chapter that goes back im the past, I haven't decided. It will be when they first met. What had happened to him that day. Why he did the things he did. I wanted to do this because I feel like everyone doesn't see Ansel's feelings. Or his character itself. So here you go and enjoy the chapter!!
Ever since I moved in last week I'd barely see any cars or people. It's more of knowing there is people and cars. The atmosphere feels clogged up, so you know someone lives around here. Though at the same time it makes me feel unknown that I'm here. I like it, the last thing I want to be, is here at this moment. I'm meeting my mother for a conference meeting with my lawyer. Which isn't, the best way to start out your morning. But sure in hell is what I have to do. I parked my car near this small cafe in town. I'm walking my way to the bus station. I have a thing, I don't really like driving my own car. I don't like people seeing me in an expensive vehicle. Especially since the last time I was here rumors go around easily. Birmimgham has always been known for being the town who never stops talking.
I make my way to the bus stop seeing many people standing around it. I groaned. I turn around going ahead to the other stop. I feel my phone vibrating in my back pocket. I look at it.
Faye Johnson. My Ex sure finds a way to draw me back into things. With little feelings left towards her I still get pulled into her whirl hole. I answer.
"Ansel baby." She squeals on the phone.
"Faye, what do you want?" I bluntly respond.
"You." She says seductively. The speed of my walking goes quicker. Making my way to the other stop. "You know what I'm wearing right now, right?" I squeeze the phone tighter in my grip.
"Why do you do this to me?" I asked already knowing the answer. I close my eyes. I stop walking listening to her. Feeling her lips grin into a smile.
"I asked you a question." She says ignoring me.
"I don't give a shit what you're wearing!" I say nearly shouting.
"Aww you used to, it's your favorite outfit remember...Longsleeve white button up shirt, with nothing else under it..." She pauses. "With high heels, your favorite color, blue." The silence grows louder. I find myself groaning in the inside. With my manhood pressed against my tight dress pants. I felt furious.
"Fuck you." I slur out.
"Someone else is already doing that to me. You should know that." She says laughing, before hanging up. I throw my phone at a tree. Watching it's screen break into multiple pieces.
"FUCK!" She always does this to me. I fucking hate that bitch. I run my hands through my hair. Feeling every hair follicle, I scream out of frustration. I begin walking across the street towards the bus stop a couple blocks down. The inside of my pants still throb from the teaser she gave me. I'm so done with her.
I feel a huge brush of air on the side of my body. I turn my head slightly. My eyes grow wide. Seeing a gorgeous girl staring into me. Her eyes looked through mine. I look around and notice her car is in front of me as well. I see on the side of her car a flag. She's in College. University of Seattle. A block away from where I'm meeting my mother. I smiled, intrigued at the idea flooding through my mind. Without much thought, I walk to the side of her car opening her door sitting right next to her. Not making eye contact with her, I see in the corner of my eye that she's going to say something.
"I don't want to hear it" I state looking out the window.
"Listen I don't even know who you ar-"
"You will eventually." I interrupt her. I look into her eyes. Looking closer to her now, they were like chocolate brown, with dark chocolate right into the center. Beautiful. I wonder, who is she, and what does she want to do with her life. I want to know. Her skin was a light nougat color. Her hair jet black, shiny as ever. Her lips were rosy pink along with her cheeks. Licking my lips my eyes travel down to her chest, a bit exposed. Her curves showed clearly through the shirt. I look away realizin I probably am being a creep. She started the car. The bulge in my pants goes down. Then, that little bitch pops into my mind again. With her blue heels and red lipstick. Her red lipstick, touching and kissing my... My eyes grew furious, lustful.
"Pull up on the side." I couldn't do this. I can't let Faye control me. That's my job. I control. She pulls over on the side. "Get out" I say to her. Still not looking at her I feel her eyes direct on me.
"Excuse me?" She questions. I look at her now. She's clearly confused with the meaning.
"If you were an actual college student I would think you'd understand what 'get out' means." I state watching her lips open up in shock. I ignore it. "I'll drive." I say. I get up from the seat. Opening the door then slamming it. I walk around the car and open her door. Her eyes remain on my face. I unbuckle her and find myself lifting her up against me. Damn she smelled nice. She was extremely warm. When I was extremely cold. I threw her in the passenger seat, trying to do it softer. I failed. I sit in front of the wheel starting the engine, driving she sits up looking at me irritated.
"What the fuck! You can't just do that!" She nearly screams.
"Put your seatbelt on, we don't want an incident." I smirk softly hearing the seat belt buckle.
I drive making my way to her College. On the way there I feel her big brown eyes on my skin, searching for something about me. Her staring makes me get harder. I eventually pull in the driveway, parking the car. I look over to her. The new expression she's giving me. The way she bites her lips. Making me not able to control my urge. I come closer to her. Her eyes widen. My thumb sweeps against her thigh to her shirt. Wanting badly to rip it off her and see her body's natural curve. I brush my lips against her cheeks. She's so warm. So pure. I rub my hand up her neck taking out her ponytail. I groan. She grabs my arm pulling me closer. I feel her breathing speed up. I need to stop. I put her keys in her hand pulling away from her. She bites her lips. God she's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. So tempting...
"You really should stop with that dumbfounded look or other men are gonna do much more than what I did"
As fast as I could I dash out of the car. Running to the building. I can't stop thinking of are moment. I never felt much strong chemistry with someone. Unlike Faye, it was just sex, games and heartbreak. I felt something for that women. I run inside the building. I speed past some people who say good morning. I make myself to the men's room. Before walking inside a stall, I check if anyone is in there. I lock myself inside the stall. Taking off my pants. I roughly rub my shaft. Jesus, what the fuck is her name. I find my release watching it spill in the toilet. I groan. Who was she... How could she possibly make me this way.
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I clean myself making my way to the room. Been told to meet there at 10:20. It's now 10:35. I quickly walk towards a door that says Office 22. I open the door only to see my lawyer sitting at the table. She has a huge Jack Daniels bottle in front of her. She looks at me. No expression on her face.
"Where is my mother ?" I ask.
"She's not coming." She says taking a huge swung out of the bottle.
"What?! We had this scheduled."
"I did text you that she wasn't coming, didn't you get my text?"
"My phone...broke.." I lie. "Well if you knew she wasn't coming why did you come here?"
"She called once I arrived." She takes a huge gulp of the alcohol again, she sniffles.
"You okay? You only drink when you're stressed." I say. She wipes her eyes before staring at me. Looks like she's been crying.
"You know the usual, Anna and I got into a fight on call again. It's like it happens more when I'm going out of state for work." She states. I rub her back.
"I'm sorry Aurora, You don't have to be here I can book you another flight to NY." I answer sincerely.
"No it's fine." She sniffs again.
"I insisit, we can just video call with my mother, if she doesn't cancel again."
"No I'm going to be here for you and handle this shit with your fucked up mother." She takes another few gulps. I smile softly, I met her back in my 2nd year in college. She's a little older than me and already graduated from Havard. She's always been there for me even when I insist she shouldn't. But I don't argue with her. "Anyways I'll try to get another meeting with her, in the meantime don't stress about it and go relax for the day." I nod. Before leaving I take the bottle from her.
"Hey!" She shouts at me.
"If you wanna make up with your fiance, then this, alcohol won't help you." I walk towards the door.
"Fuck you, and stop fucking lying to me we both know your phone didnt accidently broke." I keep walking ignoring her. Once I get outside I pour it out in the garbage. I sigh making my way to the Cafe I parked my car at. The moment with that girl comes in my thoughts. I ignore what I felt. But I was hoping I'd see her again.
I make myself inside. It's roomy and comfortable. I sit separated from the people already here. I spend the rest of my time there. Doing work, making calls at the phone booth they have. I'm here in Seattle just to get the money from my mother. What she promised. I can stay here for an whole year until I get what was promised. I end up ordering a new phone that comes in tomorrow.The afternoon pass and I drink through my third cup of coffee. My life has always been about business. It's what I enjoyed, being occupied and making good money. It's been like that since my Father passed. But I know he wanted me to live a good life. So I'll do it all for him.
It's been quite long and all I've done is drunken crappy but delicious coffee. Which reminds me that my cup is all gone.
"Excuse me." I say. A tall, redheaded girl turns around smiling with her metallic mouth.
"What can I do for you?" She asks. I smile back at her taking out my wallet Pulling out a 5 and hand it to her.
"Can I have another cup, hazelnut this time." I hand the 5.
"Sure. Be one second." She takes it and walks away. I take out a book to read. But I can't seem to concentrate. I'm thinking about my terrible mother. And how she bailed on our first meeting. She keeps dodging the money that I need. I have a feeling she won't keep her word. I see someone's hand sit my coffee in front of me. "Thanks." I say. I look up at them.
I laugh hard in the inside. Smiling wide at the person. The same girl from this morning stands in front of me. I look at her face, turning slightly shocked. Her beautiful brown eyes are looking into mine. I feel relieved and I don't know why. She's wearing a cute apron that says the name of the Café. We stare at each other in silence, until she opens her mouth.
"It's not as hot..." I raise my eyebrows at her. "The coffee. Were about to close and I turn off the temperature a bit ago down but it should be warm." I keep looking at her smiling. I can tell she's very nervous by the way she talks to me.
"Ooh...too bad." I say putting my thumb on my lip. "I like it hot.." She looks at me. Her red lips looked so cute. I felt bad for teasing, but she's so beautiful. I start to test her reactions. "Now tell me what is a college student doing working at a Cafe?" I question her. Even though she has every right to work wherever she wants.
"Stop calling me that" She starts. "My name is Xia. Xia Montgomery." Xia? What a beautiful name. Does it stand for anything? I wished she'd telling me more.
"Well miss Montgomery, why work here? At this cafe. Seems a bit out of your comfort zone" I say softly smiling at her.
"It's just a job, and you don't know me to say that, I don't even know how you knew I went to college."She sounds annoyed.
"You're right. I'm sorry." I look at her frowning lips. They look soft. Making me want to taste. I stare at her. I then see an arm snake around her shoulder. A man stands next to her. He has a worried expression. He has reddish hair and is slightly short, compared to me.
"Xia, Where have you been you haven't answered my calls." He says. I feel my heart skip a bit shocking me. Boyfriend? I touched a girl with a boyfriend. I didn't even know.
"I-I'm sorry I got distracted." Xia looks at me in silence. So does this guy. He looks at me like I'm nothing, which really ticks me off for some reason. I smirk softly, trying to hide the fact that I'm starting to hate the look this guy is giving me.
"I'm sorry.. this" Xia begins saying something. I realize now we haven't had a decent conversation for her to learn my name. I hand out my hand checking out this guy.
"Ansel, hi." I stand up shaking hands with him. I then pull apart collecting my materials together. I notice that he wipes his hand on his pants after shaking mine. The bastard.
"H-He's just a customer. Um.. Why don't you wait by my car, I'll be done soon I have to lock up with Quinn." Xia says. I see the guy look at me from the corner of my eye, then he walks away. I sigh. He was beginning to piss me off. I didn't know why him touching her, made me feel weird. I just want to touch her. I come up closer to her. To her ear, whispering about are previous talk before.
"If you haven't realized that their is a flag on your car that says University of seattle." I wash her cheeks turn red. She watches my eyes looking innocent as ever. I take a long sip of my coffee not dare breaking contact. She bites her lips. Everytime she does that a rage fills inside of me making me wanting to take utter possession and call her mine. She's like a pure innocent addiction. That I can't have. I run my fingers through my hair roughly. "Stop with that look." Is all I manage to say. I wave at that redhead girl walking to my car. I open my car door slamming it hard. I take a deep breath laying my forehead on the wheel. I wanted badly to kiss her lips. To make her beg for more. Those lips. Those pink lips cry my name.
It's been a few minutes and I should be getting home. I look up from the wheel and see Xia kissing that guy I saw earlier. Watching them exchange tongues made me realize what I felt.
That this pure addiction can never be mine, and those lips only cry for another.
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