Ansel's eyes lay on my bare legs and my bare chest.

My eyes grew big. My face burned from embarrassment. I squeal loudly slamming the door in his face. I stand there looking at it. I step closer, so that my forehead is against the wooden door. I didn't hear him move.

"Why are you here Ansel?" I ask embarrassed.

He clears his throat before responding. "I saw your friend, at the store. She told me where you were for some reason. I thought something happened." He stops talking, with utter silence we don't move. "Can I come in Xia?" He asks.

"NO!" I squint my eyes and squeeze my legs together. Suddenly the door opens. I see Ansel come inside nonchalantly.

The lock..

He closes the door looking straight at me. "You have no right to enter inside my house." I say.

"Actually this is your Friend's house. She told me her address. I don't think she would mind me being inside." He was right. But I don't care.

"What do you want?" I ask. He pushes me softly against the wall with his arms on both sides of my head. He leans in closer.

"That kiss, last night. After it, I've been feeling very drawn to you. I don't know why. I couldn't sleep because of it.." The words he's saying to me makes me go numb. "All I've been thinking about is wanting to do it again, and again, and again, over and over and.." He looks away running his hands through his hair. "More."

Watching his grey eyes, makes me feel numb all over again. Like how I felt over that kiss. "What's the reason for touching your hair this time?" I ask him cautiously.

His eyes pierce through mine. I notice his pupils dilating, making my heart beat harder against my chest. We stay in this intense stare. He comes closer again. "I think you know the answer."

I look at his eyes, not able to see them clearly making me move my body against him. He raises his eyebrow wrapping his arm around my waist. I stare at him embarassed about to move away. He then instantly connects his lips with mine before I could move, kissing him almost immediately back. The kiss felt somewhat different this time. It was slower, with more force. More connection. I wrap my arms around his neck, as his tongue spreads against mine, feeling his hands rub up and down my back, to my ass. His hands feel so big and warm against my skin. He grips my butt so hard. He pulls away from our lips softly giving me hot wet kisses on my neck and chin.

Jesus..
Ansel wraps my legs around his waist kissing down my chest, licking my huge bruise at the top of my breast. I try to hold in my moans feeling his hand on my chin pushing it down, making me look at him as he kisses my breast. I softly whimper not trying to. Looking in his eyes, full of lust and passion makes me soaken wet. Ansel's kisses are intoxicating, making me crave more. He puts my legs back on the ground looking up at me. Were both panting hard look at another. His finger lingers on my cheek.

"You should get going, Quinn will probably be back soon." I say softly.

"Yeah.." He removes his finger and takes a slight step away from me. "I haven't told him yet, If you thought I did."

"I don't care Xia. It's not why I kissed you again." He says. I feel my heart beat faster against my out of breath chest.

"Why?" Asking when suddenly we hear the doorbell startling both of us.

This always happens.

"Come in." I say. Quinn comes in with bags of groceries. She smirks when she sees Ansel in here.

"Getting all cozy aren't we?" Quinn says jokingly. Ansel smiles softly towards Quinn walking out the door. I realize again, that I'm wearing no pants. Rushing to the couch I throw on a blanket.

"Fuck off" I whisper. She laughs. She kinds stumbles trying to handle the groceries on her own." Jeez. Let me help you."

"No, let me help you. I got this, go walk him to his car." She insist eyeballing me. I end up not arguing with her and walk outside. Seeing his car leaves me speechless.

"Wow." I say. He looks at me then at his car.

"Worked hard to get this." He states smiling. He has a vibrant red sports car. It's gorgeous and looks like he gets it clean everyday.

"You have this and you still want to get money from your mother." He giggles softly making me blush.

"I want to become a lawyer, well at least a Civil Litigation Lawyer if I'm lucky. I'm good with making investments. I went to a law school in New York and I want to Go to Harvard Next. I need the money by August of this year, my mother promised me money for Harvard when I was a little younger..-. I spent all of my money for 4 years of College in NY." He pauses looking at his car. He has his whole life together, with great ambitions. He takes care of himself. Probably makes more money than what I think he already does. But his mother won't even help him achieve his goal. My mother is the same. He walks over to me looking at my lips. "Can I see you again, just us, no interruptions. Like at that shop.

"I'll think about it, I just.." I pause looking around us. I think about Theo. I bite my lip making eye contact with him.

"Just try calling me." He impatiently states. I nod out of nervousness. He breaks contact opening his car door. I then grab his arm making him look at me again.

"Why did you kiss me again?" I asked the second time with no interruptions this time.

"I wanted to know.. if what I felt was real."

I stare hard at him. "..And did you find your answer?" I gulp. His eyes pierce through mine. He gives me an answer, by not saying anything. He gets in the car without saying a word. Before he drives away, I knock on his window. He rolls it down looking up at me. "I'll call." Ansel nods backing out of the driveway. I watch him drive off until I couldn't see him anymore. I turn around walking back to Quinn's House.

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"What fucking happened? I left for 2 hours and came back with you not wearing pants anymore." Quinn giggles while putting something that looks like string cheese in her mouth.

"Nothing happened" I lied. I am glad that it's not true.

Later on I end up leaving Quinn to go home and relax on my bed. I take a long nap then take a long shower. Theo has called me multiple times but I feel like if I talk to him I'll burst in tears. I want to tell him but I don't. What I feel with Ansel is wrong but it doesn't feel wrong. It's 9:30 pm and I'm laying in my bed under the sheets. I havent ate really all day. My mind has been thinking about Ansel. His smile his hair. Everything which makes me embarrassed. First time seeing Ansel shirtless, but when my chest was against him his, it was so hard. I wish I could've took it off and kisses all over it like he did with mine.

With mine

My hand touches my bruise on my chest. I moan from his kisses that he gave me. His soft lips, were softer than what I ever imagined. The way his fingers brush through his hair over and over. My fingers lingered down to the hem of my panties. I touch myself softly through them moaning softly under my breath. I put my hand underneath my panties fingering. I want to touch that hair all night with him humping me. I find my release. Arching my foot as my body is flooded in sensations.

"Ansel!" I loudly scream.

I'm terrible..

I turn to look at my phone. Should I..
Grabbing my phone with no hesitation I press contacts. Ansel is the first one on the list. I press his name and press call. He answers instantly.

"Hello." He sounds really calm.

"Hey, it's me." I struggle to get out of my mouth.

"Xia ? Are you okay you sound like you're out of breath?" He ask. I blush trying to breath normally.

"Yeah I'm fine, can we.. go out or do something." I feel flushed.
A long silence comes from the line making me nervous

"Yeah." I feel him smiling. "You can come over to my apartment." My heart thumps faster. "I'll send you the address I just need to clean it up a little." He laughs. I laugh too. "I'll see you here in 20." He hangs up without me saying anything.

Shit, fuck, fuck..Damnit.

I don't even look good. Just finished screwing myself over. I quickly run to the bathroom. I wash my hands then turn the shower on, stripping off my clothes and popping right in. Cleaning every inch of myself. I sniff my hair.

Two day hair. Still smells good. I get out blowdrying and straightening some wavy strands. I wear mascara and blush. I put on a pushup bra and a thong. Sliding on some pants and a halter top putting on a grey jacket since I left my green one at that shop..

I pop in my car taking out my phone.
Looking at the address I see that it's those expensive apartments a mile outside of town. It's a good 20 minute drive.

Once I arrive I look at my phone his apartment door is 324C. I found his door on the 3rd floor of the building and knocked on it. I realize now that I am awfully nervous. Nervous than I've ever been, more than the first time with Theo.

Uhh forget about theo. I'll worry about him later.

Ansel opens the door with a wide smile on his face. "Hey, come on in." I look at him. He's wearing a tight fitting dark blue shirt. Most of the time when I see him, he's always wearing blue. He's wearing blue denim jeans. His hair is neatly combed back. Teasing me, wanting badly to just mess it up. He gestures for me to come in. I smile back walking in.I look around speechless. The apartment is so clean, and the furniture looks so modern and unique. It's much bigger than my tiny house combined. I smell something delicious cooking inside. "I'm not the best cook so I basically just make chicken and vegetables everyday, I hope you don't mind." He smiles softly.

"I love chicken." I say. After dinner we sit down in his living room. Him in a chair me on the couch. "You have a nice place." I say still eyeballing the rooms.

He smiles his cute smile making me blush. "Thank you, Not many people get to see it." I scoff. "What is it?"

"Oh nothing." I roll my eyes at him.

"Tell me Xia."

"I don't quite believe that. That, not a lot of people come here. Pretty sure many girls come here." His smiles immediately drops to a frown. He looks away. I look at his reaction forgetting he just broke up with his Wife. "Oh.. I'm sorry... It's been only an year and you probably still weren't over things with your Wif-Ex Wife."

He sharply looks back at me, startling me. He stands up and walks to the couch. Hunching over me he stays in eye contact. "Xia, do you not understand my feelings for you?"

For me?

I don't feel my heart beating. I gulp still looking at his deep stare, towards me. "There has been no girls here, I wouldn't dare bring a girl here except you..." He trails off. "The only girl-no the only lady on my mind right now is you. Only you."

My heart hurts so much against my chest. It pounds hard staring into his glistening grey eyes. I find myself pulling his head, kissing his lips, his luscious lips so gently. He kisses mine just as soft. Time goes slow, but the heat off his body makes my heart speed up. He lays me back kissing me rougher, deeper, on the couch. Making everything just feel right. He kisses the side of my cheek. His kisses are intoxicating, like I said before. I could never get enough. My hands snake up to his hair. Pulling on it gives me satisfaction. In shock I feel his hand tracing down my stomach. I pull away from the kiss moaning as he kisses my chin. He rubs along my upper thigh. I moan again embarrassed. He chuckles as my grip on his hair tightens. He sits up slightly, grabbing my wrist forcefully putting it over my head. He leans down kissing my lips even more. He lets go of my wrist sliding down kissing my stomach. I look at him as his eyes lock on mine. He lifts my top up exposing my breast. He pushes my bra off and aggressively squeezes them.

"Ansel.." I moan.

Grabbing my left nipple while sucking on my hard right bud. Twirling his tongue around the areola. He does the same with my other nipple making them both numb. He slides down my stomach until he reaches the top of my pants slowly pulling them down. Until my thong is exposed.

He puts his nose at the top hem on my panties. He inhales sliding my pants down, taking them off completely. He puts his hands underneath me, gripping my ass. Sliding down my panties he then comes up to my face. He rubs my bare cúnt. I squint my eyes, trying my hardest not to show him how much I like it. His finger traces up to my sweet spot, playing with it. I moan softly squinting my eyes even more.

"Look at me." His voice is deeper and more demanding. I do as he says, his eyes are dark with his pupil pure black. He looks deep in my soul, craving more of him. Suddenly with that wish he puts one finger in penetrating me.

"AHHH.." He moves it inside. My walls tighten. Another one finds it's way in. He thrusts his fingers faster making my body move with every force he enters. I bite my lip and he seems to go harder. My eyes remain on his as my body shakes in ecstasy. He smirks at the sight of me.

"Is this what you wanted, what you were doing to yourself before you called me?" He says fingering me faster.

"Ansel.." I grab his hair yacking him down in the crook of my neck. He breathes into me."It's too much." My eyes flutter backwards. My back arches, my toes curl. I sigh out of breath. My breathing can never be normal around him again.