"What have happened to you?" Randhir cuddled with her.

"Nothing, I met friend's daughter today.She was too cute" Sanyukta spoke out with pout.

"So?Is it a thing to be sad about?" Randhir cupped her face.

"Sometimes,it's too lonely" Sanyukta spoke out fidgeting with fingers.

"We want a kid? We have decided to take time for that phase before we are truly ready for a baby ." Randhir added.

"Yes, you are right" Sanyukta nodded her head.

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Sanyukta sat down looking photos of babies in her laptop.

"Tell me if you want to have a baby" Randhir spoke peeping at laptop and her sad face.

"I don't want to be mother but these babies are so cute" Sanyukta replied honestly.

"Hmm....then we can adopt a baby" Randhir replied.

Sanyukta disagreed," Randhir it's okay. Don't bring a baby for me,we are not ready for one".

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"Randhir, I buying this for Misha. The kid I met that day" Sanyukta chirped buying fancy frock.

"Hmm..." Randhir hummed.

"Randhir my card is not wiping give me your card" Sanyukta spoke out.

Randhir didn't respond."Hey, Randhir?" Sanyukta looked for Randhir and found him in the gadgets section.

"I want to buy this phone" Randhir's eyes geamed like a kid.

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"He is like a kid himself,how can be selfish and burden him with responsibility of a baby,we both have worked hard to have reach we are,now is the time to buy our favourite,do stupid adventures.Definitely we will be great parents but that will happen when it has to,but now we don't need parenthood" Sanyukta thought to herself.

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"Tell me something about Misha,what did you do with her?" Randhir asked with a smile.

"Oh...I had so much fun with her. We were playing giddha. She asked me to swing her at full speed,then spun her like light feather in the air.My head started spinning but she was so happy asking me to swing more.Such a Jolly kid" Sanyukta spoke happily.

"Seems you had a great time" Randhir replied looking at Sanyukta,scanning her eyes and mind carefully.

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"We will have a baby,I have saved enough to give a good secured life to our baby. I can see that you want a baby but you are hesitant because of me. Listen I will be a great dad and I have will out with everything including nappy change" Randhir spoke out emotionally.

Sanyukta felt speechless for a few seconds,"I am not sure about anything.I am confused" she admitted.

"Let's go for it" Randhir insisted.

"I have few projects that are really important. I have joined a new company,work is hectic for about an year or so. I am a working woman too, I can't be comprise my work nor I can be unfair to the baby who needs care and attention.Am I bad woman,a bad wife and even a bad mother?" Sanyukta spoke teary-eyed.

"Oh...don't cry.I didn't meant to make you feel that aren't capable of being a good mother or wife" Randhir hugged her rubbing her back.

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"Randhir,I think I want a baby" Sanyukta spoke out at dinner table.

"Yes, I knew that already how much you are keen to have a baby" Randhir replied.

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"Randhir what happened?" Sanyukta asked him sensing something odd in him.

"I am nervous and tensed" Randhir replied replied.

"Look it's okay.Don't pressurize yourself" Sanyukta replied with a assuring smile.

"No,it's weird,it's actually crazy how we can create a life. I never about s*x in this way. S*x always made me thing of love,passion, desire, lust and even fantasies, a means of pleasure but s*x is beyond that. It's makes a whole human inside someone, isn't it overwhelming process " Randhir explained his thoughts.

"Hmm...do you want to have a baby,be honest?" Sanyukta asked softly ruffling his hair.

"Something seems missing in our life.We just keep working like a robot.We need a big positive change,I guess having a baby would fill in this void in our life and hearts" Randhir replied honestly.

"Still it's awkward" Randhir sighed.

"Okay, Don't think about pregnancy only and just think you are making love to me" Sanyukta spoke out and pecked his cheek.

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"Sanyukta,you know what before our first s*x ,I was tensed like I am today. The thought of hurting you physically was driving me crazy" Randhir spoke candidly.

"I wasn't nervous,I knew would won't hurt me that way. Yes,I had zoo inside my stomach. I had imagined that I will do something awkward" Sanyukta spoke out with a beautiful smile.

"Everything was surreal, it was like I found my soulmate in you" Randhir spoke wiping his tears.

"Baba,no crying now" Sanyukta clasped her fingers with me.

"I fear to lose you, the thought of losing is you,is enough to numb me.What good deeds I did to have a wife like you ?" Randhir asked.

"I will always be with you physically and if not then also a small corner in your heart will be mine.I will reside in your heart always. You deserve me because you are pure,you don't manipulate things,anger shows purity of your heart, sometimes you want things at any cost but that's your passion. You love me when I am silly and stupid,you empower me in everyway,I am lucky to have you in my life" Sanyukta spoke keeping her head on his chest.

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He looked her hazel orbs for a minute before kissing her eye lids.

She held his rough palms and kissed knuckles of one of his palm.

"Everytime,I see your brown orbs it fills me with warmth" She confessed.

She kissed his lips a little slowly as if savoring every inch of his mouth.Her kissed relaxed him as his stiff muscles of body loosened. He kissed her Hotspot gently and unbuckled her jeans. She took a deep breathe as he slowly removed her panties. He applied a little lubricant on his buldge and a little on her walls.

Heat rose to her face,neck and chest. Her heart hummed in her chest like a drum. He stopped to notice her flushed face and eyes closed.

"I love you so much.You will be a great mom" He kissed her forehead and tears brim her eyes,"I love you too" She whispered as lump in her throat and emotions evolved in her chest.

He slowly entered inside her and Sanyukta recited a prayer in her heart that her mother had advised to say internally.

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"Sanyukta,come fast!" Randhir knocked the door apprehensively.

"It didn't happen,I am sorry" Sanyukta spoke out showing him test kit.

"Hey,it's okay.We will try next time" Randhir replied.

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"Sanyukta stop stressing,we will be pregnant this time. I went to pray to temple as well" Randhir spoke out assuringly.

"You and temple?" Sanyukta laughed.

"Why can't I?" Randhir frowned.

When entire hostel used to bribe Gods with money, sweets and prayers for getting pass or good grades .My hubby used to chill out in room.In fact I have never seen you going to temple. Are you really fearless Randhir Singh Shekhawat?" Sanyukta questioned.

"Engineering was my passion but having a baby is special to me it's like an unspoken wish,it's like an important ritual that I want to experience with you" Randhir replied.

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"Sanyukta what happened?Are you not feeling well?" Randhir inquired as she quieter than usual.

"May be I don't deserve to be a mom" Sanyukta cried.

"Hey...please don't think like that"He hugged her tightly.

"I am not pregnant,I got my period. God is punishing me for some reason" Sanyukta replied with heavy heart.

"It's not in our hands you see. Maybe God wants us to get more mature to have a baby. Secondly, we weren't sure 100% to carry a baby. You wanted to focus on career and I am still stuck with new charms of gadgets and play stations.I guess both the times we didn't conceive because lord knows we are still not ready for this responsibility" Randhir explained to Sanyukta wiping her tears.

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"Sanyukta, we will have a new member! I have adopted a baby. Just come in the parking lot to welcome our new family member" Randhir spoke excitedly and cut the call.

Sanyukta saw Randhir standing with a cane basket with a blanket in it.

"Randhir you should have asked me atleast" Sanyukta spoke out nervous.

"You will fall in love with him.Just peep inside and don't wake him up" Randhir whispered.

"Wow...I love him!" Sanyukta shrieked in happiness.

The little creature woke up scared and looked at Sandhir in horror.

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"Randhir it's my turn! Give me to him" Sanyukta complained.

"Okay,play with him until I return from bathing" Randhir cautiously gave the cute little bundle to her.

"Give it to me now!" Randhir exclaimed coming out of bathroom.

"You dropped your towel" Sanyukta laughed.

"So what?" Randhir wrapped up his towel.

"Here,take him" Sanyukta handed him the baby.

"Let's play together champ" Randhir took the little cute puppy his hands.

The puppy waged his tail happily,let out some bark and started smooching Randhir's cheek affectionately.

"Shiro,we love you so much" Sanyukta spoke out clicking photo of Randhir and the little puppy.

"Shiro has filled that empty void and loneliness in our life" Randhir spoke pecking the puppy lovingly.

Shiro barked out loud to affirm that he too loves his two new parents.