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N O T I C E : This book includes detailed themes surrounding violence, sex, suicide, abuse, sexual harassment, alcohol, drugs and blood—all are graphically depicted in this story.

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Y/N FROZE AT THE sounds of the knocks that sounded more amplified in her mind than they really were.

Finn was back from wherever he disappears to during the mornings, and he was standing at her front door.
  It was the guy that tricked her into falling for him, the guy that scared her best friend away, and the guy that murdered her cat just to be closer to her.

But it was also the guy she fell in love with at her own fault, the guy that she lost her virginity to, and coincidently the guy that impregnated her with his child during her first time.

What kind of a messed up relationship did she have going on?

The knowledge of a tiny baby growing inside of her made Y/N feel warm inside as she placed a hand to her lower abdomen. It was strange.

And then her reality was suddenly snapped back into existence by Millie's hand snatching the test to hide it under the sink in Y/N's bathroom behind a box of pads.

"I can't do this.." Y/N breathed, her eyes widened as she watched as Millie began walking out of the bathroom to guide Y/N to the front door.

"Who is it?" Millie asked her in a whisper since they were now in the living room.

Y/N gulped, "It's Finn."

Millie's face drained itself of its color. She realized that she wasn't even supposed to be seen with Y/N, no less tell her of all her boyfriend's creepy faults.

"Shit, shit, shit, shit." Millie panicked, looking for a way out other than the front door.
She scurried to look out the back door, but she wouldn't be able to get out unseen unless Y/N distracted Finn.

"Go out the back way, I'll take care of Finn."
Y/N assured, seeing her best friend's worried look as she nodded understandingly before scurrying to the back door and outside to wait.

Y/N took a deep breath to compose herself as if she didn't just find out that her boyfriend was a psychopathic murderer who is the father of her unborn child. Jesus Christ..

Y/N placed her shaking hand on the lock to unlock the doorknob of her front door to twist and open it, revealing her tall and exhausted looking boyfriend in his usual black hoodie and ripped black jeans with a bag of food in his hand.

"Hey." Finn smiled, rubbing his eyes tiredly as he stood in the doorway, blocking the sun from hitting Y/N as she peeked over his shoulder.

She could see Millie silently walking around the house to then reach her front lawn, not looking in front of her as she watched Finn carefully to make sure he wasn't looking.

"H-Hi," Y/N attempted at smiling back, but her eyes were focused on Millie's attempts of getting away unseen.

"What's wrong?" He asked with concern, leaning in to brush his hand along Y/N's cheek lovingly, only it didn't feel very comforting to her.

"Oh, it's nothing! I-I was just waiting for you," She stuttered, a sure sign of her nervousness. "What's the bag of food for?"

"Oh, on my way home, I just picked up some of your favorite fast food you told me you liked since you said you've been having weird cravings because of your period and everything." Finn smiled sweetly, lifting up the back triumphantly.

Although she knew she shouldn't have, but her heart melted at Finn's sweet gesture.
It was then that she was reminded of why she fell in love with him in the first place.

He was kind and gentle towards her, and that's what drew her towards him. It was the little things..

Suddenly there was a large sound of Millie tripping over the root of a tree by Y/N's house, and a stumble of feet.

Finn furrowed his eyebrows at the sound and began to turn his head to see where it came from behind him, only to be stopped by Y/N's hands being placed to his cheeks to kiss him.

Y/N felt Finn melt into the kiss, dropping the bag of food to the ground next to him to place his hands on her waist.

Millie watched with disgust yet relief before she quickly got up to run away and out of sight, finally safe out of Finn's vision.

Although Millie was safely out of sight, Y/N didn't feel the need to rip her lips away from Finn's touch as she expected to.
  She couldn't deny that even after all the new information she just learned, she didn't stop loving him.

She loves him, and he loves her.

Maybe it was her mood swings, and her hormonal imbalance, but she knew what she felt.
And the kiss reminded her of why she fell for him in the first place, because of his gentleness and care with her.

But what she found out could never be forgotten. Y/N can't just bury it away like she wanted to.

Finn pulled away with a deep breath and a smack of lips, a small smirk on his face as he looked down at Y/N. "Not that I'm complaining, but what was that for?"

Y/N smiled weakly as she looked up at Finn, his eyes radiated a pure love for her. She had such a difficulty believing what Millie said to be true.

She couldn't believe the rumors were true because she didn't want to.

"I just..," She began, her mouth open to stutter as she placed her hands comfortably on his chest. "I guess I just missed you." She smiled, her voice choking at those last words.

She needs to confront him about the rumors.

She needs to tell Finn about her pregnancy.

For the longest time, it was a mystery whether or not Finn had done what so many people said he has, and Y/N found security in not knowing.

But now, she knew. And it wasn't simple anymore.

A surge of confidence burst through her body as she took a step away and out of Finn's warm arms, raising a hand to squeeze her temple stressfully. "Finn..we need to talk."

Finn immediately grew worried at her concerned tone. "What's wrong? Are you alright?" He asked, stepping forward to attempt to comfort her only for her to take a step away.

"Whatever it is, you can tell me."

She needed space for this.

She needed to finally confront Finn of all he's done, and she was not going to back out of it.
  She was going to stand tall and tell him of all he's done to her traumatically.

"I-I really can't.." Y/N began, her face now buried in the palm of her hand. "I'm scared."

"Of what?" Finn was now very worried for Y/N, he didn't like seeing her this vulnerable and scared.

Y/N paused for a moment, looking up at Finn with teary eyes and a quivering lip. His eyes were worried and he was only a foot away from her.

"Of you." She never thought those words would slip out of her mouth in that context.

Finn froze in his stance, his face going completely blank and paranoid of why she would say that. What could she be referring to?

"What?" Finn breathed, very surprised she would say that. "W-Why?" His breath quickened by the minute as they stood in her living room.

"I'm scared of what you'll do.." She admitted, holding herself in her arms as she felt her heart beat faster while she prepared to tell her news to Finn.

The tension suddenly rose in the air, and they could both feel it. "What are you talking about?" Finn furrowed his eyebrows confusedly.

Y/N could feel the lump rise in her throat that signified her tears threats of falling. She needed to tell Finn, even if it meant provoking him.

Yet, for some reason, she wasn't scared of him.

"Because," Y/N breathed weakly, almost barely.

"Why, Y/N?" Finn persisted, needing to know what she was speaking of. He needed to know why she was scared of him. 

"Because I'm pregnant, Finn!"

Then it was with a tedious silence, that Y/N could finally hear her heart beating in her ears.

She didn't know how to feel about Finn's reaction.

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Author's Note :

wow..so uh.. i'll just leave this chapter here.

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this is not going to be the stereotypical pregnancy story & stuff.
  yes, y/n is pregnant, but that's not the major plot point of the entire story.

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intense drama is coming your way soon.. so be prepared.  ;)

thanks for reading, let me know what you think about this story.. <3

stay tuned.. ;))

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