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i thought of this idea on a windy april day (april 13, 2017) after getting yelled at by my mother for making a bad joke about the element barium. i said "what do you do when you see a person you hate: you barium (bury em). this may have triggered her motherly senses and she felt the need to educate her fourteen-year-old teenage daughter about "not hating anyone." she obviously did not do a very good job because i am on the verge of committing a murder.

just kidding.

that above incident may seem irrelevant, but without it, i would not be here beginning to write this book. many of the ideas in this book, as well as the overall storyline, is made up. so no, i was not sexually assaulted and no, louis does not do drugs (at least that is what i know). however, many of the emotions and feelings felt by the characters are similar to mine.

i will not be including smut or any graphic ideas in this book hence, it will not be classified under mature. i will warn you before hand if some chapter will contain a graphic scene, so chill.

hmm anything else? not really. just enjoy this book i guess : )