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"I can't get you out of my head." His lips against hers.

She didn't pull away, "Oh you mean, my body... I don't have time for this, Renar. Please leave." She sucked on his lower lip and pulled away.

She was confusing him, her actions and words were completely opposite. But since actions obviously speak louder than words, he didn't budge.

She saw the hunger in his eyes, and she craved him more.
He devoured her lips as if he hadn't eaten in days and she kissed him back with the same aggression.

His hands roamed her back and hers in his hair, and made a fist in it.

That hair pull made him hold her tighter and kiss her harder. She moaned and pushed him to the wall and moved her lips to his neck, avoiding his eyes all the while.

"Anayah... Look at me." He touched her arms but she moved away, then faced him.

"What?"

Renar got down on his knees and Anayah widened her eyes, "What are you doing?"

"Remember when I told you to die when you said you won't be able to live without me?" His eyes glistened with tears. So did hers.

She didn't know why he had to bring that up now. Something she wanted to forget.

"No I don't." She replied rather coldly.

"Well I do." He breathed, "I can't get that out of my head. Wanna know why?" He was looking down.

When she didn't say anything he continued, "Because I die everyday that I'm not with you. Everything I do reminds me of you." His voice a bit wobbly, still looking down,

"Every inch of my room reminds me of you. I see you everywhere. Can't get you out of my head. Even when I breathe, Anayah, I remember all the breathtaking moments we had. You are everything to me. I'm so sorry for saying those unforgivable things to you. It haunts me. Every word I said to you comes back to me like a nightmare. I tried ignoring it but I can't try anymore. You can push me away, or kick me out, but I'm going to keep coming back to you. I can't deny what I feel anymore." She saw tears fall from his eyes to the ground.

"You don't feel a thing for me, Renar. You don't have to lie so I would get all emotional and continue making out with you. You don't love me." She looked down at him, with no emotion.

I guess both Madrigal sisters don't feel a thing when males pour their hearts out to them.

His head still down, his eyes even more watery, full of regret, "I don't love you." He rose his head, looking straight into her eyes,

"I adore you, Anayah. I adore you more than my life. I have used 'love' on so many people, but what I feel for you is stronger. Love is an understatement. I want to be the only reason you smile brightly. The one who makes you laugh. The only one who gives you mixed emotions. I want my name to be the only name you scream out of pain and pleasure."

He got up and cupped her face, she did same and wiped his tears, her eyes watery now.

"Anayah it's not only about sex. No. Forget sex right now. I wanna go to the movies with you. Scavenger hunts with you. You have no idea how much your presence alone makes me happy. At first I wanted just a piece of you..." He murmured against her lips, "But now I want All of you."

Tears fell from both their eyes. Anayah couldn't explain what she was feeling. She had no words. Tears just fell from her eyes. She turned to look away from him.

"Get out. Please. It's drizzling now. Why does it only drizzle, then rain heavily, when you come here? Or you always check the forecast before coming to have a moment with me?" She wiped her tears and rolled her eyes and walked him to the balcony door.

She wiped his tears as well and smiled lightly. When she saw that he was lost in her eyes and just smiling like a child, she pushed him out the balcony door, and stuck out her tongue like she did the first time he came there, which made him smile even more.

She locked the balcony door, "Go home. I'm fine."

"I'll stay out here, since you don't want me close. I don't care if it's going to rain heavily or if I'll get struck by lightning, I just want to be close to you. To watch you sleep."

She smiled, then chuckled, "It's your funeral. I advise you to go home. I don't want to find a dead body on my balcony when I wake up."

She walked to her bed and got comfortable.

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30 minutes passed and Anayah couldn't sleep.

'Is he still out there?' She asked herself then slowly got out of bed.

It's been raining cats and dogs for exactly 20 minutes and Renar would be a fool to still be out there.

Anayah slowly walked towards the balcony door.

"Is he mad?" She looked down and saw him leaning against the door, soaked to the bone.

She knocked on it, which startled him to his feet. She quickly unlocked it,

"Are you crazy, Renar? Playing the pity game now? What are you trying to prove? D'you want to die?"

"For you." He unexpectedly grabbed her face and kissed her deeply. She was shocked he did that, but she found it sexy.

She always liked Renar's bad boy attitude, but sometimes she gets really annoyed by his cockiness.

She gasped and pulled away. This time he had no emotion. Anayah found that very attractive.

She stared at him for a couple of seconds then rushed in to get towels and a robe for him.

She pulled him in by the wrist and turned on the heater. He leaned on the wall, shivering with his eyes closed.

She unbuttoned his shirt and wiped his chest, took it off to wipe his arms and back. She was already done with his hair.

"Take off your jeans." She looked away.

"C- Can't feel my f- fing-ers." His teeth chattered.

She made him sit on her bed, closer to the heater, as she unzipped his jeans and with his help, pulled it off.

She reached for his boxers but he shook immediately her fingers touched his bare skin.

She stared at him as she pulled it off, leaving him completely nude.

He didn't take his eyes off her either. He stared at her eyes and lips as she did that.

She pulled him up. Her eyes roamed his model figure. She liked what she was looking at.

"R- robe?" He asked, which knocked some sense into her.

"Yahh, sorry." She gave him the robe and he put it on.

"Why were you still out there? You're insane, you know that right?" She got closer to him.

He sighed, wrapped his arms around her, and whispered, "I adore you."

Anayah smiled but before she could say anything, she felt his grip on her weaken, as he fell unconscious.

She shook, "Renar? Oh no. Renar? Renar please wake up. Get up, damn it!" She patted his cheeks several times, "You fool. You don't know how much I..."

She hit his chest continuously but he didn't move. The cold air was just too much for him.

"He's so cold. Oh my gosh! Stay with me Renar. Don't be a wimp. Told you to go home now you're here dying in my room!" She managed to put him on her bed.

She took off her robe, leaving on her black matching cotton PJs.

She got on the bed, and started rubbing his hands together. She didn't see that getting anywhere, so she untied his robe and got on top of him.

She wrapped her arms around him, pressing herself on him, while exhaling on his chest and neck, hoping her body heat would be beneficial.

"Wake up Renar..." She kissed his chest, all the way down then stopped.

Her heart pounding in her chest as she gulped. She quickly went back up and wrapped her arms around him.

When she felt his arms slowly wrap around her waist, she sighed out of relief.

"Don't scare me like that." She kissed his chest.

"I'm sorry..." He exhaled, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." She smiled lightly and he kissed her forehead.

She got off him slowly, "I don't know why, but something tells me you were faking it." She had a suspicious look on but he just laughed.

"Tell me the truth, Renar. My gut tells me you did fall unconscious due to the cold, but you regained your consciousness way before I put you on the bed." She smirked.

"Wow Anayah, not 'way before', just 'before'..."

"I knew it! How can you joke around like that? Kathy made me know what it's like to fall unconscious due to the cold. It's not pretty, and you're joking?" She was serious now,

"You know, I can't even go out at night in clothes I want to wear anymore. I have to dress like I'm going to war, Renar. To War. Doctor's orders. So don't play with that next time. Might just be real someday." She hit his face with a pillow and he laughed,

"I'm sorry. I just loved your reaction. So caring. I so wanted to laugh at your ridiculous comments but I kept it in."

"I hate you." She laughed as he got up to get dressed.

"You're wearing your wet clothes? Why?"

"I can manage. My house isn't so far from here. I'll be driving. It's back to drizzling and I have to prepare two rooms for my dad's business partners. They'll be coming in two days." He looked up at her as he wore his shoes,

"Speaking of two days, I don't want you to come to the pool party."

"Why? So you can do all the nasty things you plan to do with other lassies, freely?" She rolled her eyes.

"No, Anayah. It's because of your health. I would Love to be with you there, but if you won't be able to handle the breeze, just relax here or stay with Ronné on campus." He cupped her face and kissed her nose.

"Thank you for caring. Get home safely." She pecked his cheek.

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Analeigh went into the kitchen for a glass of water when she overheard her parents talking in the hall. She couldn't help but to eavesdrop.

"I never want my girls associating with those boys again." Ashley told Danilo.

"Renar's a good boy. Remember I do business with his parents. Wouldn't want to ruin that over this issue."

"Our daughter almost died, Danilo. It's serious."

"Well she didn't, Thank God! And Renar is out of it. It's Dylan's fault for lying, Kathy for keeping hatred in her little heart, and as much as it saddens me to admit, our own daughter, Lucía, for getting involved with her brother."

"I'm sure he's the one who brought himself on my poor baby. Deflowered her. Danilo, that boy better stay where ever he is, because I'll kill him if he ever goes near my daughter again."

"I don't think Lucía would ever want to see that señor again. Porque se fue sin decir una palabra! The señor left without a word, Ashley." He looked serious, then after a few seconds, he sighed, and continued,

"But a part of me still thinks she's attached to him and thinks of him everyday. Wondering why he left. You señoras are really emotional. I want him to come back. To give mija some peace. Some closure. Then after that, we can kill him. I just feel as if he lowered her self esteem, because he claimed he loved her, deflowered her, told her they would face everything together, but then he took off without a word. I want him to tell her why. To tell Us por qué. My time with my three señoras, I've gotten used to you all and I know how you all think. Analeigh Lucía Madrigal isn't going to have peace until she hears from him." Danilo explained.

"Well Danilo, what she doesn't know, won't hurt her. If that boy dares to contact her, he'll be sorry." Ashley strictly said.

Analeigh tiptoed to her room. She had never been more terrified in her life. How was she going to explain that she's now engaged to Reuben? Her father was right, she did need closure, and now she has it.

But both parents would kill him if they saw him. What was she going to do?

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