Epilogue

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"I am going to be out for an hour, and I want you to behave really well just like how I told you. Your nanny will be here to watch you. She should be here by now."

As soon as I heard a knock on the door, I immediately and hurriedly went to open it. The door revealed Nanny Mo Yeon, dressed up in pants and her shirt with her pink bag. I welcomed her with a smile on my face and let her in.

"You must be, Kim Mo Yeon?"

"Yes sir, I am Kim Mo Yeon." I nodded and gave her a book of instructions. "Welcome, Mo Yeon. Feel free to make yourself at home." Painted with a lovely grin on her face, she bobbed her head. We had a little talk about Jackson since she is new here. I thoroughly explained what Jackson needs and what he don't likes.

"Mr. Byun, how old is Jackson?" Mo Yeon interrogated. And I replied, "Seven. Jackson is seven years old, darling."

Before I could step out the door, I gave her few more instructions. It's better to be safe than sorry. "Mo Yeon, don't let Jackson go out without my permission. You must call and inform me in this number if ever you have questions and needs regarding Jackson. Now, I must leave before I could get late in my appointmet. Thank you and please take good care of him."

"Got it. Yes, Mr. Byun. I will take good care of Jackson. Please don't worry and do what you must do." Departing, I kissed Jackson on both cheeks. His eyes became teary again as I go farther away from him. "Oh, just address to me as Baekhyun since it seems like we are in the same age." I hope I already cleared myself and involving Jackson. I wouldn't want to leave Jackson with others, but I need to because I won't let him know what am I doing.

I hop in my car and drove all my way to my appointment. I may look alright on the outside, but on the inside I am dying from worrying about Jackson. I hope Mo Yeon could endure Jackson and stay with us as Jackson's friend and nanny. She's already the 8th nanny that I hired and I am desiring for her to stay. Not that I am expecting, since she's already the 8th nanny that I worked with. Mo Yeon seems to be a decent and lovely kind of lady. According to her documents and informations, I am a year older than her.

As soon as I arrived, I parked my car to the nearest way to the entrance of the hospital. I am currently meeting my psychiatrist and have a good talk with him. He helps me to get over the past and try to live the present life. I already have my one and only son, and I need to get over the past. But I couldn't. Something's bothering me.

Dr. Kim Jongin's office

I looked at the sign written on the door. In the instant I rang the doorbell of his office, he opened the door with his face painted with a big smile.

"Come in, Mr. Byun." Quickly, I got in his office. My eyes wandered around the structures of the office. A massive family portrait hangs on the wall. The family consists of three people, which involves Dr. Kim and his husband and son. A good thought came into my mind, "Great family portrait, Dr. Kim."

"Thanks, Mr. Byun." He hurriedly pulled his laptop and turned it on. I pulled a seat and waited for him to ask me questions regarding my situation. "So, shall we start?" I bobbed my head.

"How are you doing today, Mr. Byun? Any numbers of problems? Any events? Dreams? Please tell me."

"Well, I am doing well these days, Dr. Kim. I think I'm getting better day by day. I'm still continuing the medications you prescribed. I am also avoiding getting stress from any situations. But, I am bothered about this dream that kept on appearing in my sleep." I stopped. Dr. Kim had his chins on the top of his palms, "Go ahead, continue."

Gulped three times then continued, "The dreams were sort of odd and creeps the hella outta me. It consists of this one guy addressed himself as Yeol. Every single time, that Yeol will appear and tries to talk to my son and at the same time he will stare at me like there's something he's trying to tell me. I don't know why..."

"He's back..." Mr. Kim whispered out of blue.

"Beg your pardon?" Mr. Kim glanced at me with widen eyes. It seems like he knows what is it and why is it happening. "What date is it?" He asked and I quickly checked my phone's calendar. 24th of July. "It's the 24th of July, sir." I have no idea what's going on inside Mr. Kim's mind.

"Is there anything that matters, Mr. Kim?"

"Didn't you said it is your other son's death anniversary?" Since he's right about it, I nodded. "Yes, today is my daughter's death anniversary." But, I never told him about my son's death. I never said today is my daughter's death anniversary. How on earth did he knew that? I painted a suspicious look on my face and clutched into my shirt. Is he like my stalker or something?

My mind became puzzled when I looked into his eyes. Eyes that kept on telling me something that I don't know. I tried pushing it away because I don't really know Kim Jongin all my life. He's only my psychiatrist whom I consults to and who treats me to get over my depression and problems.

"Mr. Byun, I'm afraid to say this but can we continue this session by tomorrow? Then, you can tell me what's happening and the continuation of your dreams. If there's something strange then hurry and tell me about it."

"U-Uh yeah sure, sir. I'll come back by tomorrow." With that I left his office with suspicion pointing over him.

It's strange.

How did he knew about my daughter's death? And how the hell did he knew that I have a dead daughter? I only told him about Jackson and no one else. It could've been he's watching me over my life. But, why? Why is he so interested in my life? He looks like a good man with happy family.

That's when I got so suspicious on Dr. Kim.

I thought my life has been peaceful all this time, I suppose I'm wrong. I thought the memories and everything were already buried in the past and will never come back for a new one, but again I was wrong.

A new end has come to a beginning.

The end is the beginning of everything.

And the end begins.