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-Byun Baekhyun-

This is the day for my 1st checkup. Since I am pregnant, the doctors will need to concentrate on me. It's been a week since the doctors recommended me to go to the midwife, yet I still couldn't get the shock out of my head. It's all of sudden. Again, I never ever had sexual intercourse with someone. I'm extremely stressed about this over these past few days. I haven't been on school for weeks. I'm supposed to be on school, doing my assessment tasks and having a chatter with my friends. I'm supposed to be laughing at everything, and stressed-free.

Now, I'm here. Waiting for the doctor to come and check on me. I swear, I am just waiting for them to say, "Oh Mr.Byun, looks like we made a very big mistake. You are not pregnant. We apologise for the mistake we made and for stressing you out." But I'm still hoping. Hoping for them to say those words, and take back what they just stated.

The OB/GYN quietly slipped her way to the front door of her office. She plastered a smile, and greeted me in a good manner. So did I, greeted her. I'm trying my best to be jolly at most times, but the stress keeps getting me. It's hard to pretend you're happy when you're literally not.

"So, Mr. Byun Baekhyun, did I pronounced it right?" I nodded with a grin on my face. A fake one. I am making a good impression with him. She wrote down informations on her notepad.

"And I am 5 weeks now pregnant." I added. I just made sure she knows that I am pregnant for 5 weeks now.

She then turned her attention to me and she cleared her throat then the following words were announced by her, "Mr. Byun, this part of checkup is called Antenatal checkup. I will be helping and giving you informations and stuffs since this is your first pregnancy and you're a minor." I bobbed my head, I couldn't say anything at all.

"Please lay down on the bed, and we're going to do some ultrasound scans to determine the heartbeat of your first child!" She exclaimed excitedly. This doctor is really excited, whilst I am not that.

She started rounding the ultrasound transducer on my tummy. I tried closing my eyes, but the imagination picture of my baby kept on haunting me. I couldn't tell why I called it haunting, yet I don't know whether to keep this or abort it. I could still step back, right?

I could tell that her eyes became puzzled. Her expression became dull and confusion took over her face. I couldn't tell anything at all about the machines, since I have no idea how to tell where's the child's head and body are located. I wonder if something's wrong.

I wonder if my hopes came true...

What if I'm not pregnant?

"U-Uh, Mr.Byun can you wait for a minute? Hang on, I think something's not right." I knew it. Something's going on. She left me for a while.

That stuff is bothering me. There's something wrong that I need to know. Maybe the child's already dead? Or I am not actually pregnant at all!

"U-Um, Mr.Byun I think there are possibilities that you----"

"That I am not pregnant?" I interrupted. Too much worried. Heaps of stuffs are going into my mind, making me go insane.

This pregnancy is stupid. It affects my life.

"N-No, Sir. You are having multiple pregnancies! It's a twin pregnancy! You are having your twin children!"

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Since Baekhyun, himself sacrificed to be disowned just to keep the babies, he tries to be independent on his own. He wanted to stand for himself even just for once, without his parents' guidance. He will raise the baby on his own. He knew he will be fine without his parents. Without the people who wanted to kill a child just to think about the future ahead.

Now he's here. Standing inside a small apartment. Wandering around. Trying to sink whatever is in his mind right now. With his suitcases filled with all of his garments. He haven't told any one yet, except for his boyfriend Chanyeol.

It's been a week since the doctor told him he's pregnant. It's been also a week since his parents disowned him. Although he is sort of stressed out, Chanyeol's always there to catch him from being drown in his deep thoughts and make him happy.

"Baek, if you need me, just call. Got it?" He nodded and Chanyeol kissed his forehead before exiting the room.

Baekhyun breathe heavily after Chanyeol exited his apartment. New life, New Byun Baekhyun. The first day of being independent. It is a relief that Chanyeol stayed by his side even though they didn't know who's the father, so he's not literally alone.

Baekhyun sat down on his single bed, thinking what would he do about these children of his.

Which one is worser, killing the twins or giving birth and leaving them to the ophanage to live a good life? These thoughts filled Baekhyun's brain. He needs Chanyeol. He needs Park Chanyeol to calm him down. Anytime soon, he'll go crazy. A minor suffering from pregnancy and being disowned by his parents is not an easy thing to do.

Baekhyun wants to change his mind. A week without his parents is a worse thing happened to him. The worst thing of all that he had gone through is...getting pregnant without even knowing who is the father.

He's not ready.

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