Sorry friends for not updating this story.
I was so busy and I wanted to complete my other book "Trust the illumination of love"
But now my all focus will be on this one

And am thinking to end their past story in short so it would end curiousity of readers and my time and focus would be mainly based on present then.

(Present)

The next day ,

Swara was early today at work and she decided to spend some time with Sidhaant.

His condition was far better post surgery and was recovering slowly

They talked till hours chit chatted about random stuff and Swara was lot happier to talk with him. Since it's been so long

She decided today to avoid Rohan alot after his yesterday stuff

She was so angry that because of her dad he's been sticking to her and wanted to marry her. She didn't knew how to react over it but for some days she wanted to avoid Rohan and Sanskaar too because he will start questioning her about Rohan.

But the day went quite upsetting for Swara as Sanskaar didn't showed up today coz it was his day off
And Rohan himself didn't got time to bump into Swara due to his impending surgeries.

The evening arrived and it was the time of her shift ending when she saw Maahi

Swara : Hey Maahi

Maahi who was engrossed in her mobile looked up at the voice of Swara and waved her with small smile

Swara went towards her

Swara : Where were you? I didn't saw you since morning

Maahi : Oh Swara today I have to see many outpatients with Dr. Sonali and some of the time I was with Sidhaant too so couldn't get free time.
So you're going home, right?

Swara nods : Tomorrow is my busy schedule and yeah am going home What about you?

Maahi : I'll stay with Sidhaant tonight but how about grabbing a coffee from nearby. Are you free for that?

Swara : I don't have anything much besides I don't wanna go home this early.

Her mood wasn't brightened but the reason she didn't knew was because she didn't got to see a glimpse of Sanskaar since yesterday and that's what she wanted

Maahi : I'll just come back changing my clothes. Wait for me in parking lot

Swara : Sure go on

*

Time skip

Swara and Maahi were both seated at table with their coffee.
Swara sipped her coffee looking outside the window watching the clouds turning shade darker and the chaos going on the road. She had many things up in her mind and that things made her eyes locked outside the window.

Soon Maahi flipped her fingers towards Swara to bringing her out of her zone

Maahi : Hello Madam where are you lost?

Swara smiles : Nothing just wondering about the nature.

Maahi then asks her "Swara Can I ask you something?

Swara nods

"What'sthe actual reason that you and Sanskaar broke up like I know how you two got together as Sidhaant told me already and you also said me some parts but why you two parted ways?
She says sipping her coffee

Swara keeps her coffee on the table and spoke "Well Maahi you're in relationship so tell me what's the most important factor in relationship?"

Maahi replies instantly "Trust or respect"

"Nope these are important but people wont accept the fact that the major factor in relationship is Lack of understanding and Lack of Misscommunication. Without trust there's no relationship but without these too there's no healthy relationship.
Same was mine and Sanskaar relationship we never trust issues neither third wheel character but the major element was understanding. He couldn't understand me nor did I"
Swara spoke

"Tell me more specifically about it like what kind of misunderstandings?" Maahi spoke getting interested in her words.

Swara starts with her flashback

"After we both got married we were happy for some months. We use to watch movies, eat any random food but we were happy with eachother. Being with Sanskaar was the happiest moment of my life but-"
She stopped smiling when she remembered their downfall

"The happy moments don't stay forever. The hard times knocked our doors and we were immature to handle it."

Flash back is shown

Author's pov
"Swara  and Sanskaar started facing hardship as the matter of money started increasing in their life.

People says money can't buy you happiness but lack of money will snatch major happiness from your life.

Sanskaar wasn't getting anywhere job and the savings were coming to an end.
They started doing shortage in foods.

Sanskaar didn't wanted Swara to suffer with him and therefore he tried hard for jobs but all he got was rejections.

Was it easy for a guy who has no experience to get a job in Mumbai? He had degree but he had no experience. They were facing really hard trails of life which they never imagined.

"Sanskaar have this don't leave empty stomach."
Swara spoke giving Sanskaar the food she made

"Where's yours?
He asked

"I am not hungry and there's some rice left of yesterday I'll have that"
She spoke lying

But Sanskaar knew if he would eat that Swara would be starving till night so he lied "You have this am going to meet Arjun first I'll have something with him. Don't worry and I'll bring food at night wait for me"

He ran from the house because Swara wont let him go

"Sanskaar wait-" Swara shouted but Sanskaar had already left.

She started having tears that how bad their days are going. They were not able to live peacefully. She had no one to talk about the situation. Kajal also left the country so there's no one who she could talk to!

She took her mobile to go through a name in her contacts and then she came around a certain name.
Her eyes were filled with tears by looking at the name

It was written "Maa"
She started having the urge to talk to her mother. She was missing her badly since some days.
Her hands hesitated to touch call button but that moment nothing mattered because she needs someone to share her pain.

She called her mother and to her surprise her mother picked up instantly

"Hello Swara"
Her mother on the other side spoke

Swara couldn't help but sniff after hearing her mother's voice. She was attached to her mother since chidhood and she was still a baby from heart.

"Swara beta what happened why are you crying? Are you fine? Did Anything happened to Sanskaar? Tell me dont be quiet"
Her mother started panicking at her silence.

Time skip at night.

Sanskaar again got defeat acter today's fight. His inner morale was falling weak and he was himself drained but Arjun
sticked with him like a real friend should do.

Sanskaar never borrowed money in his entire life for any situation. He was the one who use to lend money but never asked money from anyone that's because he was a rich ass. But now for the first time he did that too as he couldn't see Swara sleeping without food.

Arjun lent him more money than Sanskaar asked and he just said this in return "don't ever think to return these back."

Sanskaar smiled that he has got some real one's in his life. He walked straight to his home. Because of all this poverty they were facing Sanskaar sold his bike too. He left all his luxuries for her.

Sanskaar returned home with food and groceries to which Swara was also happy.

After eating food Swara came to Sanskaar who was keeping the dishes in sink.

"Sanskaar I have something to say"
She spoke shuttering while adjusting her glasses.
Sanskaar kept all his work and puts his hand on her waist

"What happened?"
He asks corcernly

Swara then shuttering told him thr truth that her mother visited her when she spoke about her condition and she lent her some money for the home purpose.

Sanskaar's hands instantly dropped from her waist and his look changed to cold ones which Swara never saw

"Sanskaar"

"Did you consider me while talking to your mother Swara? Did you thought how would I feel by this act of yours Swara?"
His eyes expressed emotions of hurt and anger.
He heads towards bed to not let his anger overpower that situation.

"Sanskaar listen to me I did it for you" spoke Swara dragging his arm

"I really did it for you Sanskaar. I didn't wanted to see you unhappy. I just wanted you don't feel burden of money all alone"

"But did we ever slept empty stomach Swara? Yes I am unhappy because of situations but you didn't made me happy either by doing the stunt. Swara understand your parents insulted us forget about me but I can't forget your insult. I am in so tension currently but I never thought to go back to my parents and why? Just because of you"
He spoke keeping his tone at little but yet anger filled

"Sanskaar I didn't meant to hurt you"
He again cuts her off

"But you did. You told your mother that we are suffering and she just pathetically gave you money because she would be thinking that you married some roadside romeo isn't it?"
And now anger suubsided his mind he was now speaking things which only his anger was making

"Sanskaar you are thinking alot. She's my mother and she cares about us."
She spoke defending her mother

"Oh is it? Good for you if see that if she could take you back home too?"
He ranted and went without meaning for the single thing he said.
But the thing hurted Swara. She looked at the money in tears and bits her lip controlling it

"I really did all this for you Sanskaar"
She whispered to herself

Wheareas Sanskaar laid on bed thinking if he went harsh on Swara? But he was very angry on her for not including himinthe descions.

Swara came to Sanskaar
"I'll return this money back to maa if it's bothering you. And I won't ask for any help. Am sorry"
Her voice was broken and this didn't went unnoticed by Sanskaar

He opened his eyes "Are you crying?"

"No" She spoke wiping her tears
Sanskaar got up and sat on bed
"Sit here" He ordered and she obeyed

"Stop crying you know I don't like it" He just gets hurt whenever she cries.

Swara tried to stop her tears but they weren't stopping

"I am sorry these tears won't stop" She said wiping her fresh tears by recalling Sanskaar's words to go back to her mother leaving him.

Sanskaar pulled her into a hug comforting her softly "Am sorry. I shouldn't have said those things. Am sorry"

Swara hugged him back "Am sorry for hurting you. But I really did for you please trust me"

"I do trust you shona. But don't do that. I'll do anything which I can to provide you a happy life but dont beg to our parents who didn't saw our happiness that time. Please"
He spoke caressing her hairs and kissing her forhead.

The mere Youngsters who just got into this love game are now solving the hardest puzzle of their life.

They thought now the mere fight was over by consoling eachother.

But NO! This was just the starting of their disruption

Days started passing amd now SwaSan life was not like before now they use to fight on small matters.

Sanskaar's mood use to be the most irritated one due to the problems in his life. He wasn't able to give proper care or love to Swara.
And Swara was feeling depressed feeling lonely. She use to communicate with Sidhaant sometimes when he use to come. Neither her life was getting bored. She use to study about medicines in her free time through old books because Sanskaar couldn't afford of her college fees. She use to miss her parents now and use to feel burden by living in that home. She also didn't tried to understand him well.

One day their fight turned really into heated argument.

"I've came home after such a tiring day and can't just give me proper food. Common Swara you know I eat only one meal throughout the day"
He shouts at her for burning the veggies.

It wasn't her fault as she didn't knew cooking but she was also jew to cooking. The girl who didn't knew how to turn on the gas use to cook meals now.

"You are really ungrateful Sanskaar. Atleast I am trying and you arent acknowledging the fact, are you?
She spoke gritthing her teeth

Sanskaar was surprised as how she was answering back.

"Wow you started answering back too. Good and let you know I have always appreciated you for whatever you did. But it's been 3 bloddy months Swara. And isn't it high time for you to learn basic cooking?"
He said going to bed empty stomach

Little did Sanskaar knew Swara was sick since morning due to continuous vommiting and headache.

The lack of miscommunication have started ruining them.

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"If only I could go back in time. I would've tried to understand him in those days"
Whispered Swara to Maahi who was totally engrossed in listening her story

"You'll really did suffer in those days. I can't imagine the pain you both would have suffered"
Said Maahi

"We saw a lot that time. And once we had to sleep without food too. I can't forget those days Maahi that's why I never throw away my food ever because life taught me it's worth very badly."
Swara spoke getting goosebums from the recent flashes.

"So is it then? Like just not understanding eachother broke you both?" Said Maahi

"The main thing was yet to happened. The part of my pregnancy is yet to unfold!"
Said Swaraoening the deepest secret of theirs infront of her. The darkest time which they both suffered.

*The end*

The next chapter would conclude all the elementsof the past heartbreak. And I wouod end their past story now.

I know it's late chapter and little too but please bear this one. The next one would be long, interesting and early I promise. I'll be starting writing immediately after this. So please comment and vote people. I have already loosing interest in writing story these days. Just a little motivation is needed.