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It was the next day...

Swara with her mom dad went to airport to board the plane for banglore....

Swara all the way thought how she will communicate with Sanskaar because her mobile was not with her and plus she didn't even remember his mobile number....

She was totally sad her eyes were red due to crying...
She was sitting in waiting area of airport with her dad and mom clutching the same necklace which half she gave to Sanskaar....

Her mother too ignored her and didn't even talked with her...
This break her more but she kept quiet and cried in her heart missing Sanskaar....

She have to bear this pain till 1 week...

Everytime when they use to visit Banglore she was very happy visiting her cousins but today she just wished that her flight would be cancelled and somehow they couldn't go to Banglore but was that even possible?

At 9am swara's plane took off while she unwillingly went just to obey her dad but her heart she left in Delhi....

And same timing at 9am Sanskaar was busy snoring dreaming of swara keeping a smile on his face....

At around 12 pm
Swara there reached at her relatives house

And here Sanskaar just woke up from his long long sleep

He smiled opening his eyes and remembering of yesterday moments...
How Swara danced...
How he saved her from Kavya and lastly their cozy 🙈🙈🙈 moments in the car...

The smile on his face grow bigger and his heart started missing Swara more...

He grabbed his mobile but was surprised to see no calls or msgs from her...

He saw the time it was showing noon and thought by this time she should have been woken up
But why isn't she replying me?

He called her it was still switched off
He was getting a bad feeling but at that moment his brother bumped in his room...

Sidhaant : Bhai ohooo you finally woke up I thought u will sleep 1 day more...

Sanskaar : dont disturb me early in the morning sid
He said rubbing his eyes

Sid widens his eyes

Sid : Its not early in the morning bhai its afternoon chalo freshen up....

Sanskaar : Sid listen na am tensed from last night I dropped swara off but from the moment she haven't messaged me.. I am just worried If she's fine...

Sid : she would be fine maybe her mobile have got some issues or some or the other thing dont worry and wait for a little more am sure she'll msg you...

Sanskaar : hope so but dont you know to knock and come in someother person's room...

Sid : I wont knock this house is mine too I will roam freely...

Sanskaar : ohooo MINE? Come here beta...

Sid showed his tongue...
Sanskaar immediately grabbed his neck by both his hands and they started fighting by junping on bed..
Like two small brother who fight 😂

After a while Sanskaar went to see his mom in their room...

And there he saw his mother was having 2 sarees of different colour showing his dad...

Avantika : choose na fast which one should i wear tonight?

Avinash who was checking mails in mobile saw her and rplied

Avinash : anything would suit u my lady
He said cheesy words making her blush...

While Sanskaar was watching all this standing on the door...

And imagined a scene

Imagination

Swara was seen having two dress in her hands...

Swara : Jaan say na which one should I wear?

Sanskaar left all his work and grabbed her waist and pulled her closer...

Sanskaar : umm You look beautiful to me in every clothes and sometimes without it too😉
So choose whatever you want

Swara stamped her foot on his leg

Sanskaar : Aah aah

Swara smirked

Sanskaar pulled her hardly towards him and before anything could happen in his thought

That moment his mother voice made him come out of the thought...😉

Avantika : Sanskaar how long will you be standing there?

Sanskaar came into reality..
He smiled because he was dreaming of Swara as his wife now...
He was being all happy in his heart...

Sanskaar : woh Mom nothing but are you going somewhere?

He saw some more clothes lying on bed with suitcase...

Avantika : yup Only for 5 days going to Chennai as your father's closest clients daughter's marraige is held...
Its not good also because he requested alot to come with family..

Sanskaar : suddenly when did you'll planned it?

Avanish : from yesterday's morning it was planned but you were busy in your outer world! How would you have known

Sanskaar looked down..

Sanskaar : so when are you'll leaving?

Avantika : by evening And lisn shanta kaki will cook meals of day and night make breakfast on your own and keep your rooms clean because rama aunty (another maid) is on leave so I dont want mess around the house
And Sanskaar lastly behave like elder brother dont be mischievous and fight with Sid..

Sanskaar hugged his mom
Sanskaar : Mom we are grownup boys now atleast stop scolding me.. we will look after the home... Just youll come safe...  and take of urself..

Avantika hugged her son back...

Avantika : for me you will still be my small Sanskaar.... Just you have grown in age and height neither you are still child by heart....

He didn't said anything and just hugged his mom tightly

Avinash smiled and went out to take a call...

Sanskaar broke the hug and decided to say about Swara atleast to her...

Sanskaar : Mom I want to say something to you... Its about a girl..

Avantika who sat down on bed folding clothes said

Avantika : You love someone right?

Sanskaar gave surprising look

Avantika : dont be surprised afterall I am your mother.. I know that finally my son has found love... And after my returning will both sit and talk about it...

Sanskaar nodded smilingly...

Sanskaar : Will you accept her na mom?
He asked question which his heart gave...

Avantika : If she's good enough for you then surely she will be my daughter in law...

Sanskaar blushed at the word daughter in law and its started going on in mind and he kept blushing like idiot...

At that time Avinash came so Sanskaar diverted the topic...

Some hours later Sanskaar's parents went

And after bidding them bye Sanskaar and Sidhaant were alone at home...

Sanskaar thought of swara
He was now worried because it was nearly 5pm in the evening and till now no msg or calls from Swara....

Sanskaar called kajal...

Kajal picked up

Sanskaar : hello!!

Kajal : finally you called where is Swara yr? She isn't answering my calls or msgs!!! Have you hided her somewhere or what
She said laughingly...

Sanskaar was now highly worried : I cannot contact her since yesterday Kajal yesterday after dropping her I didn't got any msgs from her...

Kajal : what?? I thought she must be with you that's why she couldn't attend the college....

Sanskaar : Kajal I am feeling worried can you please reach at Swara's place... I'll meet you there...

Kajal : are relax she must be having problems with her mobile... I'll reach there in 15 mins ok? We will see what id the issue after going there....

Sanskaar : Thanks alot Kajal I'll be heading over there then.... see yaa

He cutted the call and took his jacket and bike keys and search for his brother
He was busy watching tv...

Sanskaar : Sid I'll be coming in 1 hour be at home...

Sid : but bhai am also going out with my friends in half an hour... you stay at home na

Sanskaar : I'll return soon it's urjent please...

Sid : ok come fast...

Sanskaar immediately went and started his bike in full force...

There at Swara's place Sanskaar reached first but didn't went towards the house...
As he didn't want her father to see him like this...

After a while Kajal came there..

Kajal : shall we go?

Sanskaar : nope you go inside and tell me who are at home?

Kajal : ok wait..

She headed towards her home..
she climbed her house stairs and stopped to see the lock at her door...

she looks behind to sanskaar and went to him

Sanskaar : what happened?

Kajal : it's locked!! There are not in...

They both were curious up till now..
Kajal : wait there's a neighbour of Swara I'll ask her...

Sanskaar noded...
Kajal went and came after 5 mins

Sanskaar went to her
Sanskaar : what happened?

Kajal face wasn't showing that she'll give a happy news of course

Kajal : she said she dont know that much but the whole family went to Banglore for some days...

Sanskaar : Banglore?

Kajal : oh Swara must have forgot to tell you.. her paternal family lives there... Maybe she went in hurry and forgot to say...

Sanskaar was sad hearing this because she went far and plus she didn't even informed him....

Sanskaar : but why wont she inform me Kajal? Yesterday we talked and today she isn't there!
She is not like that Kajal something is there...

Kajal : see all we can do is wait she will return within a week so stop worrying and go home...  I'll also go now

Sanskaar nodded and bid her bye...
But was it easy to live one week without her?

He knew there is something which he cannot see...

The question (why) was roaming in his head that why she went without telling him?

There in Banglore

Shekhar and sharmishta indulged themselves with relatives but Swara couldn't....

A second didn't left when she didnt missed Sanskaar.....
She wasn't having her mobile to contact plus all the chitchatting around her was making her more and more angry....
She was forced to smile as shekhar was watching her actions...
She couldn't even cry nor shout...

She just wanted to run and run and run till her feet reaches to Sanskaar....

Later at midnight when finally everyone left to sleep...

Swara was sleeping with her one cousin but she was little distant from her....

She finally closed her eyes and let heavy tears from her eyes....

She only imagined Sanskaar after closing her eyes...
His smiling face his cute antiques to make her laugh...

There Sanskaar was angrily pressing the buttons of tv..
He dont know what kinds of feelings he was suffering...
Anger pain sadness
He was suffering all.... he just wanted to see his Swara at any cost..

He dont know Where she went.. ??
He dont know why she went?
He dont know why she didn't informed him?

But all he just want to see her hug her because his Heart has started missing her even more....

Bg music...

Banjar hai sab banjar hai...
Banjar hai sab banjar hai
(Everything is barren (wasteland)

Hum dhundne jab firdos chale...
(When i went to search paradise)

Teri khoj talaash me dekh piya hum kitne kaale kos chale
(In the search for you dear I have walked how many miles)

Swara remembered a moment...

Swara : Sanskaar How much do you love me??

Sanskaar smiled at her

Sanskaar : hmm till getting mad if I dont find you beside me...

Swara laughed

Sanskaar : am serious try and you will find me going mad for you....

She came out from her flashback...

She started crying keeping hand over her mouth....

Hoping he would be fine and murmuring thousands of sorry to him

"Mainda Yaar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me, my beloved)
Ek Baar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me just once, my beloved)"

There Sid asked Sanskaar for dinner but he refused...

He was having no mood of doing anything....

He went to his room and rechecked the messages in hope that she comes online and reply him....

He sent innumerous message to atleast reply him once that she's safe...

He didn't even knew how she was!!!!

"Mainda Yaar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me, my beloved)
Ek Baar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me just once, my beloved)"

He called her thinking that switched off turn to ringing
But he was left with sadness....

"Main Ne Fota Fota Falaq Chana
(I searched in the nook and corner of the Earth and the Sky)
Main Ne Tote Tote Taare Chune
(I broke apart the stars)

Mainda Yaar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me, my beloved)
Ek Baar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me just once, my beloved)"

Swara finally got some sleep because of tiredness but then again after half an hour she woke up feeling restless...

She couldn't get her peace...

She sat there hugging her knees as she saw her cousin was far asleep...

She mumbled Sanskaar's name numerous times in her mind
She just wish from somewhere just from somewhere Sanskaar would come and take her far away....

"Taaron Ki Chamak Yeh Subho Talak
(The glitter of the stars till the sun rises)
Lagati Hi Nahin Pal Bhar Ko Talak
(Doesn't even affect a single gaze of mine)"

She looked outside the window and started praying for herself and Sanskaar....

2 days passed

There that was the day of engagement in Banglore
Here Sanskaar has locked himself up in his house...
He didn't even go to meet Arjun to go somewhere he felt Swara's absense everywhere....

He just every day goes to Swara's house that they have come back or not and so wish that lock on the door could just disapper once when he comes....

He dont know how and where is she?
But whenever he missed her he use to kiss the locket which swara gifted him and he wore inside his tshirt....

There ..

Swara was making her cousin ready who's engagement was there...
Her name was Pooja
(My dii's name 😍 Piyu262)

Pooja : Swara should I ask you one question?

Swara : yeah dii

Pooja : why are you looking so out out.. Anything happened... I thought its my engagement you would be happy but I cannot see that smile on your face...

Swara hided her sadness in a smile because she didn't want her cousin to be sad coz of her...

Swara : dii its not like that... am so happy finally you are getting married... I hope you be happy in your married life....

She hugged her...

Pooja : hmm thanks alottt...
But you know first i was scared of arrange marraiges but when i got this allaince na and when i met your would be jiju personally i realised he was nice person...
And now after months and today being his fiancee I am thinking i could not get this man if i ever go to find... He loves me alot and plus he said to pursue my dream after marraige tooo....

Swara was happy : diii i am really really happy for you... jiju is awesome...

Pooja : he is and Swara wheover you get marry or like a person na.. see that if he could make you happy... because without happiness there is no love between you tooo.... and see if he keeps you as his priority.. if it is then dont think anything just marry him understood...

Swara nodded hugging her...
She didn't told her about Sanskaar...
But she smiled in heart because he keeps her happy and he keeps her as his first priority
Today she was proud of her desicion.....

Here Sanskaar was sitting in his room playing psp of killing and removing his anger on them...

At that time Arjun and sid entered his room....

Arjun : Sanskaar we going out for football match wanna join...

Sanskaar : nope you both go and Sid lock the door from outside...

He said without looking at them...

Arjun sighed seeing his friend's condition...

Arjun sat beside him...

Arjun : Sanskaar Kajal told me everything till when you would be locked here.. come outside get fresh air... Swara will return when she has to!! By sitting here alone she wont get back...

Sanskaar had enough
Sanskaar : Will you go on your own or you prefer to be kicked out?

He said holding joystick more tightly

While sid grabbed Arjun's arms and whispered to him...

Sid : see he's gone mad in these days am also staying far from him... so if you want to be alive stay far...

He warned him😂😂

Arjun gulped and bravely asked last time

Arjun : Sanskaar last time am asking

He couldn't even complete his sentence when Sanskaar threw remote of tv on them and he was about to catch them but they both ran off...

Sanskaar : Moron...

He threw joystick in one corner and started throwing things out of anger...

Sanskaaarr : AAAHHHHH.....

He was frustrated from inside because its been 2 days fucking 2 days and he haven't even seen her or heard her voice...

He has started breaking more from inside...

He didn't cried but everytime he was on his verge to cry but hold himself...

He just sat on floor looking up at ceiling...

"Saiyya
(Beloved)

Main Ne Fota Fota Falaq Chana
(I searched in the nook and corner of the Earth and the Sky)
Main Ne Tote Tote Taare Chune
(I broke apart the stars)

Sirf Ek Teri Aahat Ke Liye Kankar Patthar Butt Saare Sune
(Just to hear the sound of a single footstep of Yours,
I've heard the sound of every pebble and stone )

Hun Mede De Ruswaaiyaan
(In my destiny it seems there is only disappointment)

There
Swara was witnessing engagement ceremony and she can see how her father was happy for her cousin..

She imagined herself getting engaged to Sanskaar and same smile present on Shekhar's face...

She had tears in her eyes...

She missed Sanskaar more today dont know why...

"Mainda Yaar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me, my beloved)
Ek Baar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me just once, my beloved)"

At later in night she found a mobile of Her cousin Pooja...

She was happy that she can talk to Sanskaar but she didn't knew his number...
Nor of kajal or Arjun...

How will she communicate with him?
She after thinking fastly opened instagram of her account and sent message there to Sanskaar...
"Telling him not to worry she's safe and she will return soon...
She missed him like hell...."

She soon logged out of account and kept mobile...

Shekhar was talking to sharmishta

Shekhar : we have to return by tomrrow night as next day is my important meeting which I cannot miss...

Sharmishta : hmm ok and the functions here are over too...

Shekhar : but we are returning that means you should be more careful on Swara... see she wont able to take step outside without my permission...

Sharmishta nodded : yup i will see to it...

She turned and was about to go...

Shekhar : Dont make her next sharmishta... She is Swara so make her stay from all this love factors... stop her from getting attracted to all this because the outcome wont be good...

He said making sharmishta stood over on her place...

Sharmishta whispered : In all this years you couldn't forget what happened in past and you weren't able to love me back...

Sanskaar on the other side didn't opned any social sites because he didn't wanted to get attached to anything

He just stayed alone...

Next day at night
Swara finally boarded flight to Delhi and her happiness have no bounds...
she thought that she would return after a week but they returned in 4 days...
God finally answered her prayers..

But her mother warned her not to do anything wrong after getting there...
But she was happy enough that finally she'll meet Sanskaar...

Here Sanskaar called his mother and asked them to come soon...
Because the two women he loved with all his heart are not with him...

He didn't eat properly didn't slept...

Just waited online to see any txt have came or called her that her switched off mobile have turned on...

He finally laid on bed and switched off the lights...

And now finally after 4 days of frustration he let his tears out....

His tears turned more and more...

"Aa Dekh Meri Peshaani Ko Taqdir Ke Harfe Likhen Hai
(Look at my forehead, the words of fate are written there)
Main Kitni Baar Pukaaruun Tujhe
(How many times should I call out for You?)
Tere Naam Ke Safhe Likhe Hain
(Pages bearing only Your name are written)

Tera Saaya Kabhi To Bolega
(Someday Your shadow shall speak)
Main Chunta Rahaa Parchhaiyaan
(I kept collection (gathering) Your shadows)

Mainda Yaar Milaa De Saiyya
(Meet me, my beloved)
Saiyya
(My beloved)""...

His tears didn't stopped
He remembered the sweet moments of proposing her how their relationship took place...
How they had first kiss...

How she danced showing her love to him..

And finally the last moment which they shared he smiled and cried more harder...

He started saying to himself...

Sanskaar : Swara please come back... I miss you like killing myself... please come... your Sanskaar misses you... I promise I wont shout unnecessarily and will love you more... I will never tease you just come back Jaan I miss you
Your voice your smile your everything....
Please God please make me meet her...

He finally broke
He said all those in tears...

The tears which were unstoppable. ...

This act of Sanskaar proved Boys do have feeling they do have heart...
Its just they don't show always...
But when they show Its for the dearest ones....

He saw pic of Swara in his mobile and cried harder seeing her.....

He whispered : I miss you Jaan...

Episode ends....

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