So I know that I have to post my punar vivah but sorry as am posting this again... i hope you'll enjoy this part.....

Past....

Sanskaar was rooted at his place....

His mind wasn't allowing to register her words.... his heart wasn't believing anything and his eyes... his eyes were the main source of his emotion....
The tears wanted to come out but he wasn't allowing them... why would he allow? He knows she somewhere likes him so why is she rejecting him... He dont want to be just a romeo who cries after rejection He wanted to be the man to know the reason behind her NO... and if it is valid he will not force her....

On the other hand swara who wasn't able to look in his eyes... because she knew they were so demanding if she look for more 2 minutes she would definitely say yes.... Her heart was pouncing in the chest to say him yes because YES SHE LOVE HIM... SHE DO LOVE HIM.... But her mind wasn't allowing it... her mind has already builded so many unknown thoughts which she only dont know are true or not but just onthe basis of that she said No.... But the question was If she is so adamant that her desicion is right then why were those tears in her eyes???

Sanskaar got up from his position and smiled looking at her.....
Damn he only knows how difficult it is to smile when all ur world is scattered.....

Sanskaar : Swara I know you also do love me so why are not accepting it?

Swara not looking at his eyes anymore.....

Swara : I dont Sanskaar u asked my answer i said no....

Sanskaar : i would have agreed Swara to ur answer.... if u would have not looked down while saying NO and if i haven't saw those tears in ur eyes which u wiped as if i didn't saw....

Swara didn't looked at him now she was looking here and there but not him...because she knew he was correct.....

Sanskaar holded her hands....

Sanskaar : what's the reason Swara? Who is stopping you? Why u r saying No... just give me a reason....

Swara : i am not liable to give u all ur answers... let me go....

Sanskaar : Swara we are best friends right? Before i started loving u... u r my best friend share with me please because without knowing the desicion i wont let you go....

Swara lost all her control and pushed him a little and now she was looking in his eyes furiously....

Swara : That's the reason Sanskaar you were my best friend... that friend who made me strong to fight my battles... that friend who stand beside me whenever anyone taunted me or anything... you were my best friend Sanskaar to whom I can talk at 3 am and discuss all my problems... but uk what i remembered something and I'll say you.... you know we first met at mall at that moment u were so adamant to be my friend and said u like me.... Sanskaar u may have flirted with thousand of girls and be boyfriend of them I am not in that thousand of girls... I am different I will break if one day u will leave me... and this only happens when a person likes another person he leaves them automatically when he find someone more beautiful than her.... and Sanskaar who knows you may be doing this because of ur own ego....

Sanskaar shouted at his top voice

Sanskaar : ENOUGHH SWARA.....
Enough u said enough and I heard enough....

Swara : this is the truth Sanskaar..... you dont love me... You just like me... And Sanskaar i am not ur gf material whom u will use and throw.....

Sanskaar had it enough he grabbed her shoulders tightly..... making it pain for her.....

Sanskaar : Enough ms. Swara what u think of me a Womaniser... Am I a womaiser who just need a girl body.... for ur baseless allegations on me u just forgot our friendship dont u know me Swara?
Am I looking like that person who will use and throw you seriously....
How can you say anything swara without proof? Yes i had girlfriends in my past but at that time i didn't have any knowledge of love i didn't believe it nor  trusted it but swara with you i didn't wanted a relationship i wanted a lifetime thing with you and you say that i will use and throw u seriously Ms. Banerjee.... I was thinking a Marraige with you.... I wanted a life with you not just months.... but how will you understand this.... u mistook my love as my ego... u think I like you... I love you dammit but how will you understand who still dont know what the true love is? But just Remember Swara I love you and nobody will ever take ur place in my heart.....

Swara didn't dared to utter a word now... he made her ssshhh with his words...

He left her....

Sanskaar : if you would have misunderstanding na swara I would have cleared it but you have made false allegations on me... which I can't change... I cant change ur mindset.... Swara u could have understood ur best friend today.... But as I told I will not force u in anything just go away now and I will try my best to not show u my face... Our journey was this much only.... Good bye.....

He started to move.. when tears started to roll from Swara's eyes....
She realised that today he was saying truth....

Slowly Slowly he was moving away from her eye sight and the more it was paining to her....
And finally he went....

She sat on her knees crying....
She want to say yes but she's hell afraid what if he leave her....

Just because of her assumption she destroyed her present with him....

After of 15 minutes crying and sitting on ground she started to walk again at her tent....

She noticed the flowers the decoration more tears started to fall that today if seriously Sanskaar love her She has broke his heart......

She was walking and was only thinking of him....

His smiling face...
His caring nature...
His scared face....
His like...
His love....
And finally he leaving her...

She remembered all....

"Shikwa nahi hai tujhse... Shikayat nahi hai....
Teri har baat mujhko acchi lagti hai...
Dekhu jo mudhke darta hai yeh dil...
Kahi raasto me kho na jaaye manzil.......

She reached her tent where she found Kaajal was beating Arjun....

Both Kajaal and Arjun saw her and run towards her.....

Kajaal : uff Swara Thank God u came we were fighting that after relationship who will fight more you or Sanskaar? This idiot said ur name....

Arjun : haa toh girls only fight more....

Swara was not getting anything...

Swara : wait what whose relationship?

Kaajal : umm you and Sanskaar oh common Swara we know that Sanskaar was going to propose you i mean we guessed it... and obiviously u would have said yes why u will say no haina?

Arjun : isn't it swara you both are in relationship na?

Swara didn't knew what to answer their questions...

Swara : I rejected his proposal....

Their smile just fade from their face....

Arjun : What? U kidding right Swara??

Swara : am serious....

Kajaal : but why?

Swara narrated them the story and tears were flowing off her cheeks....

Swara : I am scared what if he leave me?

Arjun was so angry on her but he was controlling it because she's her friend too...

But Kaajal's anger was on her peak....

Arjun : I pity you Swara....

Saying this he went to find his best friend because he knew that sanskaar would need someone to share the problems....

Swara : Arjun.... Kaju u know na why I rejected him...

Kaajal : Don't Swara...i always took ur side because u r simple and someone will break ur heart but today u broke someone's heart...and that someone is not other than Sanskaar... that Sanskaar only whom u only saw how much have changed... you know when you got hurt in ur leg I saw tears in his eyes... if seriously he liked u swara why woukd he cared for u... why would he organize a surprise he would have just said I love you and be ur boyfriend but no he did so much for you.... just think Swara what u did....
I Am so sorry to say this to u... Ik u were different from all the girls but today i cannot see a single difference between you and other girl because like other u also broke a heart....

Now Swara was left all alone....
Her besties have left her...
Her Sanskaar have left her now where and what she should do?

She was just sitting in her tent for 2 hrs.... just thinking of her own desicion....

The face of her father was coming infront of her... that how strict he is... would he accept her relation....
She remember how her father always treated her mother....

But she also remember how Sanskaar is...
How happy she was with him...
How comfortable she be when she's around him...
How blindly she trust him....

She just stood up and gained courage to again see his face and say what her heart was saying her now... She heard enough of mind now its time for heart.....

She wiped the tears and started to move when she remembered his words again...

"I will not show you my face again"
"Our journey was this much only"
"Good bye"

Swara : No Sanskaar our journey is not this much... atleast it will not end here....

She walked and started to find Sanskaar.....

She made in her mind if not love she will ask his forgiveness only.....

She searched his tent but it was empty....
She was searching everywhere but she was just finding other clasdmates not Sanskaar.....

And it was night time too...
It was getting hard for her to search....

But at that moment she finally breathed a relax as she saw Arjun coming from that way...

His face hung a little down...

Swara : Arjun where's Sanskaar? I want to dee him

Arjun looks at her

Arjun : Why to break his heart again? I have never seen my friend so broken Swara? Seriously love destroys you and it has destroyed that idiot now only....

Swara : Please Arjun i promise to fix things please tell me where he is... for our friendship say me where he is....

Arjun having no other choice....

Arjun : He's there near the forest side right from there.... He wanted to be alone... Swara before going i would say you Today i saw my best friend have changed he's not the same Sanskaar... and if you can't trust him or say him yes just dint break him anymore..... because he's already broken

Swara : Trust me Arjun everythung will be fine....

With the hope she started to go to the direction Arjun told her....

After walking for atleast 15 minutes.... Her body was tired.... Her legs were paining but she was searching for him like mad....

And that's where her heart started beating when she saw him sitting near the bonfire....

His face was pale....
He was just sitting like a lifeless body.....

Swara didn't imagined ever that she will see Sanskaar like this....

She started to move her legs to him and that's when Sanskaar realised someone's presence....

He looked up to see her again.....
His heart smiled....
His heart started hoping that she has came for her...

But now he was not in state to give any other hope to himself....

He just masked the anger on his face....

Sanskaar : I said you na go away.... why u came again? To show sympathy... I know Arjun would have said something to you.... please u dont have to listen anyone you can go...... I am fine....

Sanskaar turned his face not seeing her face...

Swara felt bad but she thought...
He also gained courage and proposed her... now its her time....

She walked a certain steps.....

And Sanskaar's back was facing her.....

Swara : Sanskaarrr.....

She uttered....

Sanskaar was having a hard time to control his feelings....

Sanskaar : swara leave.....

Swara at that moment backhugged him.....

Sanskaar felt some current passed through her........

He didn't knew if it's real or dream.....

Swara started sobbing....

Swara : I love you Sanskaar!!!!! Accept me pleaseeeee.........

She cried and grabbed his stomach more tightly......

Sanskaar didnt knew how to react just few hours before she rejected him and now she's crying to accept her....

Whatever was the situation but he can't see her crying....

He immediately turned around.....
And faced her....
She was looking downwards still crying....

He maybe angry or dejected but he can't see her this way....

Sanskaar : Swara stop crying....

He demanded....

Swara : I am sorry Sanskaar.... Sorry for considering ur love wrong.... I was wrong Sanskaar to see in u in bad way.... how can I forget that u r the same Sanskaar who has took out the best version in me..... How can i forget that.... I am sorry..... for lying you... yes I lied you that I dont love you... But the fact is I falled for you... on that day when u stood up for me against Kavya.... When u fighted for me... Never in my life anyone had fighted for me... but you did.... You loved me A nerd... who would fall for an introvert nerd like me... but you been my friend.... who took me out of my shyness..... And today I wanted to say you that i too love you... but i was afraid i have seen relationship going worse.... people leaving eachother.... I wanted to experience everything with you like eating late night icecreans... eating candle light dinner... Our first hug our everything... I couldn't imagine any other guy except you.... I wanted to say this to you but I dont know why I heard of my mind.... But please Sanskaar forgive me.... Accept me..... Forgive what I said. .... but I am not saying this under any influence i am pouring my heart to you.... Lets start afresh and make me experience my first love with you please.....

She hugged him tightly completing....

Swara : I love you sanskaar......

Sanskaar had tears in his eyes....
He immediately put his arms around her head and back.....

Sanskaar : I love you tooooo Swara

The end.....

Precap : Present : as previous....

I hope i didn't messed this part please give ur reviews to it....

And yeah Eid Mubarak to alll...
Hope all ur prayers answer... And Allah blesses your home with happiness.... Ameen.....

And next part part will be post soon maybe today or in this week so wait for the present....

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