the two were oblivious
that someone
was watching them
and that someone was hurting
pretty bad
my tears drenched my cheeks
i rushed and slapped her
jimin, he
protected her
from me
"what the fuck was that?"
he said, and i never imagined that he will
say these things to me
and she's crying
"wow, i was just here to tell you, i loved you jimin, from afar, up until you started your career. i am only here to express my love for you because you were too blind and numb not to notice."
i was crying and was pushing jimin
he looks at the ground
i pointed at my ex best friend
"seunyang, you knew, you knew i loved him, i thought you were my best friend! fuck! you were there since i stanned him, but there you are, holding the hand of the one i love. i thought you'll be there for me, to help me, to be noticed by my bias because you're my best friend right?"
i laughed with sarcasm
"don't expect me to support you two. seunyang, be ready, because shit's going on your way and i will not give you two a happy ending."
i said
grimly
jimin, i'm sorry
you can date anyone but her
not my best friend
i don't want to lose to her,
to someone
that was close to me back then
i walked away
but halted when he spoke
and i wished i just vanished
when he told me
"you're just hurt, because, you actually lost me to her. people don't always win what they want all the time."
and that struck me,
and i'm sure
you were now
truly in love
with her