jungkook and taehyung kept on talking to me
other fans might call me a bitch because
i'm refusing to talk to them
but my eyes were only locked
at the sight of you and seunyang
flirting
oh, i was so fucking delusional all this time
sure, seunyang was pretty
but i'm pretty too
i'm holding the 1st rank in the honors list
she's at the 10th
i've been your fan
she haven't spared your group a glance
but why are you choosing her?
she doesn't know your likes and dislikes
your birthdate
the facts about you
your hobbies
everything
but i'm here
your fan who knows you pretty well
even your ideal type
i looked at myself
and i realized
she's your ideal type
oh
i'm just
hah, me, so fucking
naïve
i just drank the vodka that was
at the table
drowning myself with alcohol
trying to ease the pain
even though i know it will be only
temporary
because i know
the pain will come back
once i wake up
the next morning