he removed the arms
i drew earlier and faced me
he looked at me
deciphering my soul
i chuckled while wiping my tears

"i look pathetic, jeon. i know."

he pulled me into a hug and said

"i know full well that you're not."

i hugged him, as if my life depended on it
i missed this
i missed him

"i'm sorry for the pain that i've caused jungkook, i, i love you now. will you hold on to this?"

shakily whispering in his right ear
i hugged him tighter
breathing in his scent

he kissed my cheek and buried his head in the crook of my neck and we just stood there
in each others arms

not minding the world

i love you