flabbergasted at my seat
i hastily wiped my tears and stood up
running for him
exiting the room with the slamming of the door
the five boys sitting parallel at the door
were shock seeing me crying
i asked
"where's jungkook?"
with my sobs and chokes evident in the
air
namjoon pointed the direction
and i saw park jimin heading towards my way
passing him
while tears were running down my cheeks
i didn't care for him anymore
he grabbed my wrist
asking me why am i
crying
"jungkook."
i said and ran for him
this is what i'm good at

chasing the one i love

seeing him sitting at the bench at the park where I used to pour my heart out
he was just looking at the sky
my heart racing at the sight of him

absurd

this heart was used with the beating caused by park jimin

i called him

and automatically his tears fell
and so did i
he stood up ready to leave

leave me

"so know you'll leave me? knowing that i'm starting to be attached to you?"
he stopped at his tracks
still facing his back

i hugged him and cried my heart out

"i'm scared, so fucking scared that i'm starting to love you yet you're now leaving me."

"fuck, i'm scared to lose you now jungkook."