stoned in my position
with tears that were brimming my eyes
i was horrified
i felt him glancing at me
i balled my fists
and suddenly
sobs were already heard from the room
i was sobbing
but this was the first time that he wasn't comforting me
it felt unreal
is that it?
jealousy with yoongi?
with jimin?
is that it?
he already gave up
he did
when i thought that he wouldn't

i had to
this is for my sake
for her sake
i need to
make her happy
at least right?
i can hear her sobs
her muffled cries
yet i sit still here
with her
i wiped a tear that escaped from
my right eye
and stood up
leaving the room
and leaving her as well