*Play song when you see this; ▶️🎶*
*TW: Self harm*

12:04am

Hanji's POV

I looked at the mess hall door and saw (f/n) storm out of the room, slamming the door shut.

'Better go see what's wrong with her.' I sped walked out of the mess hall and sprinted down the halls looking for her. "(F/n)?" I shouted.

I turned a corner and saw her walking down to her room. "(F/n)!" I ran towards her, grabbing her scouts jacket sleeve. "What?" She asked in a low tone, looking over her shoulder at me.

"What happened?" I asked her in a calm tone. "Levi fucking Ackerman, the man I thought I loved, w-was making out with a bitch." She looked at the ground with a dark aura around her.

"..Oh my God...who was it?" I frowned. "Not sure. I've never seen her before. But she has platinum blonde hair and hazel eyes." She answered.

"Oh, that must be cadet Quinn Wilson. She joined the scouts a few weeks ago." "Well she can have that cheating asshole, I'm done with him." (F/n) walked down the hall again.

'I feel so guilty for this. I pressured him into marrying (f/n) that he must of got mad...but that doesn't explain why he would cheat on her.'

I followed after her, but she slammed the door in my face and locked it. "(F/n), c'mon. Please come out." "NO!" She shouted from inside her room.

(F/n)'s POV

What an asshat. I can't believe he used me! Was this a one time thing..or has this been going on for awhile now?

I had so many thoughts and emotions running through I couldn't do anything but crumble to the cold floor.

I hugged my knees to my chest, I was angry and sad. 'Thanks a lot mom. I really thought Levi was the one. I guess he was the one to shatter my fucking feelings and tear them in half.'

(Sorry..I forgot I hate saying 'half' since Marco..)

"(F/n), please! I'm not leaving until you come out!" Hanji pleaded. "Well if you won't leave, maybe I should leave." I replied.

(TW starts here)

"What are you talking about?" She shouted. I sat up and crawled over to my drawer, opening it and pulling out a small blade.

*▶️🎶, if the song ends before you finish, then start it again.*

I started stabbing my arm. No, not cutting the flesh. Stabbing. As in impaling my arm with the blade.

"GAH!" I winced at the pain, but continued. "What are you doing in there?!" Hanji shouted, banging on my door.

"I'M LEAVING FOR GOOD, LEVI DOESN'T LOVE ME! SO THERE'S NOTHING ELSE LEFT HERE TO KEEP ME FROM GOING!" I screamed.

"WHERE ARE YOU GO- WAIT..(F/N) NO!" I heard Hanji run away. 'Good, that means she won't disrupt this.'

I stopped stabbing my arm, now covered in a dark crimson red that was almost maroon. I moved the blade up to my chest. 'If I do this fast, it will be over with sooner.'

I took a deep breath, and shut my eye. The blade was pointed straight for my heart, inches away from me.

"My parents are most likely dead, and Levi cheated on me! No one loves me enough to make me want to stay in this cruel world, run by Titans!"

Hanji's POV

'I have to get Levi! Even if he is cheating on (f/n), I have to tell him what she's doing!'

I swiftly sprinted to his office, almost breaking the door from knocking too hard. I didn't get an answer so I just opened the door.

Biggest mistake.

"LEVI?!?!?!" I shouted, covering my mouth.

He had that Quinn girl pinned to his desk.....

...making out with her....

'What has happened to him..? I thought he was in love with (f/n)?'

He looked up and his eyes widened. "D-don't tell anyone!" He begged. I slowly shook my head, backing away. "What is wrong with you?" I mumbled, backing into a wall.

"Please! I'm begging you not to tell anyone! Especially (f/n)!"

"SHE ALREADY KNOWS, DIPSHIT! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO POOR (F/N)! I CAME HERE TO TELL YOU THAT SHE'S ABOUT TO KILL HERSELF, BUT YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER!"

I screamed with pure rage.

"W-what..?" Levi bit his lip, looking scared.

"I THOUGHT YOU TWO WERE IN LOVE, AND YOU'VE CAUSED HER SO MUCH PAIN THAT SHE'S ABOUT TO END IT ALL THANKS TO YOUR ASS!"

I ran out of his office and back to (f/n)'s door. "(F-f/n)...?" I quietly called out, tapping on her door.

No answer.

A tear slipped out of my eye.

'Is she already gone?'

The door creaked open a little.

"(F/n)?!" I exclaimed, looking up.

She wasn't there. The door just randomly opened by itself.

I peeked in a bit, and saw blood everywhere. "Oh..God.." I gasped.

I saw her body on the ground, not moving. "(F/N)!!!!!!" I cried, falling to my knees beside her.

"Hanji? What's going on here?" I heard Ethan ask. I turned around with tears streaming down my face.

"S-she......"

"She killed herself......"

I never wanted to say those words, but I did anyways. "She w-what?" Ethan crouched down beside me. "W-why?" There were tears in his eyes, ready to spill out at any moment.

"We'll take her to the infirmary. The nurses will know what to do!" Ethan exclaimed, standing up and lifting (f/n) a bit.

(TW ends here)

>>>Time Skip, brought to you Levi the two timing jerk but is still hot af>>>

We waited outside of the infirmary, when a nurse came out.

"We have some news...."

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Sorry if I'm updating a little too much. I'm just excited since I had ideas now XD

And sorry for another short chapter :P

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