Rohan's POV

It's been two fucking days since Arohi has been living in this hell. I don't know how can I make her understand that I am a motherfucker and she deserves much better. Better than Rahul and definitely better than me. I took a deep breath and took a long sip of my whiskey.

"What's up, hero?" I turned my head to see Ahana walking in with her bright smile as she sat beside me. I didn't bother to reply to her and just kept staring at the bottle in my hand.

"More like Villain." I said being in my own thoughts until she snapped fingers in front of me. I looked at her as she gave me a glare and snatched the bottle from my hand and took a sip for herself.

"What are you doing, Ahana?" I asked her with a deep frown. She ignored me. "Ahana!!"

"What? Giving you a company as always. We have shared so much in life, Ro. So why not drink together? We used to. Remember? You, me and Aaryan? The rooftop?" She said as she took another sip. I took a deep breath and snatched the bottle from her keeping it aside. I don't know what is wrong with these women. They are acting like maniacs.

"Of course I know every fucking thing Ahana. I can't forget any of them." I said sighing. Remembering those good old days. Wish everything was still the same. Wish I still had my best friend.

"We would have rounds to keep an eye if anyone was coming upstairs." She said being in her own thoughts. I smiled at the memory.

"Yes and Aaryan fucked up everything when mom caught him red handed." I said chuckling.

"Well it was his fault that he couldn't keep his eye open. He always did that." Ahana said rolling her eyes.

"Not always. A couple of times." I defending my best friend from his twin like I always did. Ahana has always been bossy, at least with me and Aryaan so we always needed each other to defend in front of her when she would go crazy. But that jerk left me alone to face every thing for myself and I was the reason why he left...

"Yeah, yeah, when you ran away leaving your so called best friend alone to face mom." She said giving me a look.

"Oh hello, then why did you follow me?" I asked raising my eyebrow at her.

"Well, he was mom's favourite anyway so he didn't even get the deserved scolding." She said shrugging her shoulders as she went ahead making her voice a bit louder. "But we got it because of that jackass!" She finished and I couldn't help but laugh. Ahana just stared at me with a faint smile.

I know exactly what she was thinking. Even I don't know when I was like this last time. I contained myself quickly as I sat straight in my seat.

"I still can feel the way mom went crazy seeing us in that drunk state..." I went ahead shaking my head. Ahana let out a laugh.

"She still behaves like crazy." She said sighing. I stayed quiet for some time. So did she.

"Whatever! Just cheer up for once. Be happy that I came all the way to London to meet you. Call yourself lucky." She said again after some time, poking my arm. A smile made its way to my face almost unknowingly. She has always been good at lightening up my mood and making everything easy. That's just in her nature. I looked at her with a small smile.

"Yup! What can I say? I am honored." I said and she let out a laugh. I sighed looking at her and shifted in my seat as I continued.

"By the way, what about your job?" I asked looking at her, raising my eyebrow. She shrugged.

"Oh don't worry. My manager went crazy when I told her that I am going to meet Rohan Nanda. She just gave me leave without asking."  She winked at me with a big smile. I frowned looking at her.

"Really?"

"Of course not you duffer! Do you think I am mad?" She said in a 'duh' tone. I let out a sigh as I shook my head a bit.

"Think? Well, I know that" I said with a plain face. Ahana rolled her eyes. As she didn't say anything I continued further, "So?"

"I just told them I am going to see my ill brother." She said again with an amused smile. What am I going to do with this girl?

"Seriously? Do you still do that? Don't you get any better reasons than this?" I said with an annoyed expression. That's true. She always gave this reason to her teachers when she wanted to go home early or when she bunked classes. She even had the same reason when she didn't want to go out with her set of friends. And the most amazing part was that everyone actually believed her.

"Oh, no ways! And the best part it always works!" She said again winking at me. I gave her irritated expressions to which she grinned back at me.

"Yeah now just find yourself a boyfriend and make him ill." I said shaking my head.

"Whatever!"

"No but seriously? No way in the hell you didn't get anyone till now?" I said giving my full attention to her being actually curious. Ahana shrugged her shoulder again.

"Remember? I used to have a crush on..." She was saying casually when I cut her in between when I suddenly remembered who it was.

"Of course, I do remember. Aaryan and I beat that jerk up for rejecting you." I said letting out a small laugh. Ahana frowned at me.

"Yes and that was so mean yaar, Ro." She said as my eyes went wide at the possibility of them dating.

"Don't tell me you are dating that loser." I said almost shouting at her. Ahana gave me a look.

"I am not! And I am not talking about that guy. I don't even remember his name." She said with an irritated voice.

"Then? How many guys do you have a crush on?" I asked her, being amused.

"I lost the count. I mean just look around Ro, there is so much beauty." She said dramatically. I shook my head glaring at her.

"Yes, I do like someone but don't have the courage to tell." She said letting out a sigh. I couldn't figure out what she was feeling though. For the first time in years, she looked... sad. And seeing her like that pained me or I could say it angered me. I don't know who that jerk is but I guess I'll find him and kill him if he ever dare to hurt her.

But then what am I doing? I am the same jerk who is giving the same pain to someone else. Do I even have the right to be angry on anyone else? Whatever Ahana is going through, maybe Arohi is going through the same pain, every single day. But I can't sympathize with her, for my mission is to hurt her and push her away to a much better life that she deserves.

"Why not? If that jerk rejects you then I'll come and beat him up. Anyway, it's his loss." I said putting my hand on her's with a faint smile. Just an attempt to cheer her up. But she stayed the same, with a deep breath she recovered herself and glared at me. I chuckled at her.

"It's not that easy Ro. Besides this isn't just a crush anymore." She said trying to sound relaxed. But I know this girl too well to buy anything. She won't anyway tell me anything unless she wants me to know about it. That is something she has adopted from me I guess and thanks to her I can tell how people must be feeling about me. I sighed looking at her.

"Who are you talking about?" I asked again with irritation.

"I am not going to tell you unless, you know, we progress."

"Progress? With what??" I asked cocking my eyebrows at her. Irritation was visible in my voice and on my face. My overprotective brother mode was very much on.

What is she talking about?

"With our relation of course duffer!" She said by hitting slightly on my head. I frowned at her as she went ahead.

"So when are you going to progress with yours?" She asked with an amused smile. I glared at her. She was clearly playing it safe, shifting the topic. I let it slide for now as I know she will let me know sooner or later or I'll find out on my own.

"Never!"

"Really? That girl is trying her best and you are just being an ass." Ahana said rolling her eyes.

"Because I am one. Remember?" I said raising my eyebrows at her giving a smirk. She rolled her eyes again.

"That... I know. But tell me one thing, you love her right?" She said tilting her head to look at my face. I let out a sigh and closed my eyes for a brief moment and I could only see her face. I was so damned!

I opened my eyes and looked at Ahana who stared back at me with hopeful eyes.

"Ahana, I have never lied to you or have ever kept a thing from you..." I started but kept quiet as I shifted my gaze to my hands. I kept staring at them like they are the most interesting thing on earth. Ahana broke my thoughts by shaking me a bit. I looked up at her.

"So?"

"So I guess you already know it?" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Yes but I just want to confirm again." She said still looking at me.

"Yes, I do. I do love her but my love is not selfish that I will keep her to myself and see her suffer being with me." I said with a calm voice.

"You are being delusional, Ro. It's nothing like that. She loves you." Ahana said. Yes! Yes I know she loves me and that's what scares me the most.

"And she needs to stop!" I said taking a deep breath.

"Will you stop loving her? Stop suffering alone. You need her and even you know that" Ahana said in a stern voice.

"Let's not talk about it, Ahana." I said shifting uncomfortably in my seat with an irritated expression. I heard Ahana letting out a sigh as she looked ahead.

"I just hope whatever happened with Aryaan won't happen to you." She said taking me back to memory lane. The one I am running away from. Aryaan was my best friend. The one person who knew every fucking thing about me. And I knew his. I knew he loved this girl a lot who couldn't accept his heart and ended up breaking it for god knows what reasons. But that guy being sweet as always kept everything to him no matter how it hurt him inside but I knew what he was going through. He let his heart out through his lyrics. He wrote dozen of songs even though he knew none of them were going to come out and she was never going to know his true feelings.

Ahana brought me back, "I met Saya the other day and I can tell it's still eating her up. They couldn't make it beyond being friends. And now even if she tries she can't bring him back or let her heart out to him. I hope you don't do that. If Arohi goes back now, you will lose her forever. I hope you know that. So just act wisely." She finished with a small smile.

"Hmm... You should listen to your own advice then." I said smiling back at her.

"I will tell Ab... him. Don't worry." She said rolling her eyes. But I am too smart that I caught her immediately. I know now who is she talking about. The football star of her college. Abeer Kashyap. I met him through her when she used to drag me to his football practices. Aaryan and I hated that guy and this girl is having a crush on him? Forget crush. She freaking loves him. And the saddest part is that I don't have any choice but to accept the fact. I swear I will beat him up if he goes wrong anywhere.

But I won't tell her anything now. I will directly go to him and choke him up if he ever hurt her or even think about it.

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I started the engine of the car when the passenger seat door got wide open and this girl with her damn beautiful smile sat beside me. I don't know how she always makes my heart skip a beat. Nervousness fills inside me. My fucking mind starts thinking about some abnormal stuff. And this thing inside my chest beats rapidly. But I didn't let it show on my face and scowled at her like always.

"Where are you going?" She asked me tucking the hair behind her ear completely ignoring my irritation filled eyes. I remained silent hoping she would get the sign and get the fuck out of my car. But instead, she looked at me with her eyes that depicted all the innocence she held in her and somehow that was offensive to my world. She bit her lips as she raised her eyebrows demanding an answer for her question.

Darn those lips that demamded attention every fucking time I look at her face! And do I need to tell how damn amazing she looked in that multicolor dress that she was wearing with minimal to no makeup applied?

What the fuck is wrong with me? What am I doing? Focus Rohan. Focus!!

"That's none of your business. Get out!" I said shifting my gaze ahead of me. Arohi stayed glued to her seat.

"Nope! I am coming too." She said with a pout. I gave her a glare to which she again gave a big smile.

"I don't think you would want to come to the place I am going to," I said with an irritated tone.

"Pub? Or to some drug dealer? I would love to see that too. If you can't change to being normal then I guess I need to get used to these things, right?" She said raising her eyebrows at me. What the fuck is wrong with this girl? Get used to drugs and alcohol and... Fine! Let's do this then. Actually, I am glad she is coming along. Let me show you how the actual hell looks like.

"Alright. If that's what you want. But don't cry later saying I didn't warn you." I said as I moved the handbrake down ready to go.

"Sure! I won't. Ever. I don't have any fears Rohan. I got you." She said shrugging her shoulders and tucking the seat belt. I didn't know where she gets all this faith and hope if I knew, I could have used some. I let out a sigh, surprised by her words.

"Keep on dreaming." I murmured as a smirk found it's way unknowingly to my lips. "Oh, and by the way, we can just find a guy for you too. There are loads you know who would die to have a..." She cut me off with a glare. I know I was going too far but I couldn't care less. I will do every fucking thing to break her if that's what it takes to push her away from me.

"Shut up, Rohan. I know it too well that you are just acting. So it won't work. I am not going anywhere. Just drive." She said shifting in her seat uncomfortably as she glared at the view ahead. I silenced myself, putting an end to the argument.

I just told to the thing in my chest to be strong enough, to not fuck things up anymore. To not give her any kind of hints again and just stick to the plan that I've made with my brain. With that thought fixed in my mind, I kicked on the accelerator speeding away to my hell with my angel.

Get ready Rohan, tonight is going to be a long night.

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I walked fast through those familiar dark alleys making Arohi almost run after me. I can hear her calling my name but I thought it's just better to ignore her though I have one eye on a look out for her. I don't trust people around here and I am hating that this girl is here because of me. I regretted bringing her here the moment I pulled down my car in this dark alley and saw the lust filled eyes on her. I should have thought this through but I didn't because I was just too eager to execute my plan. Now that we're here, there is no turning back and I'm going to use this opportunity to show her the ugly side of Rohan Nanda.

"Rohan just slow down, please." I heard Arohi behind me. I ignored her one more time and took a quick look at the people around. They were watching us with amusement. I can see people whispering and staring. I pulled down my hoodie and walked fast keeping my head low.

"ROHAN..." Arohi called me one more time. And this time I stopped. Holding her breath she stopped right beside me. She was breathless from running behind me. She looked at me with those honey doe eyes with a victorious small smile on her lips. I rolled my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Will you seriously go away? I warned you about not coming here. But no, when have you listened to others anyway? If something happens to you people will still blame me. So just leave me alone." I said gritting my teeth and keeping my voice as low as possible just for her to hear.

"Who said I am regretting coming here? And what will happen to me when you are here with me? Just slow down I am having a hard time catching up to your pace." She said in between taking deep breaths. I shook my head with irritation and frustration.

"Listen, woman, I don't know if you are getting this at all but this place is not right for you. Can't you understand this?" I said being reckless making her see my reality. But she is too stubborn as I saw her smirk at me.

"Someone is being too protective, huh?" She said letting out a laugh at the end.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you drunk already? Did someone drug you on the way?" I said with annoyance.

"How can I drink? I have to take you back too." She said looking around. I can tell easily that she is hella uncomfortable being here. And why not, this is not her place. The people here are staring at her like a creep. She is easily standing out amongst all of us. No matter how cool she is acting right now, the way she is putting her hair over her shoulder to cover her bare skin or how she is continuously holding my arm tight tells everything.

It took a lot of courage inside me to jerk that hand away off me. Something inside me just broke seeing her in that state but I have to keep going. I made my way inside the almost filled bar. I could feel Arohi behind me.

The people at the front looked at me and then immediately looked behind. Everything was pissing me off now. If this is the case then I can feel my plan failing miserably. I need to control. I need a distraction. I pushed people away from my path and made my way towards the counter to the bartender.

"Hey handsome, haven't seen you in a long time." She said giving me a toothy smile. I faked a smile at her as Arohi came and sat beside me.

"Was busy with stuff," I said giving this girl all my attention. She was trying too hard unlike the girl sitting beside me who effortlessly has my all attention. But I never make it obvious to her or anyone. Never in my entire life, I had to hide my sexual desires or had the need to steal look at girls. If I want them I had them the next moment. There were no silly cliche moments involved. But since this girl walked into my life, I became a typical lover boy stealing glances at his crush, admiring her from afar, getting those shitty feeling in the stomach whenever she's near or just by her mere thought.

Fuck! I hate this!

"I see you got a very pretty girl for yourself." The girl said giving Arohi a fake smile. Arohi just smiled back at the girl. Too sweet for the world.

"She is not my girl," I said shifting in my seat and before any of those two could continue the topic I just changed it as it was making me even more irritated. And I don't want to lose my shit just yet. "Just make my drink."

"Alright. Coming right away." She said giving me a seductive smile then glared at Arohi and vanished somewhere.

"What a bitch!" I nearly choked on my own saliva when I heard those words coming out from Arohi's mouth. My immediate reaction was to look at her. But I couldn't utter a word.

"I don't mind giving her back if she is going to cling on you like that." She said and looked over my shoulder.

"These people are scaring the shit out of me." She said looking at me again. Scaring the Shit?

"What is wrong with your language?" I asked absent-mindedly. And immediately regretted.

"Just trying to adapt to the surrounding." She said and I rolled my eyes. Just when the girl came back with my drinks.

"Anything else for you, Ro?" She said putting her hand over mine. I didn't bother to move at all.

"He is with me!!" Arohi said jerking her hand away. She glared at her and then looked at me before going to other customers. I was surprised will be an understatement. I wasn't expecting Arohi to behave in such a bold way and I was impressed. I wouldn't lie about it, I felt some weird shit in the stomach when she said that with so much authority over me. It felt good for some reason. I looked at her with a blank expression hiding everything I felt.

"It won't work Rohan so don't you dare!" Arohi said glaring at me. For a moment I felt the urge to pull her and kiss the fuck out of her. I still remember the last one. I remember every fucking detail of the kiss we shared. I remember how exactly her lips tasted against mine. I remember how fucking perfect that moment was! I looked at her lips involuntarily but immediately came back to senses as I shook my head to clear my fucking mind before it runs wild and starts imagining other stuff. I thanked heavens as Arohi didn't notice my gaze as she was busy looking away from me.

Man, if only she knew what she was doing to my senses just sitting there doing absolutely nothing.

"Hey Ro, where the fuck have you been?" My chain of thoughts was broken by a familiar female voice. I looked ahead to find Emily walking towards me. She pecked on my cheek as she sat on my lap. She owns this bar and I known her ever since I started coming here. She is a very seductive woman and doesn't leave a single chance to get closer to me and I let her, especially this time I was more welcoming. I put my hand over her waist and pulled her closer.

"Just got caught up with the things but god I missed you," I said whispering in her ears seductively as I  kissed her cheek gently. Throughout the whole thing, I had only one person on my mind and I was trying to steal glances at her to know her reaction. I was hoping this was enough to keep her away, to snatch all her faith in me from her.

"Really?" Emily giggled putting her hands over my shoulders and pulling me further for a kiss.

"Of course! Are you doubting me?" I played along giving her a mischievous smile. Emily looked behind me. I know who she is looking at. I don't have the courage to look back at her. Whatever emotions she is holding, anger, hurt, sad whatever I don't want to look. I just hope she will go away. But she didn't instead she came and stood beside us.

"No, but who is she?" Emily asked giving me a confused look.

"Who? Oh her? She is no one. Just don't bother." I said looking at Arohi with a bored expression plastered on my face and again at this girl

"Are you getting off on your own or should I do it for you?" Arohi said glaring at Emily and then at me. Emily gave me a confused look.

Wow! She was really on a roll today!

"Rohan, leave her right now!" Arohi ordered looking back at me but I don't take orders from no one, not even from her!

"Just get the hell out of here. I have no business with you. Go find someone and have fun. Leave me alone!" I said shifting my attention again towards Emily.

"Rohan. Just... let's go." Arohi said holding my hand and pulling me with her but I jerked her hand off immediately. I didn't know what she woke in me, I felt a sudden jolt of anger. I stood up pushing Emily off me. She stumbled with my sudden behavior. Arohi stood glued to her place with her hard eyes on me. They were emotionless giving me serious competition.

"Let's go to where? I already told you not to come here as you won't enjoy. If you want to leave then just leave. Stop bothering me." I said making my voice a little louder. Arohi didn't move a bit nor did she say anything. She just glared back at me with the same expressions. I took a deep breath as I moved my hand through my hair. She was making me reckless. I paced back and forth before finally coming before her.

"You know what? You stay here. We will leave. Let's go." I said as I held Emily's hand and pulled her with me making my way out of the bar. This time I didn't hear Arohi nor I felt her behind me. After coming to a safe distance I looked over my shoulder to check on her but I couldn't spot her anywhere.

"Why did you stop? Let's go somewhere where people won't bother us?" Emily said giving me a flirtatious smile pulling me with her and she succeeded up to a certain point until it hit me that I actually couldn't see Arohi anywhere. I jerked her hand off roughly.

"Get the fuck away from me!" I said through gritted teeth. She stood there dumbfounded not getting my mood reversal.

"What is wrong with you? You were..." Emily asked holding my hand as I jerked it off again.

"I need to find her. This place is no good." I murmured as my eyes scanned the whole place searching for those hazel eyes. I felt the nervousness and fear building inside me. I started moving to any direction not bothering about the people coming in my way. Where the fuck did she go?

She wasn't at the counter too. Now I am really losing my shit. I will kill every fucking person present here if anything happens to her or someone misbehaves with her. I looked around in every corner searching through people. Looking at each of the faces was making me even more reckless. I could feel my heart hammering inside my chest. I felt my thoughts running wild, imagining all the worst that could happen. It was not helping my already panicked heart. Anxiety took over me. I can't lose her, not her! Not another person again! I won't be able to live if something happens to her. Damn it! I'll kill myself if something happens to her. Just when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked back with reflex.

"Are you back to normal or do you want to act for some more time?" Arohi asked raising her eyebrow at me giving me a smirk. I felt relieved more than ever. She was standing in front of me in one piece. But anger built inside me and I felt like slapping her for a prank like this. I clenched my fist in an attempt to stop myself from slapping her. I let out a deep breath, closing my eyes. I needed to calm down.

"Why controlling yourself, Rohan? Aren't you gonna slap me?" Her tone was challenging and the smirk refused to leave from her face.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? Where the hell did you go? Do you think that was funny?! What if something happens to you? Huh?" The words left my mouth before I could think. My voice was loud and showed the rage I had in me at that moment. I could see her giving me a knowing smile. I fucked up again! My heart was a weak bastard! Her smile was my signal to stop and that's exactly what I did. I gave myself away this time, this was not my plan! I let my heart come back to a normal pace and I tried to calm my mind.

"Why?" She started with raising her eyebrow trying to contain her smile. "You asked me to enjoy myself so I was doing it? Why are you back? Where is the blonde?" Arohi finished looking around with faking a concerned expression plastered on her flawless face.

"Stop kidding around, Arohi," I said gritting my teeth at her as anger took over me once again.

"I am not, Rohan. See, there are loads of people to give me company so you enjoy. I will be fine." She said gesturing with her hand. I kept my gaze locked on her face.

"Just shut the fuck up!" I said when a guy came from behind her and put his arms around her waist. Arohi jumped at the unexpected touch, she was scared and disturbed. My blood boiled looking at the sight right before me. I gritted my teeth hard and clenched my fists ready to kill this jerk who was touching my girl. How dare he touch her like that without even asking!!

"Wanna join us, gorgeous?" He said in a low voice going near her ear. Arohi shivered uncomfortably. Disgust was written all over her face.

"Umm..." She pushed him off with a little force. He went back but still had his one hand over her back.

"Don't you dare!! Leave her right now!" I said and in a swift moment, I pushed him away from her. I still had my one hand over his chest in a threatening way, firing daggers with eyes. He laughed mockingly at me as he dramatically threw his hands up in the air.

"Easy man! I saw you going with Ema so thought she might need some company." He said looking at Arohi up and down, checking her out. That's it!! I am done with this fucker! I pulled Arohi to my side and held her hand tight.

"Don't bother. I am still here. She doesn't need a jerk like you to keep her company."

"Dude. Chill, I was just being considerate." He said coming closer when I held his jacket tight. His friends came to his rescue and stood around us. The loud music was cut off and every single person was staring at our direction.

"Rohan stop. Let's go." I felt Arohi's grip on my hand tightened. She tried pulling me to the side. But I didn't move at all.

"Rohan, please. Leave him." She said again pulling me with her. I took a deep breath and pushed the guy with much greater force. He stumbled backward and fell hard on his ass. I turned around and left the bar holding Arohi's hand in mine.

I fast paced out of the alley and stopped where there were less to no people around. Arohi didn't say a single word throughout the walk. I turned around to face her. The look on her face was something I didn't imagine. The smile was replaced by some expressions which suggested hurt and sadness but I wasn't sure exactly what it was. But she wasn't looking at me anymore.

"Have you lost your mind? What the fuck was that? Do you know how this place is? Do you know how greedily people were looking at you? They might have fucked you countless times with their eyes." I said looking down at her.

"Why does it bother you, Rohan?" She asked moving her head up to look at me. So many emotions were held in those honey eyes. I looked away immediately with the fear that she would read me. I don't know if I am letting any emotion show but if I am, then I don't want her to see them. She has anyway become an expert at that.

"Becuase..." I said looking away at the empty dark street. "Because you came here with me and if anything would have happened to you then my dear friends would have killed me," I said with a calm voice now. She let out a rueful laugh as she looked down. Then she looked up at me again with tearful eyes which held determination in them.

"Lie! Everything you say or do is a lie, Rohan." She said without even blinking once. Looking straight into my eyes. I felt my breath uneven as I searched for a reply to get back at her. I took a step back from her and moved away to the side so that she couldn't see my face.

"Do you..." I was finally saying when she cut me off.

"I am not going to believe anything you say or do. So don't bother." She said and came stood before me. She gave me a sweet smile again as she looked a little better than before. I looked down at her. She was smiling with teary eyes which held love for me. All I could feel was fear looking into her hazel orbs. I feared her love, it was stronger than I thought.

The next moment I felt her body against mine. Her warmth mingling with my skin, giving me a weird sensation and warming my cold heart. She wrapped her arms around my torso, resting her head on my chest. I stood there taking my time to register what just happened.

Why the hell she keeps doing this stuff?

I couldn't even push her away. I don't want to push her. But with a great effort, I held her shoulders and made an attempt to push her back but she held me tighter.

"Just for some time. It was really scary out there, Rohan." She said in a low voice. I don't have any fucking idea what this girl is doing to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have any idea how am I going to send her back if I can't even push her at this moment. I again took a sigh and left her shoulder making my hand travel to her back holding her gently.

I could sense a smile forming on her lips as she moved her head to the crook of my neck. I felt a shiver down my spine as her soft breath teased my sensitive skin. What the fuck is this girl doing to me? I let out a sigh cursing myself for not being able to do just anything in this situation.

We stood there not bothering about time or the worry of returning home. I felt my heart experiencing peacefulness once again in her arms. The moment felt so perfect, standing in the middle of a lonely street with dim street lights and the moon to witness my weakest moment. I was not strong enough to break this moment. I just couldn't do it so I just let it be. I excused myself this time.

It's fine, I let our love win just this one last time...

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I liked it best when
he took control
how he possessed me
completely.
The way I belonged to him
and he to me
and this kind of power
makes you beautifully vulnerable
in ways that you show your true self.
He was my safe place...
I loved him because
I could be me in every way
others never see.
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