Yoo shin jae was looking at me with a amazed stare. I noticed that in her eyes.

" Don't stare at me like that" I said with a funny face .

" The more I see you , the more I got amazed. By the way are you going to drink whisky? Again?" She asked curiously.

"Yeah gurl. You know I drink specially this day every year" While saying that I got up and went to the living room.Shin jae followed me too. I opened my refrigerator and took out two bottles of whisky. 

"Shin Jae will you have some with me?"

"Yeah sure, Don't do this formality. You know I will not miss the chance" She winked

"Yah , naughty girl ha? " 

I laughed and brought two glasses with the bottle. We sat face to face on the table.I poured some whisky on both the glasses and pushed one towards her.

" Isn't it quite unbelievable to peoples that doctors also drink whereas they told people not to drink to keep their health fit and fine" she took a sip after that..

" Uh-ha! Don't forget to toast!" as I said we toasted our drinks.

" Doctors are also human. They also have pains in life . They also have their own problems. They even can do mistakes like the other peoples do" I almost drank the half of glass after I said that.

"Woah ... girl! Take it slow .. Don't rush ! Your drink is not going anywhere" She said looking carefully at me. " Well you said the true facts. People just made up the images of doctor that they are god as they save people's life. As like God have no problem, doctor's can't have problems they assume"

" Maybe that's also a mistake of doctors. They made up their image like this in front of the world with a fucking smile bearing tons of hardships behind that smile. But what else can they do? You can't give your life that priority in this profession as like you give in a patient's live" I finished 2 glasses already and poured some again. I filled the glass to the brim.

" Don't drink too much Yi ana . You'll be totally drunk. Over intoxication is not good " But after that she pushed her glass towards me and gestured me to pour some more for her. I poured some in her glass.

" More I will be intoxicated , more happy I'll stay by forgetting my pains. You know it accelarates the body ability and boosts energy , specially in brain. Fuck to all the explanations! I'll stay good for sometimes. Will be able to bear this unbearable pain easily for some moments" I smiled with the corner of lips with a weak vision.

"Listen , I have been giving you accompany since the last 5 years. But I still don't know how your parent's died. At least  I do have the right to know! Don't I ? I mean many people lose their parent's in the young age , but after a period of time they just move on . They don't at least feel the same pain you feel every year this day.." She said those things quite casually. She is also getting intoxicated otherwise she couldn't tell those things so casually to me which she told me now.

I finished my glass and while pouring some in them I looked directly at her with a serious gaze.

"You want to know why I feel same pain? Why can't I move on like the other guys who loose their parents in such a young age like mine? Because my parents death was not normal bitch! They were murdered!! That's why I couldn't be like the other normal young assholes" I cursed abundantly. I also didn't suffered much twing while saying those sensitives words of my life. The intoxication that I made for myself didn't let my brain to catch those tactful words I utterd a while ago.

"MURDERED? How , what happened actually? Why they were murdered? " She said that and moved her glass away making me understand that she will not drink more and she is serious to know about my past.

" So , you are very curious to know about my fucking painful past? The same shitty past which still give me the same pain" I laughed and drank the full wine of my glass . I again poured some. I know this much drinking is not good for me. But today I just broke all the rules. 

" Then today I will tell you my past. Honestly I didn't share those incidents with anyone in my life till now. You are going to be the first person today to know that. To know about my unbelievable life right before 8 years" I took a sip.

" Good then get started" 

" So listen, " I cleared my voice as like I am going to tell you some story and started.

" My life before 8 years is like dream to me now. I was a normal high school student living in a happy family with my father and mother. I am their only child. I was 16 then. You know the phrase sweet sixteen?! My life was at the age of sixteen was as sweet as sugar.! I used to go to school with my friends, used to play , laugh , do mischieves like the all other young people. And you know a secret! I also had a lover. Yes , I had boyfriend . Many boys used to propose me at that age but I always rejected them. I didn't like them actually . I didn't find my type in them. I always liked guys who would really know how to love.. what actually that pure emotion is! And That boy with his warm love and care. The most safe I used to feel with him after my parent's . Honestly , I mean I really loved him wholeheartedly. More than anything. At that time people around me just do relations to have fun only. But I used to hate them and those kind of relations. I kept myself loyal forever and desired someone as loyal as me. The one who will my defination of love and relationship"  I stopped for a while, Sighed under my breathe and finished my whole glass of whiskey. Shin jae poured some in my glass. I again started.

" My life was going good with all these. I was also a good student so my parent's were well satisfied with me. They also use to rebuke me... You know .. I miss those harsh words also now.! And my dad had a huge buisness. So, they didn't let me feel any type of emptyness in my life. And then the day! 3rd february came . The day went really well . I mean one really can't predict what is going to happen with him/her. In the same day he/she had the most happiness and maybe after a few moment the most painful things will just destroy him/her. As usual I came at home in the evening , changed my dress  and got fresh. But suddenly I could hear a dispute is going in between my mom and dad. They usually don't fight , they just resolves it quickly . But this time something was serious. They were very much bothered with some sorts of matter. I could hear the MAFIA word several times. It didn't took much time for me to understand that it was about the mafia gang again. I heard a mafia gang had a very old dispute with our family. And the dispute in turning in to bigger from the heirs to heirs. I heard they are very big and dangerous. But I really didn't know what is the matter that they have this big enemity with our family and I didn't get to know that much about them. So after some moments everything in my house turned normal. So I didn't bother myself more about that.  We just had dinner as usual and I went to my room to sleep peacefully. I also felt asleep soon. But at the midnight..."

I stopped again. I could feel my face is turning red and warmth is coming out from my face,ears. I understood that it is the over reaction of drinking too much. I was feeling to throw up. But I saw some remaining in my glass. I sighed and gulped. Stared at the glass for some moments and drank the rest.

"Please don't drink more.You have drinked too much today! You are not looking good. I think you should go and sleep. I'll hear any other day" Her voice sounded concerned.

"No,No! You've to listen the whole.. I have started..." I took a deep breathe..

" At the midnight , my sleep broke by a huge sound . I got up from bed and it took for me to realize that it was sound of a gunshot. I was too much scared at that time because I was hearing the sound right in my house. Too much close to me. My feet froze there. But still I gathered some courage in my heart and went to my parent's room. Then what I saw I was not ready at all! Not even after hearing the sound of  gunshot.I saw five people and two of them was pointing the gun on my parents and three of them already collected all the expensive things of house. And the biggest shock I got when I looked at my Mom and Dad. THEY WERE DEAD!! Their dead bodies were lying on the floor. They already had several shots on their on their body.But those cruel people were brutal. They were not humans! They were monsters... How a human can kill another human so barbaurasly?! They continued shooting on their body. I was not even able to speak a word out watching that.My heart wanted to yell out but I couldn't even move my feet a bit. At a time I couldn't able to bear their monsterous act , I screamed out and ran towards their head, I screamed out more to stop them but at that time.....THEY DIRECTLY  SHOOT ON BOTH OF THEIR HEADS. THE BLOOD FROM THEIR HEAD JUST OUT SPREAD AND SMEARED MY WHOLE FACE!! IT WAS SMEARED ON MY BODY LIKE SOMEONE SPILLED WATER ON ME..! MY WHOLE FACE WAS SMEARED WITH MY MOM AND DAD'S BLOOD..FRESH BLOOD ! YOU CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW IT FEELS! HOW IT FEELS TO GET YOUR FACE AND BODY SMEARED WITH THE BLOOD OF YOUR OWN PARENTS!! I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE ALL THAT WAS HAPPENING IN FRONT OF MY EYES... I COULDN'T MOVE MY GAZE FROM MY PARENT'S WOUNDED BODY..THEIR CLOTHES WERE SOAKED WITH THEIR OWN BLOOD. THE ROOM, THE FLOOR WAS JUST FILLED WITH THEIR BLOOD.I MOVED MY GAZE TOWARDS THOSE MOSNTERS..AND...AND!!

I held my head at that moment with an illusive pain. It was like I could see things happening now right in front of my eyes again..I screamed out..! 

" IT WAS HIM ! THE ONE WHOM I LOVED..THE ONE I TRUSTED THE MOST AFTER MY PARENTS..MY LOVE! HE CAME AND KILLED MY PARENTS THIS BRUTALLY...!! I CAN'T BEAR THE SITUATION THERE MORE. I LOST MY SENSE THEIR"

" Yi ana I don't want to hear more...your condition is getting worse ... please stop! "

A/N: SO THIS THE SECOND CHAPTER NOW! HOW IS IT GOING GUYS!! LET ME KNOW THROUGH YOUR COMMENT...I LOVE THEM..! TAKE LOVE <3