Yiana's sleep broke hearing Yeosang cry . She opened her eyes and saw yeosang is already awake. She immediately sat up and took him in her lap. She tried to make him calm but still he was crying. She grabbed her phone and saw it was already 7:15. She woke up late today . She understood why Yeosang is crying is so much because he is hungry. She right away to the bottle of milk and went to kitchen to make some milk. She also kept yeosang in her lap, that made him a little calm. She quickly made some milk and sat on sofa to fed him. While feeding him , she noticed a message from Jungkook in her phone. She saw that he sent him the location of the restaurant where they are going to meet. As it was a work day for both of them so he kept it in night at 8 pm. She left a deep breathe with stress. She remembered everything about the yesterday night and also finalised that , today she will also take Yeosang with her . She will say everything about Yeosang. If he accepts yeosang with her , she will continue with him. If he didn't , she have to comeback to her alone life again. She just got quaver thinking herself alone again. She felt it deeply that unknowningly she really got to much close with jungkook, he already is her habit now. She just got flashback of their beautiful moments. Though it was too short time but she connected her the most with him. The way he made her laugh, her smile and make her happy was all she had in her. Even she shed tears of that beautiful pain for him.

How I will again survive alone without him?

She questioned herself . But then she decided if her life is this cruel to her , she will fight again. She has her one and only desired child with her.

She took a short shower , ate something and went to hospital. As usual she kept yeosang to the nurse and went to chamber . She treated all her patients. After finishing checking them all of them, she just closed her eyed and sat for some moments leaning her head towards back to the chair. At that moment someone knocked the door. She permitted the person to enter. It was Dr. Hoseok.

" Dr. Hoseok? How are you? " She said with a smile .

"I am fine , Dr. Yiana. How about you?" He said with a wide smile like always.

" Yeah I am fine too"

" I actually came to you for this report . I need another doctor's sign here as referrance. Will you give yours?" 

" Yes , Of course! Where I have to ?" 

" Wait , there you go! here you have to sign." He gave me the report after checking it , I signed it.

"Dr. Yiana" 

"Yes ?" She looked up to him.

" How you balance everything so nicely being such young? I mean you are not even 25 up ! But you are playing a role of an ideal mother also maintaining your career so nicely . You are one of the best doctors in the country and you know for me you are the best mother too! I mean it"

" Thanks Dr. Hoseok, Actually situation turned me like this . You saw everything in front of your eyes . And now I can't think anything in my life without the baby! He is my life. "

" Really , people should learn from you" he said with the same bright smile. 

" And I also got best collegues like you, who always supports me , when I am down. Always helped me in my problem! You know you all also deserve a big credit for me being so strong !" She said gratefully.

" Well , that's also true ! You can't deny your friends right, Yiana?"

" Yah Hoseok-ah ! I will never"

Both of them chuckled. Then Dr. Hoseok left her chamber. Yiana remembered about Jungkook. She took her phone and called him. 

" Hello yan ! How are you?"

" Yeah Kook .. I am fine "

" So you are coming?"

"Y-Yes kook, I will be coming. I want to see you! I - I am.. "

She stopped . Finally , she could convey a little bit of her feelings to him.

" I am glad you at least wanted to see me" 

" I always wanted to kook . I want you to .."

She couldn't speak more  of that . Her voice cracked.

" Yan ! Don't cry . I know you are crying. I also understood that yesterday you were crying too. What are you feeling? Why you are so tensed?? Just open up to me girl. I'll listen. I will hear everything and will accept you."

" Really kook? You will accept even after hearing everything?" 

" Yes of course Yan . I said I will do anything for this love"

" Okay Kook. I will tell you everything today ! Why I am so worried, why I am tensed or scared!"

For the first time Jungkook felt a different thing in him hearing that. A slight part of tension also growed in him.

" Okay Yan ! I'll be waiting for you!"

" Bye Kook ! "

They hung up. She finally made her mentally prepared to say everything and accept whatever happens. She went to hospital management to take an early leave.

" I am scared ...He still doesn't know I have a baby" Yi ana just mumbled while getting in to her car with the baby.

" I can't continue a relationship with a false at first, But I am also scared of losing him. He gave me that love, trust, care that I once lost . That's why I am taking this biggest step. If he wants to accept me , he have to accept me with this baby. Maybe he will think any bad about me but I will try my best to make him understand, I can't leave my baby !! If he doesn't accept me with the baby I know I have to leave him.... Again I have to tolerate the same pain I had 8 years ago" ... Thinking all that Yi Ana stopped her car in front of a restaurant and by checking the adress she ensured the place.

She parked the car in the parking lot and called Jungkook with trembling hands....

" Hello, Kook ! I am at the parking lot no.4 "

" Ok yan , Wait I am coming " He sounds very excited...

" Ok Kook .. I am waiting " Saying that she cut the call and an unknown emotion just made a storm in her heart. She could hear her heartbeat so fast. She looked in the side seat and saw the baby is sleeping peacefully. As She looked at the baby for sometimes, tears rolled down from her eyes...

" I don't know yeosang what is going to happen with us but I promise my child I will never leave you " ... she took the baby in her lap and at that moment someone knocked at the window of her car. No doubt it was jungkook... She hold her breath and opened the door of the car.

" Hi Yan! " he said that with a sweet smile on his face but being a little confused he asked

" Whose baby is this in your lap? "

" That's My baby Kook " she looked at his eyes directly with helplessness. As soon he heard that his Gaze turned into a serious one .......

 " This is one of the reason of me being tensed,Kook! I have a baby with me ! My baby.. Will you accept me with the baby?"

She said with trembling voice and teary eyes. Jungkook didn't utter a word.  He just stared at her with shocked eyes . His serious face immediately turned to a shocked one. 

" I knew that kook you will be shocked hearing this. I also knew that maybe you'll not even accept me after knowing this. I'll keep my explaination to you. I'll tell everything about yeosang."

For the first time , she saw some tears gathering in Jungkook's eye . 

" Yan , you are my most desired love. I - I really can't think anything without you ! I really can't"

His voice cracked and he bowed his head down. He didn't want her to see his tears.

" Kook will you please come to my home now with me? I will tell you everything"

He looked at her as she said that. 

"I will tell everything about him . If you trust me, then I don't care about anything else. I was just scared to tell you all . Because y-you.. ! I also didn't want to lose you. Actually I want to devote myself in this relationship so immensely, that I couldn't bear the pain later. But Kook.."

He kept staring at her with those teary eyes . Yiana didn't want to cry. She wanted to stay strong in front  of him. But still her voice cracked . It went too deep.

"Kook , I already devotted myself immensely in you. You also became my habit . I-I just couldn't but maybe I have to bear that pain"

"I'll go to your home Yan! I'll hear everything you want to say . Every acceptable explanations you want to tell ! I still want to have you in my life."

He said with restlessness in his voice. He can't get over what he saw , but he still didn't want to deny her. He want to hear everything and accept her.

" Ok kook . Let's go to my home then, I will tell you everything there."

They got in Yiana's car . Yiana was keeping the baby in the back seat but Jungkook wanted to keep yeosang with him.

"Yiana, Let me hold him. What's his name?"

" Yeosang. Kang yeosang"

Yiana gave the baby in his lap . He took him and stared at him for some moments. The innocent face and wide cute eyes was making his heart mess. Yeosang also kept looking at Jungkook and chuckled.He couldn't evenaccept this child will stand as an obstacle in his and Yiana's relation. He just kept looking at him and tear flowed from his eyes.

Yiana's P.O.V 

I stared at him looking at the baby. I saw tears in his eyes . Those tears made me feel severely bad. But I had nothing to do. He had to know the truth. I started to drive the car towards my home. The whole way we kept silent. Even yeosang felt asleep . And my mind was full of tons of questions. I was talking to myself the whole road.

I know kook when you will know the truth about the baby, you may accept me. I also know it will be difficult to face the society . Because you have that trust on me , you believe me. But society  will never . They will assume that yeosang is my biological child, we are just trying to hide the whole whereas he is not ! As one of the best doctor of the country I can't have such a image in society! That's harmful for both my and Jungkook's career. I dunno what will happen!

We reached home and got out of the car. I saw yeosang is sleeping peacefully in Kook's lap. Even Kook was holding him with such care and tenderness. I took him carefully from his lap and went inside my house . Kook followed me. 

" Kook will you please hold him again? I have to make some milk for him, otherwise he will feel hungry at midnight and will cry."

He left a breath and took him in his lap. He didn't even utter a word since then. I made some milk for him quickly and went to room. Kook followed me towards the room with yeosang and lyed on the bed with carefulness that he might not break his sleep. I quickly changed yeosang's clothes and started to feed him. I could notice a deep stare of kook on me the whole time.

" kook this baby is not my biological child"

I spoke breaking the silence. I could see his widen eyes looking at me.

" W-what he is not? " he tried to speak.

" No , he is not my biological child . I adopted him"

" Why?" He asked being surprised.

" I used to have a roommate couple of years ago. She was more like my friend though she was older than me. She used to take my care as like she was my big sister. You know my Mom and Dad died 8 years ago through a accident, after them , I only got her as my so close . Unfortunately she was impregnant by his boyfriend , but he left her. Even her own parent's denied her as daughter. So, she came from Daegu and started to live here as my roommate in seoul. She wanted her child to born, to see the light of the world . Her one and only asset was her child growing in her body. I took her all care , as I am a doctor. Even I was surgeon while her delievery but..."

I stopped . Another painful moment of my life started to appear in front of me . I just closed my eyes for some moments. Then, I looked at my baby sleeping peacefully. It hurts me to deny as my biological child. I really love him like my own child but he is not.

" But during her delievery, we lost her due to excessive bleeding. Her last words to me was to take care of her child. To let him cherish this world's beautiful moment happily. To admire him as my own child. And from then , Yeosang became the asset of my life . The one and only reason for me to live "

 I stopped leaving a heavy breath . I saw him still staring at me with amazed eyes.

" If you trust me kook, I don't care about the society! let them assume whatever they want , I'll just devote myself in your love . I promise"

Finally I could convey him all of my my feelings. But I looked down , bowed my head down fearing him not to trust me.

" Yan" He spoked with his deep voice. I didn't look at him . I kept my stare down and closed my eyes to hear the next words he utter.

"We will have the happiest family with our own child Yeosang ! "

I just looked at him with a surprize and gratefulness. I eyes shed tears of happiness after so many years.

A/N: Dear readers, Is it going well? I want feedbacks guys that am I able to convey the best? Stay tuned to love it more ! ^-^ Yes of course if you have loved it till now then ! <3