I couldn't believe those words first. I was so much happy hearing him saying it, that I couldn't just say anything.

" K-Kook" I uttered his name with surprised tone. 

"Yes Yan! I'll accept you and your baby too. This baby is your heart, reason of your living. And I can't separate it from my reason of living. I don't care about society. Let them assume what they want . And obviously your hospital also know the real fact, right? This will never create an obstacle in our relation, girl! I promise you to lead the happiest life together. "

He came to me and wiped my tears from my cheeks with soft touch of his thumb. I closed my eyes and held his hand. I hugged him tightly. I held my head against his chest. His illusive smell was like heaven to me that time. I just kept him closest to mine. I could feel his hand patting my head. He then cupped my face with his hand and kissed on my forehead. I got the first touch of his lips on me. The patt on my head doesn't just felt like patt .. it felt like a shelter on me. A person who understands me, loves me and care about me. A person for whom the reason of his every breath is me. After many years , I felt myself so special.

"Thanks Kook ! I-I love you a lot"

For the first time I said those words to him.

" Ahh Yan ! You know how it feels to hear those from you ! It feels like heaven ... For the first time , you said that "

" Yes I really do , Boy ! " I touched his cheeks softly and brushed my thumb . I saw him smiling , the cutest smile. I also smiled watching him this happy.

" Ok come on . Let's eat some light foods.I know you are hungry. Let's take some wine too. I am tired "

Saying that I held his hand and took him with me to the dinning room. 

" You take wine? " He asked suprisingly.

" Yeah why? Can't I ? " I asked him while working.

" I mean doctors also drink?" 

" Why aren't doctors human?" 

I said while taking out the bottle of wine from refrigarator. 

" No .. I mean.. I thought they don't drink..." 

He put off his coat from his body and kept it on sofa. I went to table with all those and we sat.

" You know I also take whiskey" I smiled with the corner of my lips.

" Whiskey too? Umm.. I didn't thought of this side of yours. Then wine will not intoxicate you "

" Yeah I am used to it. Whenever I am tired , I took some to re energise me! Well Kook you got a good body though"

I said noticing his biceps.

"Yes Of course . You know I have to fight sometimes physically . So I have to keep myself fit. You like it ha?" He smirked 

" Yah Jungkookah ! Don't act naughty ! " I said with disgusted face.

" I actually don't act naughty.. I am naughty .. Hehe ! "

" Aissh.. this boy ! " I faked a sigh.

We gossiped while Eating and drinking. After many years I felt peace , I got a companion to talk with about my bad and goods. I was so happy that it healed my wound of hearts while talking to him. He talked about his family. We did silly talks and laughed together. All those little emotions meant a lot for me. 

" Yan , I should leave now "

" What's the time? " I checked it out.

" It's 10 pm already " He said while checking his phone.

" Yeah that's a bit late though. But won't you see picture of Ms. Eunbi?"

" Oh yeah.. I want to see her picture"

" Then come to this Room.."

I went to another room. He followed me.

" Eunbi used to stay in this room. I kept all her things . I kept her photos too. All the things , even the clothes she used "

" You were quite fond of her "

" well , still I am . I still remember in my wishes"

I said while taking  pictures out of the wadrobe. I showed that to Jungkook.

" She was cute"

" Yes, Yeosang is also as cute as her." 

I smiled looking at the picture . I kept saying things about Eunbi, what she used to do , to say! Everything.. But I noticed he was just staring at me while smiling.

" Hehe .. I am talking too much right? I am sometimes a bit talkative"  I smiled confusedly.

But the second moment I got surprised when I felt his lips on mine. I didn't even notice when he held my chin with my thumbs and kissed me. I was too suprised with his sudden action. The pictures fell from my hand and my eyes got widen. I could only see his closed eyes, how immensely he is carressing my lips with his soft one. After a moment , he broke it. I didn't even kissed him back being so surprised . He just stared at my eyes. I also couldn't take off my eyes from that gaze of him. His gaze was already making me understand that he is not finished yet. He wants from mine. His hands went to my waist . He grabbed me closer to him with his whole arm . He slowly came closer to my face. My heart started beating fast. He was just an inch away from my lips. He stared at my lips for a moment and then smashed his on mine. His one hand went to my hand and we locked our fingers. I kissed him back slowly closing my eyes. I just entailed myself in that very impulsively. I just felt his gentle and caring kisses. 

But my nerves started to whirl by an unknown sensation when I felt his hand under my dress . He sneaked my body under my shirt. He kept giving me wet kisses. I grabbed his collar tightly and involved myself passionately. At a moment he carried me in his arms . I was very nervous.He wants to fulfill all desires tonight? I didn't thought that it will come to this far. But before even saying that to him he rode on me and snugged him in my neck. His hands were roaming around all the curves of my body. That sensation was so dangerous and attracting that I couldn't even ignore when his hands reached my dress to undo it. He kept giving wet kisses on my neck while unbuttoning my shirt. I could feel he was lefting purple marks on my neck and beauty bone through the way he was doing. I couldn't stop myself ,even my hands went unknowingly to his shirt to undo it. He removed his shirt and I saw him half naked in front of me. He already undressed me . I was only in my undergarments in front of him. I couldn't look at his eyes . My cheeks were burning . I only saw him smiling , watching me blush like that.

 Yiana, You shouldn't do everything now ! It's not the right time!! 

My mind was saying me repeatedly. But, I also couldn't took myself out of that feel . That was fully unknown to me , that sensation is not in my controll now. But I couldn't understand that I would get this much involved in this feeling. I just closed my eyes and felt his every intimate touch. Each and every moment it was making me crazy . At a time , I could feel he unclasped my undergarments too. He threw it and his kiss started to follow downwards to my body. When it went to my chest, my spine shivered. He roamed his hand on one while sucking another. I couldn't but moan. My breathes were going heavy and fast. I moaned mess when I felt his bite on the soft place. I arched my back and grabbed bedsheets with my closed eyes , feeling that immense pleasure. He kept doing it and I couldn't but moaned his name grabbing his hair.

" Jungkook-ah!!!!"

He didn't stop , he went towards my belly . I could feel that I was already wet. I knew physical intimacy is needed but never thought that it will come so quickly. The more time was going the more I was losing myself in him. He was very slow and gentle . He kept kissing every features of my body , but when he put his fingers in mine I moaned hard. It was a bit painful though it had an unknown pleasure. I kept moaning when he was doing it. And after that moment he started to remove his pant he was only in his underware then. I was breathing very heavily but when I saw him doing that my mind automatically told me to stop him from doing that.It was also so hard for me because it went to far. Even , my body was also craving for that pleasure. But I paced myself and tried to change it in a different way. When he was about to remove his boxer , I just grabbed his arm and pulled him towards me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him again passionately. Just to distract him from doing that. I could feel he was also happy with my action. That kiss went too deep but at the same time his lips felt soft and gentle. As like he was sucking all pleasures from me slowly and gently. I broke the kiss and went to his neck . I left some hickeys their. My kisses went to his ear and I bitted down on his earlobe. I could understand it was turning him more but I had no other way to distract him from doing that . Even I was also fighting my own desires to stop myself from wanting that pleasure. I whispered slowly in his ears,

" Boy ,don't do evrything tonight. Let's keep some desires Unfulfilled tonight"

Hearing that he came closer to my face and touched my cheeks softly and touched my cheeks softly, 

" Girl don't think you are turning me on saying that so seductively" 

I smiled at him and messed his hair a bit. 

" Don't just fulfill all craves now... let some remain unfilled , hun! You'll feel better next time"

I said cutely. He smiled cutely and kissed on my forehead.

" Okay Maam.. as your wish! " 

" Good boy ! " I smiled saying that.

He lyed beside me and put a blanket on both of us . I lyed close to him.

" You were about to go Kook"

" Yeah about to but I don't want to go now. I just want to stay closest to you. Keep you like this to me and adore you"

He smiled and pulled me wrapping his arm on my body. His alluring smell was crazy . I buried myself in his body. 

" Please stay this close to me always . Never leave me ! Never!!"

I said that hugging him tightly.

" I promise you I'll never leave you ! I will keep you always like this. Protect you from every danger and will lead the happiest life with our child"

" Thanks for trusting me Kook"

" Ahh Girl! your this temptating smell is making me crazy! Why you are so beautiful? Why I only feel so peace when I am with you!! What you have done with me dear!!"

I heard some of them,I smiled but I don't know when I fell asleep.After 8 years I got such a peaceful and warm place to sleep.