Yiana took a deep breath and entered the hospital. She again have to act. She have to act like everything is normal. As she did 8 years ago , after her parents death and also after killing that person . She could feel everyone was staring at her as she didn't have baby with her today. But it cannot be said by watching her face ,that she is going through such a disaster. She kept a smile on her face, as always she used to keep. But inside she was feeling devastated each and every moments. She was feeling to run towards to her child. It's first in her life she is away from her child and also like this ! She couldn't even think that her child is with that dangerous person. She was walking and suddenly she bumped on someone. 

" Oh! I am sorry , really sorry! " She said being panicked.

" Oh come on Dr. Yiana , It happens " It was Yoo shin Jae.

" Oh, Shin Jae! " She got more nervous because she knew, she will definitely catch her nervousness.

" Yes , don't be so panicked girl! How are you? where is yeosang by the way? You kept him already?" 

" No , I-I mean I didn't take him today " She tried to smile.

" Didn't take him? But why ? You never left him alone at home, any problem?" She asked being tensed.

" No, No ! No problem we are alright, he is a bit sick. So I kept him with leehon" She said that while stammering a bit.

" Oh! But Yiana , you looked so tensed and also you are stammering, anything wrong?" She still forced her watching her too tensed.

Yiana didn't say anything for a while. She thought for one time she should say everything to shin jae. But the next moment she thought that, this will bring more disaster! Her baby will be harmed, already he is with them. They kept eye on her and also her voice is transmitting through the transmittor. That wound is still paining like hell..

" What Yiana? What are you staring at ? What are you thinking so deeply ?" She held her and pushed her slightly.

" No. nothing shin jae, I should go to patients. They are waiting you know! " She tried to avoid her suspicious gaze and also her questions.

"Umm.. okay ! But I don't think so everything is going right , Yiana! I can smell something fishy!" She crumped her eyebrows.

" You and your suspicious nose! Go to your work Dr. Shin Jae ! " She tried to chuckle.

" YAh! I got it that you are not tensed but don't say my nose is bad ! Huh! Now go punk !" She pouted and went away.

Yiana also went to her chamber thinking that she should be more careful. She should be more aware. Any wrong move will harm her child and she will not be able to tolerate that. Omly for her child she have to do that sin again. She is only doing for the sake of her child. She don't know what will happen next, but she just want to escape from this horrible present. She can't bear this situation anymore. She entered the chamber and started to check the patients.  She was not able to concentrate on any works. She couldn't keep her mind set at one thing. Each and every moment the thoughts were killing her inside piece by piece. Suddenly she got a call from the nurse of the babysitting ward, who used to take care of yeosang. She sighed and recieved the call... She has to lie again,

" Hello nurse!"

" Yes Dr. Yiana! You came to hospital today?" 

" Yes nurse , I actually didn't took yeosang with me . He is a bit sick and I kept him at home with one of my brother. He will take his care"

" Oh ! That's the thing . I was tensed why he didn't came. After all, I take his care. "

" Yes nurse, I know. Thanks alot for that"

" Anytime doctor! Okay I'll hung up now.."

" Bye! "

They hung up the call. It was the lunch time. She was just thinking how she will take methadone escaping from everyone's eyes. That's very hard for her . But the plus point is she is permitted for entering the lab where it is kept. She just have to take a measured amount of that drug for that person. She was afraid thinking if someone saw " Methadone" reduced in the bottle than it will be a mess. So she decided to mix some water to make the quantity same as before. Though she thought that using that drug will be her pluspoint but it became the most dangerous point in her life! She was choosed to murder that person only because she was the one permitted to use that drug, and unfortunately that gang knew that. As she was thinking all that she decided to go to the lab now . Because everyone will be busy now with eating so no one will search for her too much. She just got up and her phone rang suddenly which flinched her. Her heartbeat went fast when she saw it was from Jungkook. She again got too much tensed because she has to lie to him now. She was feeling to tell him every pain she was suffering from but she is binded. An invisible fold just binded her up inside. She left a deep breath and picked the call.

" Hello Yan! " 

" Yes Kook, How are you?  You didn't call me when you reach there?"

" I just went there and got stuck in my works. So I couldn't give you a call! How are you and my baby?"

The word " My baby" from him broked her soul more. Now yeosang is not only her baby. Jungkook just accepted him like his own child . She lost her words to say anything. Both of their child is now in danger, she can't protect their asset. Her heart was screaming inside, we are not well , but she had nothing to do.

" What Yan? Why you are not speaking? Any problem?"

" No, no  We all are good. Just me and the baby is missing dad"

" Yeah don't worry dad will come soon too! I am missing you two a lot"

" Please come soon Kook" her voice was about to crack, she paced herself. But her voice had something that touched jungkook differently.

" I'll come soon love! Don't worry."

" Ok Kook.. I am waiting"

" I am coming just wait a bit! "

" Ok Bye then!"

Yiana cut the call and tears rolled from her eyes. She was just feeling that if jungkook was present here , he maybe took her out of this disaster. She actually was going crazy , trying to console her in every way. She wiped her tears and went towards the lab . She was walking very carefully and trying to escape everyone's eye. Finally she entered the lab without being suspected by anyone. The lab was dark and obviously smell of different chemicals  were floating in the air. She took out her phone and switched the light on . She found out the drug and and took some of them in another jar. Then silently she mixed some water in the bottle to meet up the quantity of reduced drug. She was sweating severely. She was too much disgusted in herself. She is already doing a crime. Taking all the steps to hit the final one right. She was helpless , nothing else can help her out than this. Then she get out of the lab quitely and went to the chamber . She left a breathe , she took the things she needed. The guilt in her was destroying her inside. She was getting a feel that she is a thief, a murderer. Again that feel of killing someone ! All those were haunting her like the dark past. She never expected  that she again have to repeat that sin, again have to feel that ill feelings after this 8 years. She just regretted thinking about yesterday . How happy she was with Kook! She started to believe that her life is end of miseries now, she will be living happily! But applaud to her fate and God's plan. Where she thought that God finally started to give her the reward for all the sacrifices she did, all the miseries she experienced. But who knew that she is paying for the happiness she felt yesterday. Now, she have to pay for the peace she felt yesterday, she is suffering now severely. She left a deep sigh thinking that.

**10:00 Pm at night**

She entered a dark room. But when she entered the whole room lightened up with many lights. She started to walk and two men was behind her. The room was quite big. At a time she saw a body covered with a white sheet lying on table. It more seems like a corpse. They kept him unconcious with some sedatives. She was ordered that she can't even see the face of the person she have to only push the drug as much is needed through his hands. She finally got closed to that body. She was trembling! She is going to kill that person, who is lying alive in front of her. She can't even think that she is going to end a life of a person who didn't even did anything wrong to her. She don't know whom she is killing but the guilt inside , each and everytime was stabbing her. She felt that how his family will react when they will find him dead or even they will get the body? Why this person is so cruel? Why they included her in this crime? Why couldn't they kill the person by themselves? She knew asking herself that will never give any solution or situation will not change. She have to do that. Finally she took out the injection and filled that with that drug. She then checked the pulse of the person, it was too weak. If  it went in his nerves he will die in half an hour! The reaction of this drug is so fast and dangerous.She then was piercing that needle in his nerve, her hands were shaking! Tears were rolling down continiously... she pierced the needle and pushed the whole in his body. Then she threw that injection and sat there crying severely. 

" I am sorry !!! I didn't want to kill you ! Please understand me" She screamed.

The drug started to do reacts. The person was shaking, the sheet from his body slided down. But before Yiana could see his face those two men took her and got out of the room. Still she was crying. They finally took her to yeosang. She took him in lap and hugged him tightly while crying. 

" Sorry baby! Mom was too far away from you today! Mom came now ok? Mom saved you!"

She held him tightly and kept saying all that. She finally could go home taking leehon and yeosang home. Before that Yoongi wanted to meet her but she denied. She didn't want to see that sinner's face again! But she couldn't  forgive herself for what she did today! She just saved her childs life by killing another life. 

" I am a monster " she mumbled with all the disgusted in herself.