How does it feel to live not knowing?

How does it feel to not see

Just because I didn't show it?

I can't live without you knowing

But never will I show it.

It's in the way you lean on her shoulder

It's in the way you care

It wasn't in that joke you told me

To take a second look you wouldn't dare.

Now the school year is done

Our time is out now

180 days and I didn't crack

"I don't blame you babe."

My feelings you could never track.

Oh look, now she's in your lap

Trying to entice you more

You're under her spell

"No babe, everything is alright"

Of this truth I cannot tell.

That girl that you're with is a whore!

Why is it that the first time I look at you

Your eyes are covered in shades?!

Why!

Don't push me away!

I love you.

How can you live not knowing?

How can you live with her at your side?

How can you live knowing that

The real person who loved you

And would call you 'Babe'

Was sitting behined you all along?

I can't and either will you

If I can't have you

No one can.