It's been months now and I can honestly say I have been going through a rollercoaster of emotions and I have mostly gone through so much for you. I have gone through depression and honestly, I can't believe I was depressed for months because of you. I came to the realization that you are an asshole and I fell for it in the end. I try to focus on other things that you and it worked now that I have a boyfriend for 5 months but something makes me feel guilty about having one. I don't even consider him my boyfriend because every time I think about him I think fo you and our memories how we would have been more than one year. I feel guilty about using him because I am just trying to get you out of my head. I know for you it was easy to forget about me because you had the girl all along and I really do hope you the best and I even texted you about it like three weeks ago I just hope you don't forget me which I'm pretty sure you already have. I'm not as depressed anymore honestly I am just writing my thoughts because I know I probably bother everyone about this and even marlen doesn't want to hear me talk about. I hope you tell me happy birthday and if u don't that's okay I understand because I didn't tell you happy birthday but u have to know that I didn't say anything because you had your girlfriend and talking about her didn't you guys break up? Karma is a bitch.