I hate being in love. I hate the constant feeling like You could lose it at anytime. Lose everything. You finally find this great thing. The Great thing everyone is looking for. But it ends. It always leaves You with Your wasted heart standing out in the rain. You're still in love somehow though and he loves you back You think. And this time You think it might be real but you still hate it. You still hate that you stay up some nights sad and frustrated with yourself. You just wish that it could be simple..You love and be loved in return. No worries about losing him. Just feel it and be happy. Why is love so painful? Its one of the most beautiful things You haven't even lost him yet and You know its gonna be terrible. Its going to be the worst yet. Your heart won't want to do this again. Its worth being scared though. You found love that feels like such a confuffled feeling.
I hate being in love.