I'm trying so hard to not break.
I'm trying hard not to think of doing it.
But every mistake I make I want to do it even more.
My life sucks since I was born so what's the point in even having a life now?
Who would care?
Would they even care?
No one will care
I will try one day and that one day will be soon
Maybe it will be my doom
But for now all I say is
Im close to giving up on my life
Do I jump? Do I shoot myself? Do I cut myself until I bleed to death? Or better...do something that happened in my dream?
Hang myself and watch everyone who ever loved me see me...
should I run away and forget everyone else like I have done when I was younger but sadly didn't succeed in running away.
Because who would miss someone like me?