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I have memories with you,
Those I am trying leave behind,
I try not to remember you,
While you are still on my mind.

Playing games with me,
Hiding truth that I want to know,
You are hiding yourself,
You are someone you don't show.

I have tried pretending,
To know you all these years,
I am lying to myself,
Hiding truth behind my tears.

I have no idea,
What is real and what is not,
I feel disgusting looking at the flowers,
The flowers those you bought.

I want you to leave me,
But you are still on my mind,
I am trying to get a reason,
That I am on my way to find.