My whole life has been consumed by other's obscure, filthy desires —
Never quite resolving, how to quench those fires

Wandering aimlessly through this abysmal Earth —
Never really knowing just what I was worth

Was fate really this cruel, or was destiny to blame?
Or is it my fault that I never fully learned how to play the game?

When I think about all that's been lost and wasted...
While soaking in my sorrow, fully submerged and basted

Wondering if it could've been different, outside, far beyond you —
But I'll never know, or even see a preview

Because this life is all I've ever known...
Locked inside my dark château.