Kinakabahan Ako I don't know why, but Dame's words are stuck in my mind like a glue, I kept on thinking about what she said
The words are spreading in every corner of my brain making me nervous

I just Can't handle it.

Sumakay Ako Ng cab Papunta Ng condo ni Damon good thing he gave me the card of the unit. I miss him but at the same time I'm scared to see him and ask him about what dame told me, does he really like me? Or am I just paranoid?

Alas-sais Narin at dumidilim na Sa Labas habang nasa backseat Ako ay Hindi ko maiwasang mapatingin Sa Labas Ang mga naglalakihang building, mga Taong naglalakad Sa daan, mga Taong naghahanap Buhay o nagtitinda Sa daan Meron ring isang batang namamalimos Sa gitna Ng daan

Ang daming Taong nangangailangan Ng tulong Pero Pati paghahanap Buhay ay ipinagbabawal na lalo Sa Mga nagtitinda Sa gilid Ng mga daan, dapat Magpasalamat pa ako ngayon dahil Ang Ayos Ng Buhay ko at nakaka-pag Aral Ako Ng mabuti, Hindi ko dapat pinoproblema Ang mga simpling bagay.

Pagkadating ko Sa Labas Ng building ay nagbayad na ako Sa driver at lumabas Ng sasakyan, Hindi ko Alam Kung bakit kabado Ako Sa magiging sagot ni Damon Sa Mga katanungan ko, I think I'll be shattered Before this night ends.

Pagkapasok ko Ng building ay mabilis akong Dumeretso Sa Elevator, pinindot ko Ang sixteenth floor at naghintay, Habang nasa ganoong posisyon Ako Hindi ko Alam Kung paano ko kakausapin si Damon ang daming Bagay na pumapasok Sa Utak ko

Paano Kung totoo nga Ang Sinabi ni Dame? Paano Kung laro Lang Pala to? Anong Gagawin ko kapag Sinabi ni Damon Ang totoo?

Am I just overthinking? Masyado na Kong nagpapa-apekto? Hindi ko maiwasan Wala Tao Sa elevator Kung Hindi Ako Lang Kaya habang paakyat Ako ay magkahawak Ang aking mga kamay Hindi ko Alam Kung ano Ang dapat Kong isipin, maybe Those we're just lies, I need answers for sure and I can only get them to Damon.

Nang tumunog Ang elevator bell ay lumabas na ako at hinanap Ang unit ni Damon nang makatapat Ako Sa pintuan ay huminga muna Ako Ng malalim.

Pinihit ko Ang card Ng unit niya para mabugksan iyon, at nang nang mabukas ko Ang pinto ay nagulat Ako Sa aking nakita May umiilaw Sa may bandang sala, naiwan niya bang nakabukas Ang Ikaw niya? Sinarado ko Ang pinto at naglakad papuntang sala

Only to get my jaw dropped.

The center table was filled with rose petals there's three scented candles there, and a red wine, there's two plates And two wine glass. What's this?

I'm supposed to go near the table but I hear a the strumming of a guitar in the veranda that made me look there, and that made shocked Damon is there Holding a microphone with Skie who's playing a guitar and Ivan holding a Drum stick and leaning in a chair with the drums

What the actual fuck!

The set-up made me pause, I'm completely shocked and surprised that these three guys are here, and they're gonna play a song?

Lumapit Ako Sa veranda at nakita Ang Ayos nilang tatlo pareho silang naka Blue tuxedo at black slacks, ngumiti si Damon saakin at nagsalita,

"Shia the woman who made me feel this way, the woman who made me this crazy, who made me see the life beyond, who made me this happy, I Love you Shia."
Those three words! I can't believe this is actually happening.

Skie started playing the guitar and Damon sing beautifully.

"I might never be your knight in shining armor
I might never be the one you take home to mother
And I might never be the one who brings you flowers
But I can be the one, be the one tonight"

His voice was smooth and Enchanting, He looks at me while he's singing like he's worshipping me, he's ready to take risks for me.

"But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do
Then baby, I'm perfect
Baby, I'm perfect for you
And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can't even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about
Baby, you're perfect
Baby, you're…"

I can see multiple Emotions  that his eyes is having right now. Happiness, Excellence, And love, I don't know how but I'm literally have fallen for this man, I Love him, really
I feel it and I know it, I did not stop myself, But I'm greatfull that I can Say that to myself without hesitation.

The nervousness and all the questions I have earlier All faded away, it feels like it was all blown by the wind, i feel like it just slip away, the inhibition, the hesitation, and the Fear for this man and for his Feelings completely disappear.

"When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious (oh, yeah)
Girl, I hope you're sure
What you're looking for
'Cause I'm not good at making promises"

"But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do
baby, I'm perfect
Baby, I'm perfect for you"

His voice become raspy in the chorus which made him sounds sexy and good. I smiled while watching them three. Nag effort pa talaga sila para Dito ah! Grabe, Hindi ko Naman inimagine na Ganito Yung sasalubong saakin.

"And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can't even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about
Baby, you're perfect
Baby, you're perfect
So let's start right now"

Pumalakpak Ako nang matapos nila Ang Kanta.

"Whoo! Ang korni mo talaga bro!" Si Skie na binangga Ang balikat ni Damon.

"Ganyan talaga kapag in-love," si Ivan Naman na ngumisi Lang

"Shut up," si Damon na pulang pula na Ang mukha ngayon

Naglakad sya palapit saakin

"Totoo ba?" Hindi ko maiwasang itanong
"Totoo bang Mahal mo Ako?" Gusto Kong marinig Ang isasagot niya Nang malinaw,

"Oo," he said as he started caressing my face I felt the wind Breeze as I stare at his handsome face with my eyes full of adoration.

"I love you, Shia" he said clearly and he cupped both of my cheeks with his strong and firm hands, he looks at me in the eyes

"I love you too," I didn't know that I said that it was almost a whisper but enough for him to hear because he's this close. He smiled cutely at me still blushing.

"I love you more,"  He said and he move. Closer to my face And kiss my forehead, then my nose And lastly my lips. He's kissing my lips!

He close his eyes And I also close mine Like what I see in movies I Followed his rhythm as our lips Dance, It's like our own little world, And it's just ours We're just both the person in this little world

Is this what falling in love feels like, because this is crazily beautiful, kahit Alam Kong puwedeng may mangyari na Hindi maganda, o Kung maghiwalay man Kami Hindi ko Alam Kung anong dahilan kamatayan ba, digmaan, o Kung ano man, the Love that I'm feeling right now, it's still worth it. At okay Lang dahil itong nararamdaman ko ngayon ay purong saya at Sobrang Ganda.

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