Bad Memories
Killian's Pov
Emma and I talk about the baby for a while. After we decide to watch a movie together and of course she wanted to watch a chick flick. So we ended up watching A Cinderella Story. She was laying on my chest as I was running my fingers through her perfect curls.
When the two main characters kiss in the rain, I turned to kiss Emma, hoping she'd find it romantic, but she is already asleep. She is probably just really tired from waking up early. She told me that she woke up early because she wasn't feeling too good. I am assuming it is because of the baby and the morning sickness.
After the movie was over I carry Emma bridal style up to our bed. She adjusts just a little bit as I pick her up, cuddling in closer to me, but she stay asleep, gladly.
After I get Emma in bed, I watch a show called "Manifest." I swear the actor looks all too much like David. I wait for Henry to get home from Regina's. He was staying with me and Emma for the next few days. We planned to tell Henry about the baby and then get everyone together to tell everybody else. Although Regina already knows.
Henry came through the front door about a half an hour later.
"Hey Henry."
"Hey Hook, where is mom?"
Henry still hasn't called me dad or anything like that yet, but hey I get it. He is a teenager and his mom just remarried. It can be a little it awkward at times.
"She was exhausted so she went to bed."
"Ok."
I help him carry one of his bags up to his room. I walk him up to his room. I set his bag down on his bed.
"K lad I need you to get ready for bed. We can unpack your bags in the morning. It is almost eleven so get straight to bed or your mother will kill me."
"I got it Killian. I am not a child."
"Okay. Well, goodnight."
"Night," he says and then closes the door.
I quietly walk into me and Emma's room and brush my teeth being careful, so that I wouldn't wake up Emma. After that I walk by Henry's room to make sure he was asleep.
I quietly open the door. He is peacefully sleeping in his bed. I try so hard to be the best father figure for Henry, since he really didn't have any. Except for Neal, but Neal died and that can be hard for a kid to go through. And Henry is a special kid.
I walk back into me and Emma's room. I kiss Emma on the forehead and crawl into the other side of the bed. I adjust the sheets and then I wrap my arms around Emma. I notice that her hands lay protectively on her stomach. It makes me smile.
"Goodnight Emma. Goodnight little one," I say while I lay my hand on top of Emma's," I love you both so much."
I just can't believe that Emma and I have come this far. I mean at first I was just a pirate who only cared about his revenge and Emma was a scared girl who pushed everyone she loved away because of her walls. Now look at us. I am just so lucky to have a strong and beautiful woman, like Emma, as my wife. I love her so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. And with those thoughts in my head I drift off to sleep.
Emma's Pov
"Killian you can't do this."
"We both know there is no other way, love. The darkness won't stay trapped in Excalibur much longer, take it," he holds out the sword for me to take. Tears are streaming down my face. I don't think he has ever looked at me like this. His expression tells me that he loves me very much, but that he was scared of losing me.
"No," I say sharply, not ready to give up.
"You have to help me Swan, take it," his voice cracks and my heart breaks.
"I can't, it should be me."
"Your family needs you."
'But I need you.' I think. 'You are my family.'
"If anybody deserves to go to the underworld, it's me," he pauses and takes a deep breath, "You were right. I was weak. So let me make up for it by being strong."
More tear trickle down my cheeks.
"I don't ... want ... too loose ... you," I say between sobs.
"And I don't want to loose you," he takes a step closer to me, "but you have to let me go. Let me die a hero. That's the man I want you to remember... please," he begs.
I let more tears slide down my face.
I stare at his chiseled chin, his messy, chocolate brown hair, and his ocean blue eyes. I memorize the man I love for the last time.
"I love you."
Those three simple words I almost never say. But for once in my life I mean it, I really mean it. I love him. I love Hook. I love Killian Jones. I have always been so scared that he would leave me that I never got to tell him how I truly felt. That I really did want a future with him.
Now it is too late.
I grab the hilt of the sword and take it from him.
All I want to do was to kiss his soft lips.
I take a step closer to him. I lean in and so did he. Our lips touch moments later. His one hand run through my hair, his hook on the small of my back. My one free hand was around his neck. Hook pulls me closer to him.
Our kiss was full of passion. This was our way of showing how much we love one another. Tears are running down my face. This is the last time I would be able to kiss Killian. The last time he would hold me in his arms. The last time I would be able to tell him how I feel.
"And I love you," he said as we broke apart.
I take a step away from him. Tear are steadily running down my face. I lift the sword up, getting ready to end all of this darkness. Killian nods, telling me he is ready.
"It's okay," he says.
He takes a few deep breaths. I try to stop my tears. 'It's not okay,' I want to scream.
I want to get this over quick, but at the same time I am afraid of losing him.
I let a few more tears fall from my eyes and take a deep breath.
I run him through with the sword. He screams out in pain. Tears rush down my face. He runs his hand down my face. I pull out the sword. He grunts out in pain. He goes limp and topples over. I run to catch him. He falls to the ground. I cradle his head and continue to sob.
"No," I say faintly over and over again.
Moments later the ambulance arrives. They put Killian on a stretcher. I hold on to his hand. They cover him with a cloth, but I continue to hold his hand. They start to wheel him away. I refuse to let go, but somehow his hand slips out of my grasp. I sob uncontrollably.
" Killian," I scream, like I am screaming at the world for this cruel twist of fate.
I was trying to save him by turning him into a dark one, but instead I lost him again and I am the one who had to put that blade through him.
He is gone. I have truly lost him now.
My eyes snap open and I am covered in a cold sweat.
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